一晚，思思陣痛。阿朗帶上「走佬袋」，和她到醫院去。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvINH8gfewj
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後來，回家，已經三人。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonDH8F8TqY
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小嬰兒小名叫棉花糖，軟軟滑滑的，令他們融化。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2uylHyzOf
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之後每天，棉花糖都會在夜晚哭鬧。思思和阿朗輪流起床照顧她，有時肚餓，有時賴屎，有時睡不着。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3UrNCNBaG
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二人疲累，但興奮。他們又有了一個新的身份：「父母」。忽然天降使命感，二人告訴自己、提醒對方，要好好照料棉花糖，給她最温馨的家；傢俬不是擺設，而是用作孕育愛的。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbCRLZDJ0p
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvef3ATZl2q
有一次，阿朗母親上來探望他們，見思思正在喂奶，說：1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5Ij8iDFBK
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDFYUmqlB8
「唔係咁喂呀，姿勢唔啱。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXZcMpL4F0
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgmeumhR63
「你係咪唔夠奶呀？棉花糖邊夠飽㗎。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7YUCwCmN6
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6aG6I3rCw
「後生真係後生……」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9ImHGzaOY
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思思不語，明明在醫院時，坐月姑娘讚她喂得好，而棉花糖啜得很開心。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse737ZdQe1
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但此刻棉花糖確實不斷哭泣，無論怎喂也不能安撫她似的，像跟着阿朗媽媽一同批評她。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G4a932QXk
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思思忽然氣餒，心想：連你都唔撐我嘅……1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIyUkMUxbq
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJbjTtMtVl
平時，就算睡眠不足，脾氣暴躁，她也能回校聽課，回家後處理家務，處理自己的情緒，因為她知道，這個家中，每個人都累。而她持着「為了棉花糖」的決心支撐自己的身體。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSacyz4e0l
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiUGJ9Zy8K
她在二年級時轉了主修學系，從哲學轉到了社會工作，今天出實習，回家即喂奶。在外，笑面迎人；回家，受到批評，以及得不到棉花糖的肯定……她突然想做回小孩，她怕再這樣下去，會成為自己最討厭的大人，將嬲怒發洩在不相干的人身上。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGICdFR0fz
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她強忍情緒：「好，我再試下。奶奶你出去坐下啦。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMGE6QSTh3
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxEAsl3I4e
很快，阿朗回家，思思面色已經自如。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvthi6P7GL
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他知道媽媽作客，所以買了一盒半肥瘦叉燒回家加餸。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhserhOJVy
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWiuTvBwel
飯桌上，三人共對。客氣寒暄。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp9DdrKxUu
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIvo1fMM1a
「阿仔，最近嚟唔嚟食飯呀？包好餸過呢度喎。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jyeJFYAP1
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcv56b1ih6
「得閒就嚟，放心啦媽，呢度都好好住。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtGMZ8uHcK
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz2d2r68a1
阿朗媽媽再婚，從三百呎公屋搭上了私樓的電梯，她看起來十分精神，髮質順柔，指甲修得齊齊整整，連牙都白了不少。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAfd84yVvF
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vNQUz7lNn
「思思。」阿朗媽媽忽然喚思思。「菜同蛋都寒，唔好食，對身體唔好。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9AOxh4QP1
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGWDgcUREN
「啊，叉燒都係，毒呀。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQFtEvu4Zw
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJDgburUB1
阿朗看着枱面只有三碟餸，失笑：「咁佢可以食咩？扒白飯？」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHksP7Mk5E
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahbFHgC2s9
阿朗媽媽沒有說話。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpCDqxA7kn
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Iu7SLNZKH
「唔緊要，我都食飽啦。入去喂棉花糖先。」思思起身。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj54Um4Nlb
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3Ofn2Ngb0
一關房門，她就哭，轉身背對棉花糖，不願讓小寶寶知道她是軟弱的——1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EbaFFH9sO
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0sw9Skkxd
我好餓。全日都冇食過啲咩。點解寒同毒？我都係想食餐飯啫。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGubCToILM
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICKdlUTj84
她嘗試笑，拉下衣領，喂奶：「棉花糖，你要食飽啲啊……」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS75UlmF3s
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZobuWwBhf
但棉花糖不斷搖頭，作拒絕狀，嘴巴偶然碰到思思的乳頭，刺痛了脹奶的她。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuwWhu2mU6
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawlu4nKmCM
思思心想——有得食，你點解唔食？求下你，啜一啖。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFF7mXvM2L
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1Wg66ub9W
被棉花糖拒絕的這個小小的齒輪，脫落，令思思整個人也開始散亂，她開始思考最近的一切。她想吃孖條、上課後和同學飯聚、出外看戲行街拍拖，總之不困在小小的空間喂奶拖地。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kau2Jutns
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阿朗開門，一見思思紅了整張臉，卻不斷牽扯嘴角，他嚇一跳。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2tMzEsg9U
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuHQgx5ZUc
他將她擁入懷，說：「因為阿媽？」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNkb4xsHKO
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL78PsJxBc
「唔係，我自己冇用。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb13pZYzHM
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX46GYyuEQh
阿朗不明白，她何解無用？他覺得，她最近有些抑鬱。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvW5BJYCZo
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39w1zCzZFG
「你想食咩？我買俾你，對唔住寶……」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqL8ArdAel
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEAeuAbdGC
他不知道自己在為什麼而道歉，但他覺得自己有錯，明明說過將世上最好的給她，現在呢？將世上最好吃的空氣餵她嗎？1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uGMwXczw7
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOFSmTizGa
思思笑：「煮個麵得啦。我冇事，真係。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHOykLpK3Z
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0NOFs7eid
她知道，阿朗莫名內疚；但偏偏誰都沒錯，他們沒錯，阿朗媽媽、棉花糖同樣。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHE0SbzezQ
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBqfvkIln5
他心想：喊哂都叫冇事？女人真係……1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQj9MTXOCt
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NlxMiJrN7
阿朗送走母親時，對她說：「思思最近好辛苦，同你凑大我嗰時一樣辛苦。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5wxZZvAlC
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrQYHaaP7i
「你又知我凑你辛苦？」她笑，兒子已經長大，為了老婆什麼也說得出。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir4kN4z87b
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uEus1kWwG
「因為，你哋都係媽媽囉。」阿朗無厘頭地答。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKwazF2OY6
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EssdGmI7D
阿朗媽媽明白，他意指，請她別再挑剔思思。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIS5VKJAeu
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「嗯。」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeabutLS31l
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送走母親後，阿朗到街邊買了幾串魚蛋、燒賣、豬大腸；經過便利店，買了孖條，打算和思思一人一條。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfiyskhwRJ
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIl4wchR5C
怎知思思見到，哭得更兇，然後，又笑着吃她的晚餐。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauJQdbrNrn
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xnoq55BoP
女人。阿朗心想，真奇怪。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLHOs3uIob
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rLpOprIEj
「放心啦，我買嘅一定唔寒唔毒，請安心品嚐！」1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2njSYTI4N
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQm7Bs5Uf2
為免思思抑鬱情緒加劇，阿朗會等她入睡之後，才外夜班工作。每次他安撫好棉花糖後，都祈求她不要再醒來。其實他不明白，為何小嬰兒總喜歡在深夜大哭，是寂寞嗎？發現已沒有大人關注自己，所以不安嗎？1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcfbB1FEUV
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNlPm1qs7h
他總是抱着小公主，直至她在床上無聲遊玩。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkDXkUnw4c
1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlza2Vq86R
他想：以後一定要乖呀棉豬，爸爸媽媽都好愛你。1296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QsBYF20v8
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