他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz2IzvIRK1
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrIk4Qbc6y
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO6ytWKlX3
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnctcrTtAob
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CCE3qiXj4
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMHYcZgaXX
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbuzGHi5om
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaMRg1RlH5
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGKshWLV8R
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7O4KGlOVo
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNK5Muf7pt
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「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jX4RN5VrJ
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdyxPpJ9q3
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHQM2LVoWG
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI6J27dUwd
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj2EY9w9Yt
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD22zXtPbIs
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSgJoNSZzi
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0JJ2UU5hT
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDoZj6tK5s
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JYo7zHE1G
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIuFW7hTTg
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT8eXWgyS1
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AmD53Hc3n
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oH853qATz
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhB0WivC94
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRWQE3tuVi
「你好感慨喎。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5xrFtNGub
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyD6OvQbgJ
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpe2LtjglfR
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宜家呢？」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDz6i4yTQO
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「嗯。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXw2d88ah3
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiQB3YRMKd
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHRUecpLkq
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cm82J5sjB
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIQppq4qlB
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt5dR532PK
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EvJ8FkzuG
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAGUyokcEf
「唔好諗咁多啦。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fjuUrekTP
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cAVJhanYF
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTQKxbmfNp
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阿朗不語。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm0afXEwGj
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ae3FP8Aqb
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU0zukTuIV
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJG9EjEWZG
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iH2yrDXkS
峰仔開口介紹二人。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb3rmTxsYL
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTywRUv4kb
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS1H6cW01O
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6UE6siWL6
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqdCQwwNpa
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAHbMnpyIO
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKdq8g1Zyt
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNevBbn17M
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4TKxTTem4
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTb71iGjrG
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX1r8xnzBG
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpgVPc2QSV
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之後……就冇之後了。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiiOdjL4tM
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「節哀順變。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGy8uUlb8M
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdoVF8rUq8
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO8CQcjqAK
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「嗯。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8239PorQBp
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIibi1AxnyX
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvAEhbRtZu
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcrGbLBNXt
嘉欣已說不下去。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuGHn147HH
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjEfqCzUfv
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzE9ceQ9yc
「我想佢番嚟……」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CMkExFik3
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aORVEDUYL
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mh9y0oE7m
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7BS67bgjY
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R8NfcF3Ga
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtNp3AKYL3
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOcwGyZufB
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmHjyHGUsV
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0xBcMryKi
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKFz7cnxbG
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVtLkJOU4M
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyf7iB6rw3
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa2UceR0lx
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC0c8aX80T
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpIS2DSuyK
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpmjZ0Mqq9
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnGnCMtTNo
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6unjv5KDq
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpdbxmavxW
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AiEPzb5HK
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGr9hQQHZH
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU14JieLWnU
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRIaf24KEH
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYMVgXv7DU
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovc8eiT3SX
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mlRxPjuxh
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKarvczRTc
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPRXj1UJ3m
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d5GgIa8zx
她悲傷。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXje44A1YXj
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJTtwDlQjo
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWNksrtTDv
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC9aDsASMc
「冇你點開心？」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIyuSz4nOf
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XeSjduwnR
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVki2uimom
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6wYYfprzE
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6itmNpIrL
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCjbqKAwPp
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaRKKAIweL
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySBCSCNgKC
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVNj0UGK28
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAp165LCt1
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli1efxRtVx
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdkGcyYRFi
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdTZ1LPS6r
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFC1a5ABM4
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfIMuctRjV
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZijgXAxZl
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8YDkEvu5c
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJvbuwSrJR
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgJdctIca6
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWQpahs9jc
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksYX5C4Znl
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwhdaguS4g
她不假思索：843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcNsRLfHge
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFqmAOGYt8
「當然係寧願你出軌。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbVE3ZIQit
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuyoXFMnej
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc4aQCorYO
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIVP6kEoSY
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74pxAFNB2n
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SrR9gmOoO
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdRGqvKAdL
843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdI7diNvUD3
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。843Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK71160B6IB
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