「好。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy47pMzo4l
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2xnvdQJVb
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOmaxqtNXT
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66fyqXrX96
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7jd8qzemL
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PdlMzGNAw
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i36DiK9gg
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b7QbCpOGL
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0bvQbIMhS
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s4DT1gj0g
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUy5061CuL
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBEfFGjzbH
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ1rDvclx6
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshgUeo9wIq
思思明白：「好。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfEwIkWTC8
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCWEmhSdmR
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94AtMCmJBa
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnY94885hB
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkmvUp0gra
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrOA9Ewq7w
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jVotdMPbv
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj0JpL0DDm
阿朗首先開口：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn1q15jpZh
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBevLLhpm6
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1m6NGG6vk
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lGIzioEGd
「嗯？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3lANX414L
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkvAOP1kGG
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOI4D0zchd2
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbOlrgJ8Yd
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgkDUICyww
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Sij3nQpV
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xJDRGcpvB
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv93bU7ekoi
「嗯。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwP2lYwkFVc
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOkinQbiQl
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmE9YZ2ZJj
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ovKIPpux4
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QcqXoMktf
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkUMlymVHw
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFsQsVOY3b
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcxa1HOzr3
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGOItp5G3u
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BpXjeyqUv
「但係，我哋當然熟。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkwk1D8o3T
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyLImdjjKs
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPid9dKhxl
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabtptY2Wax
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCSC12YNip
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTFWMMB3QE
「都係。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEyQj9DAf6
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd1cNi26Gz
她深呼吸：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEC9elmBhE
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9mzElV3YZ
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvU7xhHmee
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTxmCkRuBj
「嗯？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWjMNn1RLq
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhoOKzN8Rz
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4PrMaMvE4
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYGOe5CH6u
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpVH7FPrbG
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiSSeA1d5R
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkpYd4EMrC
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJKZz55jxD
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJSkHZ8r4b
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgL5YM528M
變咗，好似好悶咁？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xzQ9F1spS
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgHXjxWYJ5
他們達成共識。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY6xA1owS6
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEI0KfnwFw
她表達意願：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxgrVVkrsZ
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qMSybDL5C
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5mZuppIQy
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLaMIMVpZu
「我都唔想。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZBjB1HAYz
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUF5GmUVlZ
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBaio6q2Gg
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3duOUo5xv
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmo4IjAFWl
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjB7fK9r0y
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1me5b7C0Bl
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR1nEThD0Z
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxKStLd3S5
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BMsWsgpdK
「係。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEFMQ9bxEA
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb9CsouB3H
「明。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy2xeCkD4U
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa73UvPZfz
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AWEhiMSMR
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXhQmSxWAk
「我都係咁覺得。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaWbVrLPRl
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJynCDe2KP
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M3tkm20GU
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtHyDEfkNT
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GWowJ9XUH
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhJU75Bote
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wH9mNImxb
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKhOKG43TH
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OMcarSqrd
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgFR0eMn9X
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchJMXww9lf
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5YglikwnY
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNUzWLDQB5
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WE0H8FhM4
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97tuWaUCvR
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4tCVU60Q3
她點頭：「嗯。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjec7utVOvd
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4mSzv3SKT
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMCTLACTV4
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaGrqBJZco
「係，我記得。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqpLWCrVys
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWqHfrRNDx
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYIud2E2BP
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeetYkXlHe
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iQu9LxB2o
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWR3ZCLCmz
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQQstSXfjO
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVgR6Kqr1e
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV7wQZRIzG
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU4V14sqh4
「係，少骨痹。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwUekm5uvW
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCigqiK8Mkq
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyjHxzP1dL
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF6uVZ8ZJK
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNadQ7awQMP
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1wZUFYS9p
「噢，對唔住。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXwMHtl4KD
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1FxT58kN0
他摸摸她的頭。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDmt6SOaHE
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxtUZsSLAE
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUEkrxUavj
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLO9iMX1fl
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmn3C8u7ZW
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8KoXo1L1l
她的決心竟然在融化。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIXjC1OsVU
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AxAw4y96v
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuEK8kfEsN
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhL9TimXpp
「你都對我好好啊。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeOR7Ykv35
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDL48AVL8c
「係唔錯㗎。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauEhNtzUSO
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBWxbo975n
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKqRrOTKGm
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNm2cwIkxp
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkOKMFEzcu
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhuw5Gqy6q
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZPRBhSPve
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cEoRispD9
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQnSbdY6mx
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDLJjfkyTV
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzCrmuaHLS
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5fBFQqX1Z
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw4QTSJKb5
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ohEG76hY3
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5CziLxWc7
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gDJCjRUrU
「嗯，明白你意思。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtLcriFEOU
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b4LC6vtTO
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AodJcff28
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrwsX9fSPr
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZrmjFBvos
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSvdVcZeWm
「我都係。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6ikmJALTo
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquSdnxrTVc
「咁……就好啦。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7lJDH9YZQ
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YvQgehvbp
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68p1R9rEVD
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6zoT3lXd2
說完了，之後呢？784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMeVIKx1aF
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBG3oPBMNs
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ixBwCAzGI
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XWumrv1QH
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTelPLVaAi
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