思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT91yFXLu8s
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棉花糖落座：813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESCqOWlo6K
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyPzjokHOu
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「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmUpmKCSM6
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阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98W7wx3KP3
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同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuxEGFuN4y
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「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIPX1VeHcR
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「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo5XsPvElu
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「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZepgifOFf
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棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd3hpgYuHB
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「吸住印先啦！」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Abpt0qtl1
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「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva55Ewq4VB
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阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bGWbq3xeo
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「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTXkJ3oaxN
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又在他的臉上親吻了一下。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP0e33qTUv
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「真係抵錫。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWBocZOuVe
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「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvhC9MqqaX
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思思故親了阿朗。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnGub4cnRU
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「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOhxvimS75
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「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l5oSeG6Oc
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「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS1PfsWaxM
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阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2xrzd95IX
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「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7G4AimS9m
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思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLcdg6DtrL
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「係。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yP5YUn5Nq
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「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo26rIjWRE
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思思母親說：813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY04IT37J8
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「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGs12Fk64b
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「好！」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb2IIbMAK6
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阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGSnIHMqGQ
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事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w2hnU9lFo
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他們吃完。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFac4JAwps
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「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkkgHb64x7
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「哦，好啊。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1d4dkxAaK
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思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXfNPppcTb
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「你哋做咩事？」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZmQScsTmA
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思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4VQIaxuBe
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「咩咩事？」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBgOgaE71N
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「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsbyFaTBBo
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「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN26pJWYgP
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思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSyGr7pGn1
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「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn962ATGYXx
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母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcFG5Eze0y
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「冇啊……」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fNoA9ijJp
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思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwxirw9b4b
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「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPiEeplmVN
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「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbCqV3FFai
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「咁你做咩喊？」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTtUQ5mXxe
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思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTUEBVd24q
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可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAibBdOmoKl
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此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3x8IoBRoT
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她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8oz32hdsf
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但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBcCkhGqTJ
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她脆弱。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtcH9mXRLj
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尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wJ7gEZlCp
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「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTfdxWDuzb
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她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKtnOiY5bM
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「坦白啲。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5NLqcSTY3
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「嗯……」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxB46wfw0w
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思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KMcwgaB1T
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「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqmxKcZyOO
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「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHg6ZDUfUK
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「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VLlZD2nl6
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係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavOw9jb2VX
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「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXU1Ez1ob6
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萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyQtr44vDU
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「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMehJdew9Fd
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我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz2ekQQ5Ol
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但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08uoKqZtCP
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「嗯。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TBsslv4iu
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst0DyjhmV2
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「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtGJc6wMar
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「嗯，我明㗎啦。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsIZzrFQjx
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思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3u4Mx2Dg9
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她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj7BIN6GHV
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確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuDYHLLx0d
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但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWASXGxY4r
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理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdFOtNV3RH
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而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeShNeLv3uW
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDx3VAyX7g
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感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxg9chjhhFa
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不是說過——813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrUOyi7tOx
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphKPCF6pD3
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家是家。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8EpGPgJ3W
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他肯定，他與那些大人不一樣。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E6X3z7x9c
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他承諾，絕不食言。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLJqsokn5t
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNo9rTKHGg
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這是爛尾，這是揸流攤，這是對自己的不負責任。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ac0FNfzyM
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因為，明明，他們有首尾呼應的能力。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w61QKAHNA
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如果渴望，如果愛，不要退縮；為何越活越倒退，將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟？813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVCq7xaRXR
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想人生有限杯啊。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4OUzYEoTP
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如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW5Wgjjg0u
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