愛情也非時時甜蜜。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MGkOENiZP
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譬如，戀愛過了最新鮮的時候，已經不會日text夜text對方。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIv0FaKvJb
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思思記得，剛開始時，阿朗很chur。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLf53KHWXx
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若她遲覆短訊，他一定會問「做緊咩啊寶～」、「點解唔覆嘅？」、「忙緊？」，有次，她的電話沒法顯示訊息通知，他要求她每十五分鐘看一看手機，以防錯過了他的短訊；如果在忙，則提前通知。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRtdgOaPmz
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他自問「痴身」，也沒有安全感。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uxwbnO06G
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起初，思思和他很不一樣，不喜歡常見、常text，覺得大家應該多給對方空間。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrVyIRjS6Q
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklNzXzBExT
她是自在的，不喜歡被管束。以往與朋友交際，也會保持些許距離，多數是她聽別人分享心事，而對自己的事則甚少提起，被他人了解對她而言，並不安全。所以，她常被詬病感覺若即若離，與親切外表不符。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuVUXcqUMu
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但後來，變成她黏人，經常想見阿朗，期待他找她，更常常秒回。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBwNKsPVUW
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她覺得，不和他在一起，更不安。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v7D7yCb1e
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她失落。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs79LxiLbN
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每次收到他的短訊，她已秒回，但對方卻不再回覆。多隔個幾分鐘，幾十分鐘，甚至幾個小時才收到他說「好」、「愛你」、「等等講」；與此同時，可能他正在回覆別人。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7HEgC8yeb
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即使見面相處如常——1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ9YyaI2uC
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VXuapHyYU
有次，他發現為何她總是失眠，故買黑色玻璃紙貼在她床嚮的窗户，令她不再受強光滋擾；1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLEId1Bu0y
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她也記得，有次發現自己丢了錢包，告訴他後，原本打算沿路尋找，怎知他竟然下車，跑去二人午餐的餐廳，再跑過去找她，將錢包和擁抱都送她。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWeW5XtxeE
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtZvBvl7ER
思思感動。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2wPVdlAUR
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZifo86V3RW
雖然她覺得，有些事情變了；以往，二人可以連夜長談，在日間分享同一杯咖啡，夜間分享同一份失眠。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0SBO1cQdp
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDHAO4lBsK
難道真是男女大不同？起初是男人chur，後來則輪到女人的安全感不斷流失。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83CykDvzh1
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk76EnOY8j
思思有些擔心。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gI4a8Yh6p
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTYnIqBCmI
她知道，阿朗的前女友們身材姣好，而身邊也不乏異性好友。她是一個重症stalker，尋遍了所有與他相關的異性，她甚至知道他好朋友的前度男友姓什名誰。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDzTXZk97y
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2XZOAixNk
偶然，她看到他前女友發佈的照片——漂亮、白滑、傲人上圍。她都會認真審視自己，而後胡思亂想一通——何解他愛我？我上胸無肉，腿不筆直，如果其他人向他示好，他可會將我拋棄？如果分手，應該如何向身邊朋友交代？還是該好好再挽回一下？1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfj83wFbRK
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她竟然自卑，但明明向來，她冷靜又淡然。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEI8pS6Dy7
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukBeZy754J
她不知道，在阿朗心中，她已是最好的。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEZ8lVuHdD
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHkiUzpSnv
他明白她的不安，因為自己的行為確實有轉變，沒以前那麼熱衷見面。但這只是一個人對待身邊人的正常變化，像交往前後也會不同。思思令他心安，他知道她不會背叛他，所以，他的不安情緒被安撫了，不需再chur text、chur見。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4unC0H9CHf
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他驚訝，思思和以前並不太一樣，但令他有感，這是越來越愛他。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlE03npJqI
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgVTZVOKXu
不安，來自深愛。如果不愛不在乎，根本不會有負面情緒，反而雲淡風輕。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1052ACAAx
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64nb7JEHpJ
他暗暗提醒自己，要多給她安全感，如思思待他一樣。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dNHJAR12d
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPR0Cyc7ak
一直以來，他們的爭吵是健康的，沒有無理取鬧，沒有大聲呼喝，只有二人一同面對問題，即使氣上心頭，也會有一方服軟，不讓情緒凌駕理智，因為需要放下的應是面子，從來並非對方。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3b5dVtD2W
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwajlIVgtC
他更希望，她可以更多地分享心底話。因為，如果她說沒事，他會認為她真的沒事。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yvIvZByG2
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcRSDDD1CD
他困惑於無法分辨她的「我冇事」、「冇唔開心」是否真實。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEqchDeAPm
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWiEUYHfHO
他不知道的是，她有過很長的一段心理掙扎，徘徊在「要不要和他做愛」。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbCsAFjVfb
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZye4nWsAzH
她知道，她對他而言已沒有什麼性吸引力，因為屢屢求歡未遂，磨蝕了他的慾望。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTkHlh0IiI
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cUF1XI8C5
如果再不給他，是否將令他的慾望趨向他人？1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp8K4IDYnh
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXMbbXSAE6
現在想來，這只是一個很微小的問題。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoFxzyl9HX
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY8CzBxH5i
他們都享受和對方的性愛。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHRd8Snsur
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGrCaiLBCz
思思二十歲時，和二十歲的阿朗負距離地擁吻。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3DuQ8nAeg
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJZLVFOrwC
這一種親密，令她覺得很有安全感，不再需要尋覓一些以為失去的東西。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw2PrR0hjx
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx46kjgCeKm
她覺得，如果就此白頭，也是極好的。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB2S4jSyzy
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奇蹟般好的一對。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahzZyfsu1A
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如果你相信奇蹟，那麼，你與奇蹟一般美麗。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsZoVMasnd
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日子如常，直至，思思發現身體有異樣。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QOAXoBbxy
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她的生理期遲了一個月，當時她問阿朗：1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW85QC6FFI
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「如果宜家我有咗bb，咁點算？」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0ltNAzxO7
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYslk5sgSb
「生落嚟啦，我負責！」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MEJS7yDwf
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduWmbV1UBg
「痴線㗎，我哋year3咋喎，連自己都養唔到。」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawNYXtT0gk
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXQJKReYXL
雖然口上這樣說，她還是慶祝他的反應並非「沉默」、「離去」、「說不如冷靜一下」。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvSVkzpBbp
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI8wb0aLiv
她買了驗孕棒，上面顯示了兩條線。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmlJoo8zmf
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyFzgMn6sT
她無語，像在平地踏空摔倒，有種不預期的痛。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScNWxm81Hm
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcVjKEcX6v
「我有咗。」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SFzxza5wh
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc8yygdb2e
「哦。生囉。」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TFkhYkfjB
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGNPYJk4Jf
「我真係有咗，唔係講笑。」她拿出驗孕棒，往他臉上迎去。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZiUABCsu1
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVczGl9vRR
他沉默，站起來。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiU6fzvL5b
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5jMmFdEuE
「俾我冷靜下先。」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LM0TPjW37
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思思崩潰。她明白的，因為她也需要好好冷靜，想不到自己的肚裏竟然有一條鮮活的生命，她聽不到亂奔亂跳的他，但她看到兩線證據，忽然感受到他的存在。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldqpPV2uxV
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她慚愧，因為當她察覺之時，第一個念頭是：「不要了吧。」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0q1JM030U
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她做不來一個母親，沒有合宜的經濟能力養活自己，遑論小嬰兒。而且，她要被妊娠紋纏附一生？她要在最青春年紀喂奶？那麼工作呢？社交呢？朋友會在表面稱讚小寶寶長相可愛，但暗中認為她不夠潔身自愛，就此奉獻一生嗎？1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx3LU6RzcL
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa49QY5992z
她覺得自己很自私，首先想的居然是自己。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLo0DF7KlI
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzrHg5NIyR
她想像，如果胚胎會被強行吸出，沒機會哭泣、爬行、飲食，沒機會呼吸空氣。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrDL8J7FID
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DiGW86mKJ
阿朗從洗手間出來。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HFUC0K942
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「生。落仔好折墮。」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSNgetsxc4
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「真？」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkRANYe63W
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk1hSurzAT
「係。嫁俾我。」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwuApUeOQg
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阿朗沒有想那麼多，他只是覺得，廿歲人才墮胎，很mk。而且，這樣對她身體不好。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuHBchiNXA
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比別人早日成家而已。他們，從來不是別人。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOOjEZgiXh
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44LKXrXni2
他想起，為什麼那一晚沒有做安全措施。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItDeF7Ud4p
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRxXW35T7f
兩人都喝了點酒。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pwoWkanDw
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「想你做我老婆。」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8eHkY06yz
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Oe2Jlm1aZ
「我……都想同你結婚。」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXXGxnaKgD
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaqr6eQIdH
「我仲想同你有細路，想同全世界人講，呢個咁靚嘅女仔係我老婆！」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRTjP4aeQY
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「口花花嘅。」1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRPUXr6WEB
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然後，說着說着，好像真想成家似的，以肢體幻想未來。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIENQ3YGdyq
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYNlVDpohH
雖然他們沒錢，但有愛。他想，事在人為。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXbKd4OmhN
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GnP6hemtS
不過是柴米油鹽。他努力掙錢就可以。面對世界，他有種莽撞的勇敢。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gOHDFkepT
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HQvL71PrB
他告訴她，請放心相信他。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvMNejqHbB
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ0KLyi0mB
她相信。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9jp10ZDpj
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSjHMQzYjo
他們起身，往民政局結婚。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MPIVhvF9l
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCcUgkVEZj
囫於對世界的認知因年輕而有限，因此，想做就做，任性盲目，但快樂。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMXlo7UDtm
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vLEPUScUB
忽然有感成為了「大人」，在別人埋首課業時，他們關注的是婦科報告，這種脫離學生身份的感覺，很新奇。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY555ihJ6n
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMnuzulwkj
終於有權利選擇自己的身份，不只擁有硬性安排的血親。那一刻，他們是對方的摰親，受到法律保障，不只是Facebook上的「In relationship」。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiwQXxexvp
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYEGuEvZrF
他告訴她，她會是最漂亮的孕婦，沒有一個大學同學能與她媲美。如果有妊娠紋，就當是最偉大紋身。如果遭人非議，他會維護她至別人妒忌。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJFaGhqQhi
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他承諾。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0hncl0FDe
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一切未知，一切新鮮。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7kF4yeg6D
1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjSAZqa1IR
沒有對錯；有，也不理會。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlwXglkGho
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永久保鮮。1446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eBY5erJjM
