看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qPegwIPt2
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpjPzntzpL
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7q9aLH11e
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nWYGDQnJF
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MACjPTrjk
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFQwS3F51I
「明。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBGfWknDh1
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGuEmTYpLX
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdVzeFJlfP
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMtoWsyI3M
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugZnkrXRje
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygESndKe1G
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4WcRXlBed
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdP0CyM8Ix
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WW9yXOHdF
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBG9YF52Gt
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJLBSWQFM3
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6EFbftAXq
「俾我睇吓？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclm5cCTY43
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDzFTGN1xh
「好。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo6Vipgz6L
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkGNCIcmUc
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KZwFGp2GU
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jPbLDmTf5
「哦，係Fiona喎。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZnuI3xvEG
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxwmuHFoO1
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Bjfg4YyYf
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1q8qDroxe
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmA0yvvbv2Z
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxn4EcyQ8c
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJql4oQ1DN
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XO3PxKWN5
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ35Po9uwj
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg3hWg5d5M
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTlO2IM7ol
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBX3LlDhtH
「仲敢？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r7khr5mDU
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBKX2Jg1Kz
「唔敢。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7y45vZ9Rs
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aVG9jBiCI
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQFkaHBOkR
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzVxVcCiqt
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh94QYJxqfj
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHLXWhKb2i
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrqHGV3Zcn
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1pTcwyUTx
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpLybShNbN
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE8VjhuXrL
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0WcetO5bW
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMDzYU9y3J
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ffdzojt9E
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0mD1lIpkQ
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmFkzif01f
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsyTdEITbc
「我開俾你睇。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoNH7n1Kfi
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHaQVrFOiV
「唔洗啦。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVM0x74iTD
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU448PAVPy
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1oOTEqX4U
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYWrCj1en9
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh50Nm9U6l
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqJjNw0rnM
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzSSEP0BGk
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8QN1ykiZa
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoWBezRYSe
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYjFjgtN3r
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sVn6xeLY9
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABsKpshyZ9
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTefOSEPaxk
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSeMFaZPqf
「Sorry。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtl60sj1JM
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lXqIFmzxg
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf2BtcKzDD
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUdpRiFEPR
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaJZ1h7IPj
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD9eu4pYIn
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0rPnp9y8N
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDciMH1GbN
「Sorry……」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xZfcDW1nn
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nN8rAzjEC
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I0inhhQ6R
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtvNPjgABU
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1f7CFOTP0
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmsoKEiwzt
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nBYwORU65
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyNkJ1xahK
「嗯。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM80kTPtdB
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25rosSRkzL
既然說起，阿朗問：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuj6xMOEAn
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzqaKG7oND
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZr7gf2gTe
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvaHEePDRt
她沒好氣地答：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgUkls8HYp
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaLEnB6brC
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJItVi9Lbr
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQsdBxvI1G
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtEhsdzjvT
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYHSWeAu4H
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJd6Ei3UnL
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTHxgtbv7G
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZeJ0fbN8E
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8I1JKvOYX
「威啦威啦。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGGOnAWOoB
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4QG1GmYq7
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkhJQUiN8R
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8BGoxknwA
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO4SQIZwGR
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLjah7QwLU
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdq2RW4U0O
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH1s3SQb8o
「喺街上撞到？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83faoM2SuY
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VKiXYeMEb
「佢喺校門等我。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9m5nztSAs
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTLvmrGvSp
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ukz7Ecnd0
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUCuT9JYpM
他語帶諷刺：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa1LiGN6IP
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgfWSwPXOt
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFtKnNv5jC
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjxpaeSd9R
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR41GIExmSL
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWnjOAqGpW
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasY3oqXYdX
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EE1iYKgm0
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR66sHu5xY
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzTJRlSvcs
「有咩問題？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT3IIThw92
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt6LF5u6RW
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G92uZDVoM
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hGboof8Af
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EInsYcDwy
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3Y0nj6xxF
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5vFGpa3hy
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutuoDadrmC
是。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycmIFjZtpz
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14vVJaFEml
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx50s4Or5fk
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmahOu0Tm5F
是。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeAxk2yusw
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hw8sB00CP
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfweQfSl1J
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHG3EZ8NMW
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L5ymxioNx
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLhjKVAyIz
原先想表達的是什麼？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAGflFozWK
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbweATu7ZQ2
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJD4lDEwZb
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfAQZD99a3
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPb3sas6M8
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBxgyqSpxy
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKNftiY0bg
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWlvZaa9Kb
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlHXAAwPaG
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuBmX4uyda
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOgRtyF5ew
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnnboghPKq
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmISSN0aIrC
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