他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2wObsE5r7
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmx7FBeNac
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHOonbtake
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0EcTYhJ2X
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3QRguOk1m
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoRkxJwdeF
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0DlzybTAb
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg6tDf1OZA
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2eOphoEwO
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「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLT1h23M7T4
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdsYjRnvdd
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK8GSF9kxC
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZZGm8lZ57
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOewaoCU8h
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDi1HrTU7F
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IGpGYbUr7
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9RRHz7Sp9
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUa60m1JkXH
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu7gryIyzt
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpRtEqX2vX
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdoj1Zhfrs
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cHoQD9X58
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「你好感慨喎。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObwPveDYes
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「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobmlyVXdL3
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宜家呢？」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbsOlrLB9X
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「嗯。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV7dhlOJB9
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyCISkuWQB
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGXp033cY7
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGdM1LQT4J
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MAamdxC4m
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOtbgW5LLY
「唔好諗咁多啦。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnqGA8ZP0z
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「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ016FfSeZHk
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阿朗不語。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FgbEpMWp6
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JTFLjTldb
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0CjjN8cRw
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1SyrysKXQ
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峰仔開口介紹二人。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUnAuu8VKV
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgyeqVAo5k
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oLfcaV4Nj
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV6qScWAlQ
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「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWHlj7OOuZ
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAY4rWx3EF
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嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa82urBWI0
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BciaeuDbZ
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之後……就冇之後了。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yyvUEvYkd
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「節哀順變。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylTZd1rYZk
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLhzYzDh5U
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「嗯。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyxBy5T1lP
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCn7UifJgg
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcjK18XYnJ
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCkaZ5sgjb
嘉欣已說不下去。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdJ4ibU05I
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBZO3smWEi
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「我想佢番嚟……」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx4MyUVA3B
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OultFbAZc
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6ctEzXj3u
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她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBBDQwpbhP
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她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTF2zI3w76m
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm33PF5TRpI
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhmtp8bSE2
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz45UPqPgm
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAWQCzLCKE
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKlQLYbqXi
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TKole8Cb1
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfg9KVd0Pt
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisECYYs8nS
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpyzwdoCp8
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「夢啫，瞓番啦。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3EjYEQMo8
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXMOdo2OXW
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndJizVzGwl
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cvHU9LYJg
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9Z7OxfBFY
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WWC0XEY9v
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDFTc36CNO
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她悲傷。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbGDPk3Ptd
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7dM5mOkMS
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvvH5Oj7uw
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qf7sBHAPX
「冇你點開心？」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21CnkqTdSb
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fX2TElCWa
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIspwiuxam
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hC3mKwuAG
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQZ8I3TigN
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她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUUvNfLSI5
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtDE8hUI7o
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNPMR8DFgE
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIf1wRKfNb
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeFCDJbf9I
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYQ91bebxf
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl4DgeqmnI
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCrDl3dlY7
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwW7JjiN05
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd59nSDlP8
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGQQlpmwa2
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PvzfOgUZJ
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aaXKngcYM
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygMPFwV0cQ
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oDiqmVD1O
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrTCcboPyL
她不假思索：841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCN2nUfWhj
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJLsZ4M3IT
「當然係寧願你出軌。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M4Iz6qGQD
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaAjnIQToO
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUSGb8ZCUz
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1wTUXdThG
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TkRbzFtZA
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MyqiXEHm8
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmd0WbNGFo
841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabETI2JiJ9
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXntnb3JJqQ
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