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「你知唔知？我……」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYmjG8OCGf
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阿朗喃喃，之後沉默；手沒有停止，繼續為遺體上粉。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy6MQ8sDUO
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千言萬語，在心中譜寫。當阿朗對一份工作足夠熟悉時，常常做着做着，就想找一些話說，差在是否講出聲。他之所以不再言語，是因為，他怕真的有人回應他，如此則過分滲人；無論如何，這個空間都太靜了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmvhh8ajD1
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不，又或者，倘若真有人回應他，說到底也是一個伴——哈，眾生平等。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQtWbuNoWd
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDhQ8B4Nhs
自轉工後，阿朗和思思皆工作了三年。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kSoZYPIbY
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy2iVIbpJN
一開始，二人還有許多話說的，因為工作予其的新鮮感支撐着二人無眠時興起的話題。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCn5q5TwBn
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可是，後來，開始無話可講。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYNvTuJnCO
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W0WyDNGVP
阿朗已見過很多不同種類的遺體：自殺、交通意外、久病而逝、急性病逝……見得多，自然不再感到新奇，他只越來越專業的做化妝手勢，表情放鬆，可是因為習慣了，所以再無新奇事可分享。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmV4oJObtV
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或者，有時他很想分享，二人卻了無心思，沒有一個合適的興致配合話語；只好等到假日才說，但常常忘了起初想說什麼。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LfArnd4cs
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9rNhkyhOE
思思呢，好一點，可是也較以往沉默。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIJUDgIcTG
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSGiwnvifC
她對學校更熟悉了，開始上手；和學生也越來越熟絡，他們都喜歡思思。午飯時間，甚至組成一個個小團體，內進狹小的社工室吃飯，和思思說「阿sir啱啱火車未到站」、「又要默書，勁長」、「放學就要補習啦」、「我都要去學琴啊，今晚又唔知幾點先可以瞓」，云云。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KXclJVNp7
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mFSzuhFrE
慢慢，生活只是一個循環，再沒有新的事好講。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0yFBJbetJ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDoJNKuWyl
但二人還可以圍繞棉花糖，看看她的功課、興趣班、測驗卷、温度進度，偶然一同幫她做難度甚高的視藝科勞作。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaapotWLVoY
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對。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUyOMb8F4o
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如此，如此地環迴往復。久而久之，又覺得平淡。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZYaS9UX1p
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就是，大家都會關心對方，今天工作怎樣呢？辛勞嗎？繁忙嗎？可是，話語來來去去都是那些，第一次說，倒叫做體貼；但說到第一百次時，卻像極了例行公事，即使語氣充滿抑揚，聽起來卻只是一句不帶感情的慰問，淡淡的，內心總已經有個預期對方會說的答案：981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhgVCOyuaN
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tkvmMIw0S
「幾好吖。」或者，「有啲攰。」不出這些了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8gaK1VNzt
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEuRnUDXFK
接下來，就幫對方按摩，手的力度卻悄悄放軟。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGToExosgI
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqK1k2yuri
平淡……平淡就對了，婚姻和感情不就如此嗎？總不可能一生都充滿激情吧，當新鮮感褪去，生活又回歸了整齊有序的狀態——981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QHbY2pAOQ
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是應該的吧？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCnwknGBPf
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臨睡前，阿朗想起，他們已經二十八歲：981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWPJ9PgGsM
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZvfEIYS1A
「老婆，」他側身摸思思的頭髮分界線：「十年啦，我哋今年係咪去泰國玩？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EwQSf8Pbc
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsGvs5m72t
他想回到那個夏天去，雖然熱，但至少和他結伴的思思，是有温度的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80nMApceqh
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjfDvo6xAc
外出散心，大家都會輕鬆點，不要再留在那個重覆工作的氛圍當中。一成不變，總使人麻木。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEVsB0sM4Z
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMnHEwvXGc
但是，思思似是想起了什麼，皺眉：981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kiGCoFmTn
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「但係，我暑假有project搞……」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDPbuNC0Hv
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「咩project？要做幾耐㗎？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ItjrHSJNF
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YB58jQkjC
「我都唔太清楚，係講中一、二嘅學生點樣適應新學年嘅，環境唔同以前少學，壓力太大。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx7TGXLDw6
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UYvcHAMOp
「咁，仲去唔去？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXtJ2Ixkkv
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgUBRt8hs9
「遲啲先？等我忙完呢牌先。我都想去㗎，對唔住。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY6HO1PDCF
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoQWWtvasG
「唔緊要啦，咁我哋遲啲再plan過。宜家瞓啦，聽日我哋都要番早，good night。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Aujr6nlZj
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ1k5pBXTg
如果去的話，一定要再試布吉島上的某間餐廳的泰式炒河，太好吃；還有要和那個老闆打聲招呼，看看餐牌上的中文字還是不是翻譯有誤；不過，不用再去騎大象了，太有墜落的危機感，上次還因而跌了弄跌了耳機，最後，得靠大象用鼻從草木中取回來。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPGEG5eXqm
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如果去的話，世界又剩下他們兩個了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IWBmYwddH
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaTlwx7B8i
那麼，他們還可以有當年的開心和甜蜜嗎？反正，現在沒有答案。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZag8bAx7PR
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不知道從何時開始，他們的共處時刻都靠棉花糖，才能有多一些話。如果到泰國去，他倆怎麼辦？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHGnRpBnQy
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不，只要空閑，都可以聊很多很多。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP8qy7kKu4
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思思閉眼。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6f0o3wgK7
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她覺得好累；開始明白阿朗以前回家的頹喪狀，絕對不是佯裝出來的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotO4duyg6K
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP8FJt11Gj
別人以為她的工作只是奉上一雙耳朵，然後隨便說些心靈雞湯就可以；但不是的，她不想做這種人，所以，她認真聆聽和回應。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXxieNGBdR
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不只學生，老師也偶然向她打探學生的心事，斷言拒絕又顯得不禮貌，總要大戰幾個回合，你推我讓。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSTrUGd4F8
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SgDtMABy6
還有家長。有些家長天天致電學校，老師處理不到，就交給她接聽——981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk2BMQAAKZ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr4pQ8nhFD
「嗰個講座講嘅方法都冇用嘅？佢都係唔聽我話喎。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8q8ICwevR
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5t3z8U98I
「點解我個仔日日都冇精神聽書？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8KGZxWQ1H
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy50irXHPYJ
「佢做咩苦瓜乾咁樣番屋企？你哋冇睇好佢？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69x9NLMLER
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpNK7I1VR2
「姑娘呀，我想問吓呢，有冇咩方法可以令佢乖乖哋去補習？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKW2sRaHvO
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dVwT7gcBd
「阿仔放學成日都唔即刻番嚟，係咪群埋啲壞同學？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTgA3pC7Cl
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然後，她不斷挨罵。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5SLgjrbrd
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其他日子，就是跟case和寫報告。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP57og3gW0
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyHLcFyoPW
她的生活確實充實，求仁得仁；只是有一點點累。有時，她只想快快吃完飯，然後攤睡床上，不需再說一句話，任由起伏有致的呼吸聲替她道一聲晚安。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aeOFPEKeX
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她失去了傾訴的心思。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJDleikDW3
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即使，她多麼想時常說一些瑣碎，像以前一樣。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZI59lx6sZ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhB0v6fXta
如今，她努力等閒暇周末。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmho1rGmtdQ
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