就這樣，一天天起床，一天天梳洗。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZH3hpb5DT
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡra37OOCt9q
思思不再扮靚，因為，不知道打扮給誰看，棉花糖懂得欣賞她的唇色麼。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf13YxAb0E
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHECAy6rrT
日間，她帶棉花糖上學；中午，接棉花糖回家；下午，替其看功課。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdj8L6pwsY
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfq8yXV0Pj
她記得，第一天帶棉花糖回幼稚園的情況，思思彎腰拖着棉花糖的手，一步步的走樓梯，到達幼稚園門口。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mqSDUOxp5
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA5GjlWiZX
思思說：「幼稚園好好玩㗎！可以識到好多朋友，仲可以學到好多嘢添噃。棉花糖乖。」說罷，拉着棉花糖往門口送去。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NXTkEd22F
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qGJVj8IPS
思思一鬆手，棉花糖就問：「媽媽同我一齊玩？」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7dI9NulWt
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61rL7SC3It
「唔會，媽媽唔番學，等間你放學，媽媽就會嚟接你㗎啦。」思思蹲下。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR4lFykhac
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWf2ZdCMbc
「唔濟！我淨係要媽媽！」棉花糖開始哭泣，不是那種喧嘩的哭鬧，而是一抽一搐的啜泣，奶聲奶氣地撒嬌。期間一直環抱思思的頸，不讓她離去。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRozR20m7DP
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c8rSIlT73
思思心軟。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q72I2U9yU
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDx8hctha2
當她聽見棉花糖說只要媽媽，心中感動——這小人兒將我當成她的依靠，所有的相處意義倍增，肯定了當中的感情真實確切。雖然她知道，這只是分離焦慮，只要棉花糖習慣上學，情況就會改善。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMT1MT08db7
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2nr2ynFGp
思思親吻棉花糖：「棉花糖想唔想識新朋友？」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJuwA6C9TB
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF8E2ikgef
「唔想。我已經有媽媽。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPeu8DFXTH
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10LKKG6iPI
「真係？但朋友可以同你玩玩具喎，好得意好好玩嘅玩具喎。想唔想？」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnVIz2Atpi
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExMcDPeAAS
「嗯，少少啦……」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqh4TLxKd9
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1mXqnJgtr
「乖。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlAzKqxoCo
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OtX2GY0w4
思思將棉花糖送進去，雖然一撒手，棉花糖又哭，但思思知道，幼稚園老師會安撫她。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsATxJIzWx
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkAgrAEszb
這種情況維持了半個月，後來棉花糖若離遠見到同學，都會跑過去，遺下還背着書包的思思。她又好笑又好氣——唔係淨係要我咩？你個小騙子。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wtWlu88JH
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy6FCDhj0V
她有感，女大不中留，竟然有種「嫁女」的失落；然後上前將書包交給棉花糖，並向她說再見，只是小小人兒再沒有哭泣，也再沒有回頭送她一個依依不捨的眼神，已經與同學大聊特聊昨天傍晚的卡通。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyqzxgxjN4
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8YN7XqGSF
之後，思思就會到鄰近的街市買菜煮飯。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT4PLrNNIe
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwhQwi0W52
她嘴甜，常因而買到便宜兩元的豬肉；或者，就算買一點菜都可以獲送一棵蔥。她很討厭魚的腥味，魚檔連找回來的硬幣都有一股濃烈的腥臭；但棉花糖喜歡吃番茄煎紅衫魚，而且思思從小聽信「食魚會聰明」，所以一星期最少買兩次。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgfPZgPxWZ
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVsBLDsGeW
買菜後回家，大概九點，她去喚阿朗起床，他要到地盤工作。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4LNOOwCrA
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA0AgEjOvI
她知道他每天都很累，所以，讓他「有咁遲得咁遲」起來；如果某天休息，她就會攝手攝腳地回來，盡量不吵醒他。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8TdkRKK9z
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPrEdfEi24
思思問過阿朗：1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqJ7qYjz4Y
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKcNvMmDLg
「其實做地盤咁辛苦……不如做其他啦？Sales?」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUZn4mIlem
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnb3pbQn54
「地盤多錢吖嘛，宜家咁嘅環境，金融海嘯呀，做唔嚟其他工，而且我講嘢又唔叻。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYL7cGDqUU
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH3655VnHb
「哦……」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO7L1UlfgY
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Sj0TRekvc
如果是以前，阿朗絕對不會自貶，而是自信地說：「都係嘅，我可以學下點sell嘅。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJc4RqVwvG
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJiGpD4VmS
思思覺得，阿朗和以前相比，不太一樣。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbxIPE6W60
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKExR2WsIi
嗯。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiyCIhHwVH
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaTsKEHiAx
其實，誰沒有變？1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkiqa8OCbP
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMlTpw8Nd9
思思發現，自己的身體再不如以前緊緻，肚上的贅肉將以往的腹肌包裹，放鬆坐下，竟然有兩截肉，而她從來沒有過。手臂變粗，那是久抱棉花糖的象徵，負重增肌。而且，毛孔開始粗大，T字區微微泛油；照鏡，但覺比以前憔悴。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkUiuRuvyY
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QWWQkjmHW
她覺得，她的面容在質問她——你咁樣過落去，得唔得？1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85Q45J4N7G
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgJccTOchv
她已經很久沒有化妝，畢業之後，幾乎全副心思放在家裏。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZclwHm282
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssfagRAE3V
每天，她關心的是「今晚買咩餸」、「要記得幫棉花糖剪碎啲菜」、「啲衫幾時乾」，再沒有想過「咩食物補膠原蛋白」、「邊隻粉底最控油」、「啲衫點襯最修身」。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9GLv5KRpg
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpLJwGGrTz
思思希望阿朗不要嫌棄她的樸素。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DXTenCQH3
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCEuvqjhYm
雖然他初見她時，她確實不施脂粉；但又怎麼一樣呢？那時，她只是一個學生，而現在，她是一個妻子，也是一個媽媽，他已經叫她：「老婆」。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFFus6iYxB
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZFi43kOUe
怎麼一樣呢。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27BcVERdlu
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmWDpzvhOM
明明，曾經祈求和他一秒白頭，髮鬢霜雪，冰鮮他們的愛情。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7XRdJETTc
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuHW8BM7s9
可是，她竟然希望自己永遠年輕：是否男人幾多歲，都迷戀十八歲的女人？她此刻祈願，阿朗眼中的她，永遠朝氣漂亮，骨肉永遠均稱。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfcthR73Zm
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK8T5r9WD0
想到此處，思思打開電腦，跟住螢幕中的俏麗佳人做運動，踢踢腳、扭扭腰、奔跳奔奔，揮汗如雨。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vlq342u6r
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Gzce11icJ
有時偷懶，說服自己身材已經適中，何況胸口位置首先湛汗，她總覺得胸部脂肪有意出走，她若停止運動，則可以變相挽留她的一對軟枕，畢竟，減肥先瘦胸嘛；但下一刻，坐下，看見大腿驚成金華火腿，又站起來，繼續擺動四肢。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbg189OHrY
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBaeyBhYzv
有時，思思又心想——1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeHmZgmgOy
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohVHEpcfHs
佢如果愛我，就會愛我嘅所有嘢㗎啦，唔通到時再老啲又唔要我啦喎？如果，阿朗肥到二百磅，咁我都、嗯、希望佢唔會變成咁啦……1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ip5dQCffQ
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQK6q3Chgf
唉，都係試吓keep fit先，唔懶得㗎！1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXM8sttYoL
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR03yZXWMOA
Penana
search
登入arrow_drop_down
註冊arrow_drop_down
