最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9P8XXCLwI
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阿朗覺得思思較往日不同，但他不知道為什麼。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIULYF3fKLp
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她有時會問他一些奇怪的問題：「如果你俾人屈，咁你會點會？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKR6jyTZK9
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「睇吓係邊個屈我先？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E5BG1n7YE
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「譬如，老闆？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvyDiZNOgo
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「同佢解釋，我係冤枉㗎囉。」他側頭。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A0Y7DWAtO
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「如果佢堅持，咁點？」她追問。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pGFz3pYcC
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「咁都冇計啦……如果講極佢都唔信，咁咪唯有say sorry，如果唔係，繼續同佢拗，會冇咗份工添。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZM6yEeaJa
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「哦……」聲音越來越低、遠。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLcr4qCTEv
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然後，她不再說話，睡覺。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UPkkGhcHw
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是因為最近她太累？她不適應新環境？但又不見她和他說工作煩憂。隨即，他又想到，思思不喜主動透露情緒，那就由他給她一個閒適的星期五晚上吧，這樣，可能就能誘導她講出心事。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXZL01G6V2
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在思思工作的校門外，阿朗等着，眼睛一脫離手腕上的錶，就看見她和一個學生一起出來——有傾有講有笑。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkrnwXPj6U
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思思看到阿朗，隨即向前大踏步，再牽上他的手，不自然地和朝光說再見，仿佛尷尬；而他一看到朝光，就知道這個學生對思思有意。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ0cSSPxX5
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同性總能察覺同性的心思，尤其，朝光以鋒利目光打量阿朗，有些不忿，又有些無奈。朝光的五官，若然細看，還真的找得出阿朗的影子，喜歡同一個女子，恰若不是什麼新奇事。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAIrEO7rTH
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不言而喻。思思知道嗎？那麼。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7SzDlQlXi
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「佢邊個嚟㗎，同你一齊走嘅？」阿朗問。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc9A4qv7qD
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「學生，中六㗎啦，考試壓力大。佢有時會嚟社工室，吹吓水咁。」思思嗅到他身上的消毒藥水氣味。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27N95TRXPp
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「壞學生？」他注意到朝光的打扮。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8ngXiwJoz
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「唔係嘅，我起初都以為，但其實都係固執、堅持己見，同埋唔太守儀容規矩啫。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSJeSmsDqV
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「你哋成日見？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJvlCn7o0E
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「嗯……唔係嘅，有時啦。」她想，也不是常常吧，她又不是每天都留校。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58y3Drt0oJ
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「佢鍾意你？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83FohoEZD6
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「痴線，點會。我大佢咁多。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRb7141fF0
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「我覺得係喎，佢啱啱咁樣望你——同埋，佢有啲嬲嬲哋咁望我。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCldBtg1MM
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「你多心咋！佢係學生嚟咋喎。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaO9OYQMIg
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「佢成日嚟揾你？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHGfaEokNw
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「都算係嘅，咁佢有嘢想講，但冇人聽佢講啫，所以咪揾駐校。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3KeYMb39k
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「可能佢唔係有嘢講，只係想對住你。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4waBWYb8XP
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「點會。人哋學生嚟，邊有咁多呢啲心思？唔好屈人啦，冇人聽佢講嘢，已經好慘㗎啦……」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUdv2UUdVv
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「我真係覺得係。」阿朗打斷思思，停下腳步。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNnOl7Cvlo
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「我覺得唔係。」她堅持。其實她也不知道朝光之意，但覺微愠。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVCyPqh7wV
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二人不語，有些惱火。就快走到餐廳，思思問：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p3iH4WO01
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「係呢，點解今日收咁早？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuZfErkNcW
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「接少咗兩單，想嚟接你吖嘛。」思思聽後，牽得他更緊了一些；阿朗見狀，又說：「點知見到你同其他人一齊。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43B5d2fqPG
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她敏感：「冇一齊呀，行出校門啫，唔好多心啦，好冇？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrvXLJXkVv
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「咪就係一齊出嚟，你咁心虛做咩？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12zNUcKVFx
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阿朗覺得，思思最近的轉變確實與那個學生有關，但她又應該不是喜歡朝光，但又好像喜歡，至少不可能抗拒與他相處，否則，出校門時，她看起來就不會是輕鬆自如了。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU44uSUI1yH
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「都唔知你擔心啲咩。」她點菜，之後不再說話。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMVeAssAU0
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她承認，自己有變化，所以坦白講，她有些心虛。但並不是愛上了別人——但也許，比愛上別人更差麼。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8bMMTG1sO
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好像，她對於「家」感到厭倦一樣。看到阿朗時，已無昔日欣喜，只如常地瞥一眼，再繼續手頭上的事，行雲流水。聽他說話時，也會不自覺地出神，不能聚焦於他的所思所想。大概，是因為日子不斷重複，但她又不想以此歸因——明明她捱得過平淡、苦難、寂寞，明明現在一切都很好。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1H9BxOypR
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明明，她已歷剖腹產子時的一次鬼門關險況、蠶食身心地自我慰寂寥、隱忍地原諒丈夫抵觸自己的異心；到如今一切都安穩時，她卻覺得不太對勁。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMfsAwEejs
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她倦怠。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2o6dQlBIB
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她想念以前的阿朗，那個勇敢、坦率、直抒所想的他，那個會與她緊緊相擁的他，那個會直直盯着她的眼而從不迴避的他。她當然愛他，永永遠遠，可是，如果有得選擇的話，她還是希望回到十八歲的夏天。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqQxlzTb0D
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「咁你同個學生熟唔熟？」阿朗吃着河粉，問，然後將一塊豬排夾給思思，他總覺得她吃不飽，不太長肉。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaUivPFyOJ
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「唔太，佢講佢嘅，然後我聽再回應，咁囉。」她真誠的答。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaKKgVwJjP
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可是，每次被丈夫關心，她又會覺得，其實如此也不錯。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp2tofemcd
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阿朗不再說起朝光：「棉花糖呢排都要練舞，好似話三、四月比賽。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2Qhvmj8hu
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「咁早就開始練？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmrcniWAZR
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「係啩，團體舞又要排、又要練齊動作，驚太趕先開始會練唔切。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7l4j6eKgY
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「哦哦，係呢——你出門前有冇淋到水？」思思忽然想起。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kdy9wcODh
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「冇呀，諗住棉花糖會自己照顧番。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCgubOi6pX
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那是學校的種花比賽，高年級學生負責養植一串紅，這是一場專門弄死植物的活動，好多人在捧着花苗回家的過程中，將泥土撒落一地。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgFksBtG32
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「好似好多日冇淋啦喎，番去幫佢淋番先。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BylgRcClq
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「聽日話吓佢啦，自己嘢都睇唔實。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJx7NZaBF4
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「可能佢唔記得咗啫，而且，佢又咁夜先番。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzwhsyBLAG
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「慈母多敗兒。」阿朗察覺思思的目光，又補充：「咁係吖嘛，我哋全屋都唔熟呢啲嘢，咁宜家係佢做嘅，應該係佢自己handle番。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4jb5pbbb3
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「好啦，咁我提吓佢。」本身，思思想說自己非慈母、棉花糖非敗兒，可是，說來何用，她們本來就不是。而且，其實也不重要，他說得對，其實他的言論毫無問題，有問題的是聽者的心。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlcpksR3qc
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她比極多人遲鈍，終於，失去了新鮮感。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE4w2MWpBX
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她想起朝光，如果是他坐在對面，一定會說些爛gag逗她開心，話題不會圍繞家庭，而是未知的、模糊的、神秘的、穩密的、新奇的。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrD6s5eDPt
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下一秒，阿朗又喚了喚她：「做咩𡁻咁耐都唔吞？咬唔開？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd0fMxzTf9
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她回過神來，看，眼前的是伴她十年的成熟男子，她不應在幻想中傷害老公的自尊。所以，她吃了下一口飯。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJuoPbUA2E
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難以吞嚥。多喝一口水，舒服得多。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbd2ib4RGl
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