「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirjRHyMFgL
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「邊個？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL72SCCqkb
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4DaBtl36H
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFgmOpTnyx
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcNRQmXiKi
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「噢……」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9prIxELb4
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxset3sOsek
「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJehQ8mzpIz
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhVsNEJUYf
「嗯……」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo53JQ1Fa9
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOEfrAa8iX
她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExDtVmM4wZ
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxabBxJahHN
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlb1MANK3V
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMJ9j8YvIw
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CvXmLq4pu
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7SmecOwXF
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiqz8AZaBF
「點死？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwBnzi1hM8
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNcgi7mR7T
「交通意外。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxOq9zRH26
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「噢……」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE8tdQHIRw
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpfVoQrrif
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmUddA4JJY
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqafLyCBKO1
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fQF2MLC6E
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5MOhxhOiM
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiumgJMGaL
「我都唔想你死。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp1V2AmUgF
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr28xZECf4
他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DsAI72s36
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R9U9ljrTG
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuZGGYxuRt
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「我有咩慘？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCgxoenZt5
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNyJl7TRn1
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sE0LBKnx5
這是事實。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrM4iPyuxM
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSK9ZcV9o2
「嗯。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISNmVyQMS4
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKbIbmWzPx
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrebjWOp1ux
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCa5A5qhAk
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLbC4CA7Il
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她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkV8gBbhxk
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLiWSGMpwX
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcES2VFsBXV
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他說：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3rWbWCzDg
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU3IwsEVD7
「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmKg29yukq
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelEx3j6yN0
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zwvcpgRDe
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hnygH2GbM
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOi4kK1UF5
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7OYR8a00K
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8kJWstoif
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1kgSEYFTy
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他倔強。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c3pQiy4kg
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqZX2PVaZL
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyGueLcmuv
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTuvHs3Gfu
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FFKyPcvSa
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1kN01K5EK
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzksZwh9aG
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuUgHlq51c
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqPn4zdvRB
「嗯。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsNHnZEYeN
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他終於滿意。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLb4fMoerkn
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p1i0M0GbC
不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtZFNKCDmT
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBQCe2tTbo
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEW8DEIsdc
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiwS6yNBV5
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfs47yghCU
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm6VAbdR12
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXFdj6UEKB
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNTAlEa2SJ
「係，我哋好騎籬。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDZ0cEToZB
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw05VEOCVU
阿朗也笑。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FGCZ7NbP9
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bITq5YVmi
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她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9f2Dsv902
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjnH56hnWW
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZanehjbpm
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf4IxWIJ6s
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbEEcoEP4Y
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ0CsiTx5E
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVkDlKUjWI
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