好像，她真的需要找個人向她訴說心事那般。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQN9Vdby73
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「喂老婆？」阿朗致電思思。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqAkuD4Fwk
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「係，做咩？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnwEvXso3Y
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「今晚棉花糖去婆婆屋企瞓喎，咁我哋出嚟食好冇？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkAnMAqMBH
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「好。邊度？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5ZBjuBvKr
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「嗯……等間先決定啦，我嚟接你放工。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5vtvmztll
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「好，五點半見？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIePOxTgce2
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUF0vkmnPJ
朝光看向思思，問：「約咗人？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0Wc2HCABx
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnG45T8bLp
「係啊，約咗老公食飯。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wF4I8r7ZI
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJQ6KV7SLB
她喚那個看不見的人為「老公」。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVY81A7NVQ
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLbZrdM70T
「哦……你結咗婚？幾時識㗎？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikgo9izqX1
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbNZd2vMRh
朝光從沒問過她的婚嫁戀愛，她反正不會說得詳細，或者，是因為他不想知道。可是，他以為她還未婚，這年頭女子就算已屆三十也不焦急，而她手上可是沒戴婚戒的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaKMktqj5X
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYIZ2IQPcq
「中學尾囉。結咗婚好耐啦，我早婚。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCoLvswlOf
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfLNGDSw2S
思思手上，是沒有戒指的，即使成婚已久。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpYsIahUbe
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSKzD8Irsk
二十歲，還未結婚的時候——969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0I42z6NRf
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOkE4KK0Ys
阿朗某天神神秘秘的向她展示左手無名指。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09NP3n5Sou
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oSFyjlrXq
「做咩用marker畫手指？」她看見後，甜笑，手背那邊是一條幼幼的線，掌心那邊則寫着：969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuBpfKQjqu
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoIObkCeWC
「 L&S969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5ux2BNxUn
2.7.2005」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU7jUgXA2f
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojbr0c9RBo
朗和詩，二零零五年七月二日是他們的拍拖紀念日。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uNDGiopm8
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN9me3a1Pw
「唔係畫㗎，我真係去紋咗。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkcV8oq1tn
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqfmfJDDR5
阿朗覺得，思思不太有安全感，但他不知怎樣做。唯有，做一些MK的事，以顯真心，妄語若然拋棄她，定當將手指砍下，為她傷及髮膚，還不是真心鍾愛？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg3kBpaPW7
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBqOFPsodZ
「吓，點解紋嘅？唔痛咩？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApVVhwRaR4
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5FyIXBqxC
「少少啦，」他不自然的笑，分明是記起當天痛楚：「俾你相信，我一生一世都愛你吖嘛，如果同你分手，我發誓我一定斬手指！」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vBf9s1T9Z
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBswh9yDWUM
她捉住他舉起的三指，嗔笑道：969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56KTQ7GDjr
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcCzhe5OHm
「唔好亂發誓啦，真係分手咁點算？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZncjRxilkY
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXiDmH5t2i
「斬手指。」他認真的答。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uJYnrMjCL
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG3cqnLZVM
她咧開嘴笑，愛侶在蜜運時都愛說這些不理後果的談情話，最後也可能換他人來理料他的襯衫；但是他這一刻的真心，彌足珍貴，令她歡喜。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bRcqG247s
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「咁我都要。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTopAUsWh5
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9TgzLXvKf
於是，他們又一同到那家紋身店，阿朗看着思思，紋上一模一樣的圖案，在左手無名指上。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkVBT94WKq
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cCsraqulx
隔年，思思懷孕，她對他說：969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBFrsZfuPY
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRadSI7Tueq
「唔好買咩戒指嗰啲，你以前已經送咗俾我啦，而且，永遠都除唔甩，唔驚整唔見喎。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53CbEDNAnu
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aXGosoLdb
「係，你都走唔甩㗎啦，呢世都係我老婆。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF03dLvz1E
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbYz9vGHGh
就這樣，一「戴」就戴了八年。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEXEjRLPsc
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思思想事情時，常捽一捽左手無名指，起初是覺得欣喜；後來，則已是一種慣性。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVjpJxhX7M
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxptWNb9Vi
「哦……咁佢對你幾好嘛？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrIq8Z5nOs
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hSXFPrYnX
朝光忽然覺得異常尷尬，想把自己燒溶將融陷在牆壁的水泥中。他努力令自己的下盤穩實，雙腳重心踏地，以免自己的氣息從腳底洩出，疑心自己因此急速飛走，無人能、無人想——捉住。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh8gkQ9Jos
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6OrmYtVBw
「嗯嗯。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy92uWD0ol
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrRA9vsoae
思思想，阿朗待她確是不錯；即使，這些年開始已無以前那樣，對二人的關係充滿熱枕，但是，很自然吧。他們就似兩口鄰近的井，總有人打完這井，打那井，有種已成習慣的牽連；到底，盤根交錯。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVoWflp6o8
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKfyPS9jyv
只是，除出初戀那些天外，他真的從未接過她放工，所以，她竟然感到新奇。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg6xVB7tBZ
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVXXc3X63X
朝光看看思思的神色，又不似真的與老公非常甜蜜，她只是淡淡的點頭。而且，她從未提及。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wFvzZ38dM
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「幸福？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OHJ0aPWFX
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但是，結婚多年仍願意接妻子下班，怎麼不好？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27m6EsDMq0
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppJJ05gn4a
「嗯。」她又點頭，輕輕的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysGRngjzUY
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0DvWHiAcL
怎麼能夠不幸福？阿朗為她、為家也付出甚多，不離不棄。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqLrmtPLVz
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8ztutrzIa
「喂。你又發吽哣。」朝光說，他覺得一個經常出神的人，內心必然另有所想，但是，他並沒有資格問。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSS4YEDF9l
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UV32UzNps
他不能擁着思思，問：969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw95WHq46oU
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH10L67fDeL
「其實你鍾唔鍾意宜家咁？如果唔鍾意，我可以俾幸福你。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYVTyIGBJe
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnFnVaFDvo
她必然輕輕一笑，利落地推開他：「哇，大個仔啦喎，識調戲姐姐。」卻不會相信他是真心的，隨即又會警告他：「以後唔好再咁。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdyNDE0fwj
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH46M8En90
此刻，朝光清晰地發現她真的有對象，而且還與對方同一屋簷下生活多年，他忽然認清卻拒絕承認自己的心思。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM54TuiCX6b
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvRY2YNWXh
他不是因為有話說才常常來找她，而是因為想找她才有話說。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LKRMymUfx
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3ZK9cY4fS
他不是覺得杏色、素色這種淡雅的裝扮好看，而是覺得她怎樣都是美麗的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t2WjBqHvC
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCKdmVDK9T
他不是喜歡温柔又爽朗的女子，他只是喜歡剛柔並重的她。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqI4q9leHD
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAEJzWeqPB
原來經常共對，真的是會產生感情，何況他打從第一眼，已經記住她的面容；多聊多講多聽，感覺情感就是互通的。他有一種被呵護的喜悅，以前一直沒有人願意體恤他。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYtYzspLJJ
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqcOWaeoxC
他喜歡社工室的淡淡白蘭花香，他喜歡不大不小的茶几剛好供他放置功課與文具，他喜歡這兒剛剛好的冷氣温度。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkfi6hoX8m
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEH500p8Gr
他喜歡她在電腦桌前打字的背影，他喜歡她髮尾觸碰鎖骨的纏繞，他喜歡她休閒鞋上的一對小小玉足。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHoZln1u5n
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOJlXfjJ3S
他曾經做過一場綺夢，思思穿着規整的長裙，和他坐在沙發上。他低頭看她，將她的腳晾在佈滿書本的茶几上，隔着衣衫來愛撫她的身軀，引得她羞臊地呻吟，雙手棒着她的臉，以吻技向她傳達：「我哋平起平坐，我唔係細路。」可是，他一被鬧鐘喚醒，就失落，因為他總覺得，如果夢是現實，她或會揶揄他：「你錫得好屎喎，𡃁仔。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5aFJMbfXU
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVjrGoAfaI
不，不，那只是夢，不是現實；他連吻她的資格都沒有。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYKBjnZXRf
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ8RP3E9w3
他只能自瀆，耳聽AV女優嬌喘連連，他覺得——他至少可以在幻想中征服她；可是，當他在擺弄陰莖時，卻完全想像不出來她會被某人壓在身下、緊緊閉眼而微微張嘴的緋紅。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCEFe8qMdR
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmzfDrWb5b
隨即，他打開另一套主演和思思毫不相似的影片，發洩慾望。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58aVU0owER
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCPpK8bDWi
有時他覺得，幻想她，是一件對不住、不尊重的事。他怯懦。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM4UiKvzgi
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMxqis1L6z
他竟然自卑，可是，他應該自信，明明他年輕而有活力，率性而為。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmnTDDLOxF
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BTwcr5TXt
喜歡使人膽怯。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhuwQTtg08
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxqwdWL7gC
思思聽見朝光說她發呆，又隨即向他笑：「冇嘢啊。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflIJ2Tm6FH
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVLtYLoJ2H
她對他來說，永遠神秘，總是不知道她在想什麼。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaEX0vFcPO
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy2Hl0QY0m
他一想到，她的老公每日和她同床共枕，說些外人從未知曉的悄悄話，她會吻老公千千萬萬次，對方會壓住她的髮絲，分享同一份被窩的騷癢。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7RBQ8uGpN
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeGXObmCyq
他只是外人。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAatnwETpy
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDEs8OkKSR
他心折，但努力保持冷靜，一個成熟的大人不應喜形於色，是否？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19ez79tRxc
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hfnqumBAX
和他「較量」的，從來並不是同齡的小伙子——不若他在社工室外苦候，直到別人離去、搶先比別人到達，霸佔她的時間，就能贏得她的温柔；那個，而是與她擁有多年經歷的同行者，如此，又何談較量。可是，他現在先懂。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kWtxn6YTd
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1G9G1RJsy
他失去想法，只默默地做功課。雖然，sin、cos、tan已化成不知名咒語，將他的頭箍勒得死死的，額頭至頭顱骨節皆有裂痕，握筆無力。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuk5WHtxCt
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCerOfZfIB
最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4da2HmZae
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