他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpj8rTEDEg
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884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVsYBVrDx4
幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XRKTuqjpO
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyDZOudYrz
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZZywiZyIY
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHIhhZcxw1
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2DtajURCj
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1AszCcLXZ
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXXdMLvGgd
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHStouSnCjs
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwR70ByM1c
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1up3j8QDcF
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUg9sNnN44
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBcwg8zVE9
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6ddu01kGk
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSlitB9F4J
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOavYDsdb1
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15wfXqj1zh
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVEaEigJXi
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7QNGwV7C0
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYrPSvr9M5
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mmmlDywoK
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DxuOvetKy
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmumUYmovOq
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CQXcTO6n2
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZQSrDg23l
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSBXcOCCHT
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvlkOvgay5
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87V5GXLXas
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFM2LhLGem
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGycDqtKRRq
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDRh1jTILe
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y6mhyYDMu
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv8hUrV9vQ
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGsi8ibi9J
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyskkOrhXI
「你好感慨喎。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPgjLSUWdR
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHugqJJF7fu
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKXJdgl51B
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQ6ukxlIVs
宜家呢？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1iEbwV92w
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZPmOGimT0
「嗯。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzTM3CYsgV
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vn10DYzjF
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMlvLhbMKH
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8UhlAwbs2
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlljhmlYIF
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r2xHbHUbH
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrbfBgblay
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymPxgM608r
「唔好諗咁多啦。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG2bP8MVup
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ8g34IK20
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I8CcD4K8f
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGB80ynFlQ
阿朗不語。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ0EC5YphY
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUCt30DGgD
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwt07kw9Db
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KfeAN0g18
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf11aheN6AZ
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDJOJjTV2X
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EJAOuLL6d
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxzcXHOErn
峰仔開口介紹二人。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKefKKf0OIS
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhU7ZIazP8
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QE8r9MIeq
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD31lRP5KTi
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKUsMbsHTb
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p6KvG8gW6
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLsNj7B5YP
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lKghwBZKc
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1q4bi5xTs
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sh2vAwSGI
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjPB7t5ZBT
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HNf96qzYV
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVMveheNXr
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1rfwaDA9d
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2rvWRpOS4
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQYJPyR8Nr
之後……就冇之後了。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEpuNFloEe
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXViVNvdgy
「節哀順變。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw9f44jUO4
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76IFlr9CgN
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiB7qSA3uS
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ye9pzsWtJ
「嗯。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJix6gcfVkT
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOKvz0ed5B
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNV3NKuWQO
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCZ4UQM6ox
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsFlORqY17
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegXk32vIZ9
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH73FfAkUH
嘉欣已說不下去。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4ONMdkPx3
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXkJG2xVaF
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4J74C4lP9
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcJCezZTjn
「我想佢番嚟……」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCYowsIhFp
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFNWwjI0fu
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhOBX4p2ZQ
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDupa085xf
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkrwxq6P7W
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJcxAG5G4j
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4lOVPm0cT
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv0fynldUH
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzMCR3ctzl
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1E5MqiqDp
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVzuoDQzai
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA6EUxfJlJ
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczNufJPCji
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zw5ZXQvlD
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SG1Flk0wy
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xtIkOx0N7
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUEATZQxdT
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hgG30LJtt
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmFVRnPFDM
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmDDCAnyhV
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ33DoF8UJ
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQbxgbLsUu
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz2Xvi2Cq6
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8otolupBBF
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt2epQXJFF
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjHUovNKOj
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXgjBbsW5q
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPj3WraLMq
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ789OX0Fh6a
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZQAcVvJzg
她悲傷。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLCniulbwo
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsFb0TNFuS
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lomSpnwnK
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUHMORjSqw
「冇你點開心？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu2igO4K7I
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YPs9FPdJv
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyTdrAVus6
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdqOzBmJII
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzGPOCTJpX
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCca0o848E
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsefQMoe9v
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn1E5kgMGL
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62ycegzGRG
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR003s8aWS
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv0aNcyyKR
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSh1CtJDTU
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7lVfqXH90
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30qW2DWT68
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaokG8KWe1a
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvkNBR1Sck
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgam9xUwuc
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYKeyqcbUL
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbsTUJIV1V
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJnLEq86AC
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfZauDnd4Y
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QVMAv9ccS
她不假思索：884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDnxP7v6Bg
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CtVkQuul0
「當然係寧願你出軌。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPUkwfaaNr
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpN6Ce9QSH
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIgoBXCDDV
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHciLcRbhu
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvxZk4ipGx
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgMtRmuPTp
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9ed1iqRDd
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqtpvLbTNS
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjOrfdbY4B
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