看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4X838LcQg
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBM1J1JnI2
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3itB4ljfO
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2jOC08zF9
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRZ37ZWsSe
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「明。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7PWvJJEPr
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbStywY7NE
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrqSSUeLKN
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkkzU6tCEF
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshPUJehMmM
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfG52z2QB9
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamJCf9sMQu
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfprUySGVB
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp18MNipJ8d
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMm2yQfXUF
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYus0sB3lxz
「俾我睇吓？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMcCERDqab
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi41ePXEWf
「好。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MGZZm8BXU
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigUQttvxr1
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlV5a7CqiV
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQjSlVBSlp
「哦，係Fiona喎。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kL3oS5OLG
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTTKF3b8uj
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6pGUMcaf6
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlKCFgLwsT
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs9LVrFTHK
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLmsJyJwrd
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NgxKFJyU2
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJvrILSEfk
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7ld9lf7w3
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNSGrmhVmI
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUT6o40fF9
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhtV4vrwwx
「仲敢？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLX0c5Ff8n
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VYroX3uyF
「唔敢。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3tqTZYRNV
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VdmIC2mNB
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK361VG4TeN
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsol9WJKcY2
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWsUykNe5L
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDHeJ5Ygy8
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS89e6Jzt75
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsfTyXLU8M
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX3L496t1n
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRgnPVP4xZ
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGrhdGJyuZ
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuiMmDx7I5
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmnNPUhRG8
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOue2Edhzs
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p774KZJla
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG52sQbaTa
「我開俾你睇。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV90CSehHqq
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xooJUWMWV
「唔洗啦。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNH3ARnR0I
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt4Re5IVMt
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnkfyfBkRo
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUjBUKLN7C
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN9hqI7owT
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmesfWr1FN
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX02ZVk07gm
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk3hMzHkQl
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXy5nDWMJk
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx754kJwxzf
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15eYFZEsr7
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBty6JHf05
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKD802CeKr
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc1WuuH0tV
「Sorry。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzyT5qLkdp
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkPtCQUuPk
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUnRoPY2gw
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9njV2vkRm
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVrDP9PvSh
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho3PLo8xiX
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xgKgdYgfA
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT2f8eTJM5
「Sorry……」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwJpHz6sNX
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtWKddVqah
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfmQ1Dv0db
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojYPxrVWGn
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBiTb4lT7j
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5yjZmA2OT
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU4TgPZWeL
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIko6DVVeE
「嗯。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvQRfOi6ie
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdklzOuS7cc
既然說起，阿朗問：890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw1JtKYUfV
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSRI2xLRVf
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9oQARcBko
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyve9pLZTNc
她沒好氣地答：890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL6qHWRFLh
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRf5XRVscU
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdT0FKyw1O
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunbsVih9ac
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxTtEzQ3YR
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBt4rL2x8S3
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSC3X5ZnAv
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rwcH2ZrWo
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUheJvfTrk
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05QLfiSrny
「威啦威啦。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxZuR5JR33
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm2LYKQXQv
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH4AhruuE3
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5KEOctM0s
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSS3B05G9R
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDjrNrBJA5
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4hGFXlR5S
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9VLxZZAmD
「喺街上撞到？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubcJuBzNqP
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAGb7FdefG
「佢喺校門等我。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmOOCrpc7K
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4qeZxFmSr
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wz3yvGUjc
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK2WVfDnlC
他語帶諷刺：890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tzgjDf3bq
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsAcJoAbjK
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mPGLRGcpc
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtugHfrJO1H
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR99FhVVRa
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZkTlvVM41
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3lDZy7RPr
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVhONcRhd5
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H6BaCZTRC
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ312nomzU19
「有咩問題？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusb2RfbkYu
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVOj3iz9dt
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh1su253Z8
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROORPyzmhe
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWDKbQRBw4
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22VR7kVJj4
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNtVouQGln
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是。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9HNmoHcfM
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KymETVMyH
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxHsCXHasF
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是。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY5wnU2KQN
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhl5DnHKLi
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkKdK5oPVo
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJYdPwDyYh
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwgFgCh7s5
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPORcIyHfto
原先想表達的是什麼？890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSgl12uy6I
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHALORbyO9
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22javVHDXS
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokexoJMz8L
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzeGdCmIfS
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCdpCLE7Eq
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMinGryAJo
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDtFdMrjIh
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhJvgRaZ5y
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAIOrWKHsJ
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPxPwzgqUv
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3WhaMEKg0
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKiA4LaQqc
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