看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymzMMvhAyT
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBja2ldBsbM
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqd5kBO54I
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTqGSqGT4g
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXsgRbJnWW
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv3nf4AX37
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYcQAkUmcI
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iAr1vq3jc
「明。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN6rbgbfxq
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSx3PPydt9
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzcQCGcgCS
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6krweDozc
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CwEsicbcX
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3WcrfjlWi
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyWSNaJFlc
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBcGJFzLvB
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2b6Kp77UV
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05ILU8FlPs
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XovDNFZ5P
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWbXdx1DIL
「俾我睇吓？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3XmIaadWp
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FH4ya7Oje
「好。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgaTcWW4Gu
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4tviiWGK4
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwV2Q9aN97Y
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSZhVaB1EL
「哦，係Fiona喎。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCyG85TORt
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lfbxjv1L6
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEw1Y5p409
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvd6riwbVK
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbmCD6Qhdl
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cDNgzcGbS
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKA9uyCWmv
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBL6FKSXRM
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fXLO3gDe5
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ghvkbzvOy
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cdAvPEgEb
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fjwV449FF
「仲敢？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaG1mvCiGy
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwk9hyK0GK
「唔敢。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR1xouwvIh
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIfB1tkluM
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKrbGIJTzK
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKmW4hhB9L
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOv9YU7uHl
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjDXGoOdHE
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ofigqts2H
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4Z1RiWjaS
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYmKSizayX
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDcR6tMdzE
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT5q1BRRLX
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSdPzsI22o
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvUdZNWTEK
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gQJoXyWAB
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOaVX5swGV
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiTI6S9bI4
「我開俾你睇。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjsW6AT6nN
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW38GtxI7GV
「唔洗啦。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRcXzQirzv
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjhnM6AAV6
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYBPlpn0Mr
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZlAY4qImF
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyNazbbopS
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tmF31jfWy
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILkn8TyYF5
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa6QVLkZ7y
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvguJAg6GB
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1IIZo3zSv
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mwVUlkgtY
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqrvfFZ3lE
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78DI0LYB4P
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iCzD45K8H
「Sorry。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtS6jBlA3F
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjq5utuCCj
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC07VzNkOtY
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFxQdsfhO8
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWjXMwMJ5n
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHCsw38Xvs
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq7gWzPbeC
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcECzzHusr
「Sorry……」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtKQRoG6fY
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWT6upB3qS
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9AoC3Eu46
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySL8YDOtd6
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMltFlXct5z
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIC0sjmd63
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYKx1X1gT4
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bVCNF2cmw
「嗯。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLRl9u01tt
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0Y7YwZDeg
既然說起，阿朗問：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkb3qCTZB4
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAI1wp1NiE
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjepxpInA0d
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXX9X22ArH
她沒好氣地答：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzwJhh8G9x
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9umUwLQcr
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuTma1LnY4
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fc9a9n1tj
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvRiLWjshj
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsYUrRbXef
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JZ77oTdgG
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgmG4tXtyx
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41IFhzE9JO
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgIrUfVCh2
「威啦威啦。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWZpbdWFPm
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG5wa9Bfgq
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQSAq4t9YS
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVzZTbObEu
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVUApE8JWq
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBAMt7Ww4a
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ463jIyv8
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMsZBWVDmG
「喺街上撞到？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujgZRCVOHo
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYl7dWruGMP
「佢喺校門等我。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcgKTUkgZE
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMVznoQwyf
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVKlbOgZUl
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtFIIljw3v
他語帶諷刺：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM38MhqmIcq
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLE6CckSiT
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27diuy1fOi
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM7wVHtyc2
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm0mzTt9Su
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHbGCjoygE
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoNmmzKMmd
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cx26U6LzJ
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHc5IWZihz
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLanUprBcXP
「有咩問題？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVobn1mlUZN
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExfBIWbhhY
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyBThtLRGr
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1GaMhKtKz
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbrzbZt1ps
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGsvRpczKN
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U4YBhylHT
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtyvHY3Z30
是。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx492cGCqwY
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oelLTz3Fv
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDjUrlNP6h
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynXFCJr74w
是。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2Jo7T5SK9
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BDpawVF6R
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdivYZ5SROr
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfEO5CbzGl
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhD5lJt4ga
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjvyecHVXz
原先想表達的是什麼？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd30kIeAlG0
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2mDpUz8HI
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wd6YStJEu
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPniU75NSm
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddAMwc999j
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmwXBndsWV
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vhw8VYcOA
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzs7ba7vzE
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZJwDY56jq
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUcF3FpuEM
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAXMGnPar1
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsrDHy7mUL
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7JPADn2hq
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