最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb9ZhgK8om
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuoPmqmqEr
- - -866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpnfiggv3a
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PtEBTH5iE
阿朗覺得思思較往日不同，但他不知道為什麼。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVM3udWW0Q
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffkiwXXwRV
她有時會問他一些奇怪的問題：「如果你俾人屈，咁你會點會？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSny2jjfloO
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTieeyrrglU
「睇吓係邊個屈我先？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NwC6Q4S0x
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7VPSnqTkr
「譬如，老闆？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM1DxMtw9U
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUd0M98uqM
「同佢解釋，我係冤枉㗎囉。」他側頭。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfGOoB8dCG
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYtuUHX8p5
「如果佢堅持，咁點？」她追問。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTdedWHS5T
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXWe2exu73
「咁都冇計啦……如果講極佢都唔信，咁咪唯有say sorry，如果唔係，繼續同佢拗，會冇咗份工添。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvTKOXgsiv
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfoMw8XSiU
「哦……」聲音越來越低、遠。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNSAJfbiIk
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDk8yf7SZ6
然後，她不再說話，睡覺。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygfxeWqYcG
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMot4SPARo
是因為最近她太累？她不適應新環境？但又不見她和他說工作煩憂。隨即，他又想到，思思不喜主動透露情緒，那就由他給她一個閒適的星期五晚上吧，這樣，可能就能誘導她講出心事。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUjXNU8HbY
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXq2XiWtZf
在思思工作的校門外，阿朗等着，眼睛一脫離手腕上的錶，就看見她和一個學生一起出來——有傾有講有笑。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKvc1uA8qz
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVfGDUZA9K
思思看到阿朗，隨即向前大踏步，再牽上他的手，不自然地和朝光說再見，仿佛尷尬；而他一看到朝光，就知道這個學生對思思有意。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YlkSgqXgK
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaKctOZplh
同性總能察覺同性的心思，尤其，朝光以鋒利目光打量阿朗，有些不忿，又有些無奈。朝光的五官，若然細看，還真的找得出阿朗的影子，喜歡同一個女子，恰若不是什麼新奇事。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bAhApv3oX
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPBf2QqI9R
不言而喻。思思知道嗎？那麼。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO3mxJR1xh
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY9R21cMEo
「佢邊個嚟㗎，同你一齊走嘅？」阿朗問。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNryijhU1kZ
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8phfTIjXiy
「學生，中六㗎啦，考試壓力大。佢有時會嚟社工室，吹吓水咁。」思思嗅到他身上的消毒藥水氣味。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOk5EJRqO6
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEerLbkWBe
「壞學生？」他注意到朝光的打扮。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgjKTGHllv
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW53Zj0XAhV
「唔係嘅，我起初都以為，但其實都係固執、堅持己見，同埋唔太守儀容規矩啫。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTBhsfqXk6
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBig64btuN1
「你哋成日見？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sqtuzPns4
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70POH8w9Ag
「嗯……唔係嘅，有時啦。」她想，也不是常常吧，她又不是每天都留校。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUYEr6O9Dv
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOzYegSAfz
「佢鍾意你？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CgnK8Y4SV
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX2oAeQ6uh
「痴線，點會。我大佢咁多。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA46piYqM6
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN92li20qKp
「我覺得係喎，佢啱啱咁樣望你——同埋，佢有啲嬲嬲哋咁望我。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe2jbnRXkt
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIp2WTi5JV
「你多心咋！佢係學生嚟咋喎。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUl7zAWUje
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkz8gUXobuD
「佢成日嚟揾你？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlzsmdBkWF
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGJxruuUVm
「都算係嘅，咁佢有嘢想講，但冇人聽佢講啫，所以咪揾駐校。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczKWgenRLw
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0Tj7dgynu
「可能佢唔係有嘢講，只係想對住你。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVC8CAZ6ky
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaY64sW70I
「點會。人哋學生嚟，邊有咁多呢啲心思？唔好屈人啦，冇人聽佢講嘢，已經好慘㗎啦……」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWmxHTnTSE
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3kitfbzZz
「我真係覺得係。」阿朗打斷思思，停下腳步。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mRy2g6fLI
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabSeTVnWxa
「我覺得唔係。」她堅持。其實她也不知道朝光之意，但覺微愠。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb53h4HkKbe
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7Mjsk2TlK
二人不語，有些惱火。就快走到餐廳，思思問：866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgtxju2fNe
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNWivGqm3u
「係呢，點解今日收咁早？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyYd9u2eNS
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3kenwnJMF
「接少咗兩單，想嚟接你吖嘛。」思思聽後，牽得他更緊了一些；阿朗見狀，又說：「點知見到你同其他人一齊。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEBpDkBVd4
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYW44KLbmu
她敏感：「冇一齊呀，行出校門啫，唔好多心啦，好冇？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6SMVjOpWP
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaowL4gll2N
「咪就係一齊出嚟，你咁心虛做咩？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qzODBWE74
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a2YKxNbH5
阿朗覺得，思思最近的轉變確實與那個學生有關，但她又應該不是喜歡朝光，但又好像喜歡，至少不可能抗拒與他相處，否則，出校門時，她看起來就不會是輕鬆自如了。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzZj9ERdIP
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfgssZBAsa
「都唔知你擔心啲咩。」她點菜，之後不再說話。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwiGifQEmD
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PoUemnZsN
她承認，自己有變化，所以坦白講，她有些心虛。但並不是愛上了別人——但也許，比愛上別人更差麼。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1B4HnqSjT
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2CddG0I8c
好像，她對於「家」感到厭倦一樣。看到阿朗時，已無昔日欣喜，只如常地瞥一眼，再繼續手頭上的事，行雲流水。聽他說話時，也會不自覺地出神，不能聚焦於他的所思所想。大概，是因為日子不斷重複，但她又不想以此歸因——明明她捱得過平淡、苦難、寂寞，明明現在一切都很好。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXJF0iKxDR
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPu1sEMARC
明明，她已歷剖腹產子時的一次鬼門關險況、蠶食身心地自我慰寂寥、隱忍地原諒丈夫抵觸自己的異心；到如今一切都安穩時，她卻覺得不太對勁。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ivciSi3pG
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpnlk9sCuI
她倦怠。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbBrTWBx0t
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxIUnZold2
她想念以前的阿朗，那個勇敢、坦率、直抒所想的他，那個會與她緊緊相擁的他，那個會直直盯着她的眼而從不迴避的他。她當然愛他，永永遠遠，可是，如果有得選擇的話，她還是希望回到十八歲的夏天。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEV7MexVGa
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgOXtxkrRz
「咁你同個學生熟唔熟？」阿朗吃着河粉，問，然後將一塊豬排夾給思思，他總覺得她吃不飽，不太長肉。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1edE7mBNaS
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXRP9YEAVv
「唔太，佢講佢嘅，然後我聽再回應，咁囉。」她真誠的答。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuul7zBc9M
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPnasQ2LjD
可是，每次被丈夫關心，她又會覺得，其實如此也不錯。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhkhPCIVmS
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq2YINsCBT
阿朗不再說起朝光：「棉花糖呢排都要練舞，好似話三、四月比賽。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzez0SrfJ75
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxkbVwlLl9
「咁早就開始練？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRbaOeliZR
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYlgwAqgXW
「係啩，團體舞又要排、又要練齊動作，驚太趕先開始會練唔切。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTuVceTg7Y
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetoRBaLCW3
「哦哦，係呢——你出門前有冇淋到水？」思思忽然想起。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YOEc2hHGr
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rgmCEAhhX
「冇呀，諗住棉花糖會自己照顧番。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylDCNJQn4P
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwPweJBCcT
那是學校的種花比賽，高年級學生負責養植一串紅，這是一場專門弄死植物的活動，好多人在捧着花苗回家的過程中，將泥土撒落一地。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzlAbWG1DR
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nGovsU2l2
「好似好多日冇淋啦喎，番去幫佢淋番先。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOTnCclOWx
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC7o30IisE
「聽日話吓佢啦，自己嘢都睇唔實。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYKUWIbnJc
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiAk7iSCur
「可能佢唔記得咗啫，而且，佢又咁夜先番。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVSKzNlu1O
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHdjGau36l
「慈母多敗兒。」阿朗察覺思思的目光，又補充：「咁係吖嘛，我哋全屋都唔熟呢啲嘢，咁宜家係佢做嘅，應該係佢自己handle番。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmR5ibvoSnk
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnDEUBhe9T
「好啦，咁我提吓佢。」本身，思思想說自己非慈母、棉花糖非敗兒，可是，說來何用，她們本來就不是。而且，其實也不重要，他說得對，其實他的言論毫無問題，有問題的是聽者的心。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVPXv3YUqB
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEffOTHDxlJ
她比極多人遲鈍，終於，失去了新鮮感。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjBCtdffG7
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY93ri9YkD
她想起朝光，如果是他坐在對面，一定會說些爛gag逗她開心，話題不會圍繞家庭，而是未知的、模糊的、神秘的、穩密的、新奇的。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2r7Fceb6D
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TZwPaNpt9
下一秒，阿朗又喚了喚她：「做咩𡁻咁耐都唔吞？咬唔開？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f2OyePHJv
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFvdD5azR5
她回過神來，看，眼前的是伴她十年的成熟男子，她不應在幻想中傷害老公的自尊。所以，她吃了下一口飯。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgkdmGpv8O
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgcWi5ZGu8
難以吞嚥。多喝一口水，舒服得多。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEjYw1n1ZN
866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRSAT0WtsS
Penana
search
登入arrow_drop_down
註冊arrow_drop_down
