「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWBt2z4Xtv
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「邊個？」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe4gAZnf5P
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWA0pNlmh9
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6NuEcnsW4
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC43MJCvS0
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「噢……」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuHSknGIVx
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLfLcaHKbb
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「嗯……」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFXoxD4pmZ
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJOMe7X6OT
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBvRFUbViQ
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwvK4ANt55
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg2Nuq1hRF
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3Fw9lpzGM
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv67mBRjPH
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfKC1a4Dar
「點死？」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TvEvr6xnf
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「交通意外。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZQ8zvWyGw
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「噢……」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdx5CqhdfZ
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi3JxFzhol
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglGFdxa1ht
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhop3OuSQan
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1XpjOCg6U
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「我都唔想你死。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5cM1z7CK6
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkWGDt2Cj0
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4B41MsRVq
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjMD2lC8gk
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「我有咩慘？」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgG4I11UiE
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6K6d8Dfm3x
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這是事實。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguTLRfPZQq
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sFM5MkhX4
「嗯。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMPVAFVm0I
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzALmJfqXzi
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnc18aRycY
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她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdOMz1xKwi
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7x2r7A01J
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGQS6avify
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以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyb2nnoRmJ
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他說：774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE9UUh5vl8
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5oxFEHdNf
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6JvcP9it7
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTirCvsqbp1
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIa3vSJHED
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbNG8SpDFL
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKoYaxzVv0
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKkScJARgs
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik1RKQC5XL
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他倔強。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIMvjJuA26
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrLgrAnjDw
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsbJhJmGoh
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfTBjdhV5b
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Esz15CAJk
她順從，也做回十八歲少女：774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeWhKRp7Rw
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PPOXij9tc
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs8yGLPfPQ
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「嗯。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcZepqDcw3
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他終於滿意。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqEurbIRoj
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mimwUahwH
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1pHBty3lG
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNDer2TsVx
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmUbEHNfQQ
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9aa1X4j4a
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkItLSwjALi
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Rp2o48d7l
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82uf1uKE31
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阿朗也笑。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaZfl4RAIL
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYciVW9xjJl
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJgOnwXK9Y
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1kb1k3zq5
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnUESgN1QJ
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAu8PMIxGD
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgni7F35M0
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaavsXBaM55
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9NuVdoS1g
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wWwDAlBln
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