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可惜，現實中，他卻是情怯的。愛，不一定使人勇敢。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhuyNvQstv
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終於星期一，朝光放學，馬上來到社工室。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTQlYa8G6D
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「Hello，靚女姐姐。」他將書包拋到沙發上。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc8QNXEFOQ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEMmefeIPZ
「今日搞咩，咁口甜？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4Mbz19R62
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj6nnlpRYM
「冇呀，咁你係吖嘛。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57wU5MK28F
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZcVpMfgat
「神神化化。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfdlXPCXPE
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fs4li9Cvk
「係呢，上個星期嗰個男人，就係你老公？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ58rDoN8iE
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau7XL6h1P5
「係呀。」那不然？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dGfNh2P9Q
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1Rkudln0F
「咁呢，佢係個點嘅人嚟？」他想了解多一些，沒有為什麼。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeNK5Abc38
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「嗯——」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNq8j2o1cw
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsvS5NCYRu
思思停下手上的工作，思考「程日朗」是一個怎樣的人。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z4005b8ZI
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiMtjpm9ZB
勇敢？大方？有義氣？驕傲？聰明？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGygwXbDCHh
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbTZLHC42u
細心？温柔？體貼？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDHk2Tnj1O
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不、不。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywR3bTQChl
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不。他是，他是。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju2Ia0kkVQ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAy1X94yo6
可是，這些形容詞仿佛已經變成了一種遠古的印象，或者成為了一些顯而易見的公論，譬如，說起牛頓會想起蘋果，說起魯迅會想起人血饅頭，說起黃子華會想起棟篤笑——但大體呢？又似乎說不出什麼來，正如世上大部分人都不清楚三大定律的細則為何，一樣。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rSU9yLmLu
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBsB3i6xbE
思思「記得」阿朗是怎樣的人。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJellwS4dV
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH5wta5q04
但這是一種記憶，好像，又變得很模糊。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2buETIcRrA
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprJ7yFHn9E
慢慢，另一個面向的印象開始浮現——他會因為小事而嘮嘈她幾句，他有時會反對她的意見，他偶然忘記二人的紀念日，他會敷衍地回覆在說閒話的她。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBPg1t0WSi
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve6ngU9lnW
這是他，真實又乾脆的他。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9YkjDy7O8
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgYZ8WU921
他還是他，只是多增少減，變成了一個她更了解的他——897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJvbBDfQfh
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGggIcIeaQP
「喂呀，你諗咁耐㗎？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvVjUfh3Nv
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhppzPq11i1
變成了一個，她比以往感到陌生的他……更加熟悉，也可以解讀為：更加疏離。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQUiivWre4
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBuGpKfnI3
「我老公好好，嗯，好好啊。不過，我會話以前好啲，可能係我變咗啫。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFM4NGadub
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「咩意思？」朝光期望她會肯定。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefvvwl7i7j
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mpycwEJzy
「咁一齊得耐，就緊係同啱啱一齊嗰牌係唔同啲㗎啦。唔識點同你解釋……你當係我貪心囉，又鍾意宜家呢種安穩，但同時，又鍾意後生嗰時嘅大家咁。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9X8FoZfnq
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf2wE8kgRD
「咁係咪啫係，冇咁鍾意？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUym5ZDZQyq
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4rEDnKiCx
思思也不知道。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0TDVcDa5s
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXWB1vF2V1
不經細思、真要說的話，她會答：「係。」因為她不會再因為他而心跳加速，不會再突然覺得他很好看，不會再想和他說很多無聊的瑣碎，她寧願自己一個沿着海濱靜靜的走。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1YbCTZ5Yc
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70dxi9K10l
她有時覺得很煩，不願意再理會身邊的一切，可是，她不理解自己這種心理——因為，現在一點都不煩惱——已成家、各得其宜、孩子乖巧、工作穩定。她慰藉過丈夫從前的壓力和異心，安撫過女兒的任性和頑皮，迎戰過奶奶的挑剔和責備，抵禦過別個女人的挑釁和攻佔……897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzNT9oO1jT
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZPSt1gIRJ
但她似乎，沒法守護自己的心。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehfSdjWLcC
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6RNDACMYV
很煩很煩很煩。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxFy0swqwz
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTuRqlZXwc
她知道，有些事情是不對的，可是，它還是出現了，並且不走；像流浪狗把尿撒在街燈的柱上，尿就一直流、流、流，從在柱上清晰可見的水潤，到已與石地顏色所差無幾，再流至街燈照不到的黑暗；但一經過，還是會嗅到一股尿臊味。看不到是看不到，不顯眼是不顯眼，但說到底還是成為了她心頭上小小的疤，她覺得她是那暗巷。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgrvYBmCXB
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RalNddRZJ
「鍾意。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP8Po8PIQo
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FaYYSuuMq
她沒有確切的答案，但她總不能對一個青年學生透露心聲。何況，喜不喜歡的定義，是什麼？熱戀男女的喜歡，和已婚男女的喜歡，完全是兩個次元的物種。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vMgErGud2
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBgLxhbaeh
是她忽然想要回到熱戀的最初，想回味那份青澀的悸動。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexdt7Lpvgi
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpwSDIFM7m
「啫係冇以前咁鍾意啦。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqnJqN4TMi
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PyfEOkB7W
朝光看得出，她最近越來越不在狀態，雖然她還是專心聆聽、回應，但是，想事情的時間比以往久，答話時的用語又總是不夠貼近問題。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgiSWNc3G7
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQe82SdrQS
幸福的婚姻會使人如此頹靡嗎？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sIF47TVhg
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fVfDBE8Kw
他又有些隱隱的失落——點解，唔可以話俾我聽，同我分享呢？我應該同你算唔錯熟㗎……因為，你覺得我仲係小朋友？而你已經係大人？如此鬰悶。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdKKeiPovc
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuU5P9D9Pe
「唔係呀。點會？」她在心頭慌了一下，迅速答。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwpumjrXCu
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEijndwjKqQ
「做咩咁驚呀？平時問你嘢，你都冇答得咁快㗎喎。其實冇以前咁鍾意，都好正常啫……有咩問題先？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgBCFCpCJm
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6BV0zd44U
「咁我自己嘅事，當然答得快啦。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PJVXBgvyT
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkWRYxfaKN
其實朝光說得有道理，激情褪色，感覺上差了一點，是很正常的事。可是，又似乎非常愧於啟齒，阿朗聽到的話，一定會不開心的；或者，如果阿朗如此和思思說，她難免也會非常落寞。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQonXEyE8a
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N8IHGbzBs
這應該，應該是一個有共識的美麗秘密；但此刻，沒有共識，只是她的一個小小煩憂。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhLjOgWCjt
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS31SlGlHIz
「係咩，唔信。」朝光肯定地質疑。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXGEiy0CtZ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Odm7gekae
「唔信就算囉。」她晃了晃頭，不打算繼續話題，轉身看電腦。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6M2oaqc9T
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GojAs5vpr
她隱約知道問題所在，他們，再不是當日那個他們。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryrzVLO9ph
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