「好。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO4D6PwQwu
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ3UiZPM7B
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsfgAGTvNP
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVaTLixfrI
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dkdSFCAms
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFJCflOir6
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kSXEwsiAB
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8XulQHfzk
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExeiOp58FT
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXhmQI8hcD
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuIp2esOeo
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4rMleaDYC
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrwkC6fxMw
思思明白：「好。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZW5R8OXbt
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfd147HYDf
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV8s0ccgn3
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe4gu2j8o7
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BT5ehN6xz
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMN1tzMHjK
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKogAEKULZ
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4ucnOXhhk
阿朗首先開口：781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn2KWNYLEp
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzzlCQPojG
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ5qOEuknL
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwJ5A1UuPN
「嗯？」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWmz8k2HHK
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SJfwFkIHN
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡis0MPTkIhl
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmUrVOeFuD
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oHrcxujBa
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5hL0xZiVw
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UHnMqlKfO
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpARYOkzDa
「嗯。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qk9vVFATx
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5szjUDA1lf
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WUJPJd15B
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyVmUb05e6
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOvsrxs45F
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciWd1Aq8Gj
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJy42Vs6Bk
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nXEzLH7gl
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPYbBeH4gN
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt35AzEykzg
「但係，我哋當然熟。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwRE2lEu1H
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOUF3Hopjf
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P7yFgkIX0
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc3vgZy1qI
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWcQyqrdrb
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvtMon9sIr
「都係。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnS7lnggkq
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTZVyRZ3Gh
她深呼吸：781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGgPwC0OT6
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlMCIw2984
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pJugN1syb
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HUAaQAuMQ
「嗯？」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznALtnOiiS
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzbsnlX3BE
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTsVfx15E5
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhjSU4hjcX
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEafc0pr6I
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevk0Umd0U6
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXhUtaTKo8
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2uzocNIQT
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8obv0nAqtv
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9bpDy3ueS
變咗，好似好悶咁？」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt5LfGrRos
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuXNOWhoYI
他們達成共識。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpiJicQX2U
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrmNdrZYlg
她表達意願：781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJjIMwgX9u
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPpO6dcxfi
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDoMPUprob
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRR1WT6fSI
「我都唔想。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYniLv0krfk
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfhBLf16oC
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zeYuDJJz2
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaQUuXtsNv
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIz3WCrDDi
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOgF00g4MK
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsz3tcYViD
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUWDDrKGxX
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzGWfKyFme
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3orq4pM2R
「係。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2dqUEBSEn
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnef1CRhjT
「明。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7BxdRIzfP
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIE7Z9zmw2
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSs3XBrnI1
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHGDo0fs31
「我都係咁覺得。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy4av65AdF
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamzfXjyvaP
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWFjNAZZXi
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2tENJC0c8
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8B2svttIZ
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdO0AJAGBv
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiDRnxqH51
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BvReoeILG
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dVOBjTOQy
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy90a9II5Y
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DJWD1ZB2r
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3OqDHIcxr
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlBnt6D9HC
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUWvNTJfJ0
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCEdCiaNH7
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LVSTV14to
她點頭：「嗯。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKARaxz2Na
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9v0UuKMnj
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EI6552aTT
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ubrOPfbOj
「係，我記得。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxruk32KFKj
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVuXejkrNJ
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm7K8CvYDM
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr25enZkto
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h5VJ6EQa6
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6zTmwqCZS
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylKM9UKErS
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiXavjOZD9
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNJJobk3f0
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ0dMBsnqY
「係，少骨痹。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyIf4iUtFn
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48UwePJB56
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0gT6yi1bu
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4jan6l81O
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFkq9BPN8l
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbt449428B
「噢，對唔住。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueFc47X5fQ
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhIbP9El2U
他摸摸她的頭。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzHUtCRSxG
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FcuKw3hBL
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZW6W3mAF9
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzr17I28Lp
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnhmcTQlxj
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSq9UELQPu
她的決心竟然在融化。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspelIFEyMv
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtfcn4Fwia
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFa45kZffd
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQclZX6IjTj
「你都對我好好啊。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGARxC3OAt
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRIV7XAfFE
「係唔錯㗎。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhRQeNSZ9S
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe3OUpYR8x
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wMLGvMqK0
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73PU70srwQ
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cAb0rKnPg
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sES0Qdy1O
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOb3Iv7bYT
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwgnnQbS15
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnJ88yToj5
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwZAUYbKdW
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2aDTh2129
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc0ryWxD3R
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRLDvzzczP
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcl0NXaTN8
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHv0nvCQni
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQtnEMbR4z
「嗯，明白你意思。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C2yiqhIxK
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCuoMgRUlJ
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsr1025lRzW
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS87TmCE1sk
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88L20w8d9A
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrARxaE1rH
「我都係。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpV8529fqE
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hAFD94qMw
「咁……就好啦。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5ZksUwfbQ
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOVSiOmpzO
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg4m3iazYf
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說完了，之後呢？781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J2QWhsH8Y
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnHktKOTDa
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqlst82p6B
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6otLw4sKYe
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAydUagJTl
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