波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT29NQ8cN6V
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波瀾當驚？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU06gjdEBi2
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLkoAuYVQp
思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcSOgh7ckZ
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvHsprnbOv
她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWcH1AXFKz
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0C0R4ZAa6
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiamXxY3ZjP
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFJqEdVSt5
放學，朝光開門，問思思：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNa3yCeKCl
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDd83oGS2j
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcrZYH60Qj
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuiwRBg3pr
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc71SYGajB5
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh0fXSzlgk
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wPfcABGQ9
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW0JN5cb2P
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOI0kNvtvB
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW5fEi9ssh
「啱力？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhmADHLwTe
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREVj82dnLM
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfTQURIbTH
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aWsbxyfr1
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaMlEjnHUF
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzuQES6enc
「程師傅好掂喎。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShhWvnMatC
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrkf3iwkVj
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqBWB9ibtO
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnt2YhrITF
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQXlnO8MMQ
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcxMjJXYoV
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6d3JYtewf
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wQWkYA2zQ
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt95Ks2jC8K
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp35OL30w5x
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN5Jox71Or
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMrbMbhasS
「好呀。」怎料她真的要。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEaMc6vtAS
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTQnNPxLNd
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsHyDCpJgd
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nzXYdtOT3
「對咗好耐電腦？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbv9YptN1O
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIA1SlDgJmU
「係呀。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LREk0Q2CH
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzvVirPqwQ
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Vkq5GvCF
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrewfTSNfk
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDEl04uSlg
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpKOSHIvMf
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwvzo6rW4H
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzhysuvhLl
「校務處飛線入嚟。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvgt560oi0
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQVMN98536
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wr5zZxtsA
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxfVUIRG3c
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo1WEH2LpU
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXvGhlw1KB
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhbskk73KK
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4joB2fEN3V
「你又識呢啲嘢？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCYzRTWZ7w
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bfNyVLWDN
「其實唔難。」他笑笑。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNwFBIMonc
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AeC0Cidrn
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerca30p3qm
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJjPg14UZZ
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv2UtL0Bzt
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NhDRbZ9NE
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3iYfTt8Mh
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HLUUPPmdw
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8kpFtZAlh
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfcpfBCRnu
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ViLlgUdEw
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapbxQSlLXI
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaX9kTE3bT
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rv1i56TPp
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHyGMjjv96
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5EQUDdo8G
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcbOiyIweS
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmietcC4vSX
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMvbrEsWBf
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMiOPZQK8c
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjUdgVykTy
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ALYuSZijc
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuFizOD0kt
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfobCCLAebt
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qkXlSg38c
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3pFJIkCVL
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7bgNsZcul
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvmi9Rh2iQ
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfmDDDPgHp
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ66yE3mmeY
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxhUMHTOpW
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BPuhrZgb8
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkfJjZdi63
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdC2GS7a76
「太熟，不了。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5xQsiFw3S
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScaIZGrZrN
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMM7cGhiIt
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZZuujbdl4
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMyBb3Jur3
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJslspl9gb
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKSF7igDc7
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqEWRKdXx5
「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcZqXXaxfs
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysfV4by315
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXt2O3rkUH
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELp4MEW6vy
可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdvIh0Nb3w
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE54JRZxF5
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWkiEyzxcY
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQuhLRWicO
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot49dAkCJ6
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj656I0RI6R
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