「好。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdNm6CkHP0
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRecPypxjC
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCYJK3TmQE
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrgKzOSf47
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25Mz3JyVrI
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErbJV7nkVm
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeCyIeWII0
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ328ED0I9ZY
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rLeophxCT
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMacln8v1s
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yiFmxezpW
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBbUHrUtW5
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcqKePY37b
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtroln9YzkA
思思明白：「好。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6zzMoV9lx
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhObe1F6fe
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVVkCNB7oS
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UADsxQtSM
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwKYDx9vs9
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ahJndDhP9
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarjANHMqQt
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24VpVQ8KVX
阿朗首先開口：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY6XqIrpDt
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwscNV47sh
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtZeNecfWv
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a4MVOCo3z
「嗯？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVO36NUEjT
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksb1PGDDLV
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXfpix3HmE
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tb9WJTdoD
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenWeSO2569
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDxWhz4xaq
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzPnKbPyUj
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfGUEqpNFp
「嗯。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvW2yaDbRVN
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofPbyRokmo
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI59SstzPW8
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DfUtKGLbQ
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjJxIHZ1cz
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZjBnRa3qc
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4v8FtI3PI
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj4upQzZNf
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDFkHidwLo
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNEpSL6Yee
「但係，我哋當然熟。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygD3P78S7m
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RvdGbkbzI
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MMRkF3g8s
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7WLypaWxl
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7zKLQvxR8
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rUsBzyM6d
「都係。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5auYfGap4S
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbd5zjiziv
她深呼吸：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYplJbR5up2
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFup0D5cJa
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbfYRMq4pX
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEyxcNMWVF
「嗯？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJQeiHZ3H4
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxEmsPodXw
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDaV1SAbcd
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOasIhKk3ZK
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WJ5U3y3pe
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPKTwwt6hp
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SaC1CTMjt
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuFiroVi0C
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zZEkVRbpq
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiQELrhU8M
變咗，好似好悶咁？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuX2TDJuEzb
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jzq7H9oC4
他們達成共識。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aIDkmv1A8
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmZ6X8PTp3
她表達意願：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f207MiUey
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW6bGKy3Zf
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaZUT62SJL
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsPKdZBGa3
「我都唔想。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdyStBWX1R
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlBlrhxeo5
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7RJzEPA9W
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK3qSVR6q5
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWADsluIloB
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP0bobW3oi
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy4y7U3NkV
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOyz4BbAr5
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhracOWYik
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQhRip6X4L
「係。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA7WCQxYQg
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeLPhxlClJ
「明。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnqwVLRhFz
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkngCtry8x
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbwNAnzLxL
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve7Je2i9xZ
「我都係咁覺得。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QwERjvUng
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr4USRTOGJ
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8ks5uysEs
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc5dCgd9R6
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kXegAgdPV
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOY9UpYn2h
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVztzmzKpGV
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgmqErs2hz
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwb5XyJLiH
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvhsZn6zCu
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwgAilSJ3N
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYSYf55YJJ
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpASz0pTYpN
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUdDlmS32h
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSg3GEMNog2
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAeZFNyGf9
她點頭：「嗯。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsahMuUO6IK
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPwMnrHBgH
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugBPPg8EQA
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgCUddC34u
「係，我記得。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OKaw9BCJ4
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmVPQhyJiO
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMkhh2Ti03
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOHJ6Hge4H
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXj1yPEI2u
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllQZ9Nwvut
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvPB7sZDUL
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5LYm0hqpx
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8RRP9kYQa
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnffJKiiUI9
「係，少骨痹。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzVpwUpIPn
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQf8BjTZxc
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeHy606zDr
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIGVBzQOpb
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKmEdWIluJ
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxobbmbiAmP
「噢，對唔住。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDi0ki3U64
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Zo04FUOq1
他摸摸她的頭。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDmaQlrYX9
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuAo5N1PqJ
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPPXM9Iqdf
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd6NUWEjLu
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxBmMpduf6
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNLzNsvyaD
她的決心竟然在融化。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShVyNEX3kJ
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHIsISt6wg
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPqSBykl05
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDW3isTaJn
「你都對我好好啊。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi2p9feH8F
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K22qKNchT
「係唔錯㗎。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps1fla0YyK
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrlYsoimQQ
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbbfkGI0bd
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23Hfl6m4VR
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9VIuxSrKK
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUeiBDjoEM
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmcqSGT7HC
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOdjtR3M6z
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKFVJiQ2mW
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBcWzfX1aZ
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRnMjwqGPC
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDawRQO5Ln
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhgXT81xL6
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGcSIVGopL
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E2NsXzLRK
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc5GLI9Jo5
「嗯，明白你意思。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FawhOx09F
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkKBWt6g95
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljAgMr8p67
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEnAHZcdR3
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRBgd294hj
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAYiyE6WMe
「我都係。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgOHjIQcsG
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdZQw7TGvz
「咁……就好啦。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ3xbcbDxN
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bjKyRVs5Z
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8kNDW2TLw
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupdLcxitWL
說完了，之後呢？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4qDFZqhbl
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFBfvYbtR3
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm5zDz0r64
826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPHsSUGZjE
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdDsvXC3Np
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