我和日朗在一起。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuXWlMi8kX
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipvB9VT3zx
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f6nk5KhnE
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitSk2aC2w0
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z5UDPXKqs
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhXCUIjduq
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJmvgHxLtt
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeIAmrfgge
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU3e1qGZ3y
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aPJm8TBFt
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBla3aZHt2g
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1KryeDbRy
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxCWO52sir
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdyS30Fnif
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMqO2P7zvC
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOk2hKwuL2
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7gh2uwnSZ
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Srkhn6kVr
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAediKyBFf
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAw9Cxctvd
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZgicRrq5H
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1owi8Os6Js
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dPc8WqKF9
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LtIXR2PSi
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfS6cYQWL3v
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTGdAFcUTX
可是，我受不了。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJbSBqetcx
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbL5gpUucI
慢慢，他要求我：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WeNlGCuCn
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPNruPkwQ3
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeZvlZ8FWK
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9E7nZ30H5
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4Ktv5y07l
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLgkXazst9
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnJzsZ2ucK
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0d1pL2lhu
我開始失落。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi0usqvFda
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADaL78q2cg
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlgkKdbjWH
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxosiMr2tec
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt37ez8CBn
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXz8PO7JSt
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1lHVZzcx3
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8RD8yMXeR
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQNTdoYkAZ
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKGFBlSUeB
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pgh5XUtkN
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt3iZ6mPC8
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDI1PffoHd
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJVXd4h1p5
我不懂愛人？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX32FWfiXL
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6hMgqwt2Q
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVbIJB59ge
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZrk5WsYXg
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg41EbEiKU
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUvgySc1Zr
係咪因為——834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zVLNr1AxR
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6ohd6lFdV
你唔夠愛我呢？834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKuFagMhJA
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUblsXY2JOG
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP4EvTXmm8
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4pEj8R85L
對，就是這樣。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsS8pm22VI
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5Aorfg6aL
我的心再一次與他疏離。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3z0bLG2ML
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHI7l3IpDI
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnipucG6yhb
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyfpQaN0xr
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQUaWsJY0a
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrUYwo6LQj
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIVwB3spqU
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuCXzTEPJW
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DTrANPRaB
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYeCcAk4GD
所以我出軌——834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyKokQLIg5
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MDUK7HCGb
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWHrm9D6EQ
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASfNWkrs86
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvM4CVCvjI
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11dkgW2RJo
直到，日朗發現我出軌。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Dg86UkECD
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O9Z03qNC0
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRI57U8EZb
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBUnsEoZol
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZVsf4vIfE
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi0rp2DWPt
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6wUcrz3YL
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakuH6ruyEi
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuboWBaBA1
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZww3lo3nr
結果，他不斷付出。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwW8FWn1bs
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZnNrZXhMQ
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlROMY2Wsyh
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1LKpm5pv5
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwpoo8SOUE
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuXbfNOVhP
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kIQqMMiz2
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCoTcHZN9i
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb1P2dDVm7
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHL8pcJ3yR
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSrs3GolSW
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0v4D5Terl
唉，真令人無奈。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kXjaRI3Id
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdvTBN7WNB
我有別人給我的愛了。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODvqGGCKyh
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Scv6SZeAQ
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRuwd1HgN3
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OXEKC5k5C
唯有再見。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HZXkD8URC
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG3iganeYV
再見。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASQeVChDZ3
834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q0Es2W5T0
只是，後來，我又念記他。834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYu0FeuyS3
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