「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpXsOGQdfk
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「邊個？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9tuOyC5Ow
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpt2BYEMwc
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnKNzQ8oVQ
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc3QEvr7gS
糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRIpy2q8Af
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「噢……」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8brpKqSsZ
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59X6egFBmR
「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXmotFspoB
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvEcy3kix3
「嗯……」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J8ZFrz3T9
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkqRcBCADq
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RfbGWU9ti
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rtiMvAWgQ
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXURWFHSyN
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她轉身，捽捽他的肩。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEybtRuZ1jx
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYyLwPy2Dx
「點死？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5Se2H5fRB
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「交通意外。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2ZSaUO9dH
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「噢……」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95qpaDPUp3
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8NsJwwjNj
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAn4mMOsOQ
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlIWb0WP0t
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「我都唔想你死。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1whbYQDnS
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdwBGgA19E
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDrWzTSb0u
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DEmmWe22d
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqdqpLEUKD
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「我有咩慘？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmopH727xtZ
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsr61eEWFAD
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這是事實。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Mq87WLzhk
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「嗯。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9lKPPhgOi
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbrFhYxlj8
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcR7APST0T
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU99L6uLgT
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF87NJQIGSs
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0NH4S6uBR
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG9tdysTe3
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CwTiH70h7
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgh3SvbBXX
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他說：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xsXid0FZb
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yAQ9P2Ibo
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH6j41k82Q
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgW78N8NeeC
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI53KPRofZt
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4fJRWWDhe
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqReiumGb21
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVkEByAaPC
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pOmGvROze
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他倔強。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyceLM8L61
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhuH5xRUiB
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq62U37AqaH
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZs3o88DwC
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「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2k2SZHPDG
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9pK1lGrGh
「嗯。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHp7bZ0TE9
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他終於滿意。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4alyEnGaf
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WeziC0SjD
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJpQWDxbBT
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80LPPStWUo
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy9tAC8bEx
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZPNgrqvzl
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K2LaWe1KY
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeMolmApaY
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阿朗也笑。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpyvlsOais
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1e3rGTwAn
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6BXu1QPJu
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0UfQUJD3G
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yKEJSViWV
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxIcrJ5uyk
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當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG8ZLdPE9e
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVEXYU7SOp
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIdK2KUmlS
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