思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4zb12CnNo
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棉花糖落座：860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9YbUDC0qG
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijvL9Ls7F8
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf1eMEElQX
「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC6CCXKHwD
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4kjCBJmB7
阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZQa1xlU3B
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCVkZas5Wl
同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP44I7U2Tpc
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmVtpvGKVR
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGtvZpPXKn
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj51gSm5om
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn12FG2i80
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「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo0n0ll0QC
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9fXLaomqY
棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqkzujKkYD
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAD4nOBofPx
「吸住印先啦！」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTHXwSwLsP
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar3rxGBNn6
「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzh7bHMn9A
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSybWXNQEP2
阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wog6eJZ4v
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgbuS4Aq5i
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6lTktScKJ
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7JfBuPK2T
又在他的臉上親吻了一下。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlctfqhAAOQ
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Yn8VQ2DTz
「真係抵錫。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEmfpbR8t0
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn6SzHLxIT
「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6eH3Xe0PR
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思思故親了阿朗。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CnRkeefab
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxNbRtB98s
「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvHauhjiQG
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N0dks16IU
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkDgPzr3G4
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHfeeEA4Ac
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMaRaxhzki
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwjkEBk7Qn
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHR76fiZYc
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo2FxIFNLO
「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91cUEoLmSf
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7e97RY3Cb
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVR1opB00w
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「係。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevgmqcDquG
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaJCEsG29g
「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmTqC1mpex
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思思母親說：860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm5iWiGyrg
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jwrqwCB8J
「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtXUFpQ99D
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuNAKZ25Xt
「好！」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bM10dWqQX
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阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJa4Ls9LHm
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJVGBje6E7
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9aIYrC2NJ
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他們吃完。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegANFrye0r
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmffFFUz4T
「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tcmqrsLHp
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAdOYYf0O7
「哦，好啊。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEOUEwPSJw
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw32ZEaMER
思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TIcYYIkuK
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmcHqrTYM0
「你哋做咩事？」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAX6IPuuAj
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygUIGJ5NbA
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf6RMZU5XR
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveZnpfAfI8
「咩咩事？」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSOArlFj2w
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlhjqHDfAA
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBYo9GOtdu
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtGCxyj9Gc
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtKk3NoywQ
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJxlNt18Jl
思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nsLLFPenq
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgZoYEX1tM
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0pm6Sc6fJ
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7bVVAGw5I
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q63Y9UODE
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「冇啊……」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexwflbXI73
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思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbOUNjVaBa
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV57jMRvoj
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GtSmsZBqM
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhtMBhChwt
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29KG6RBVYY
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUBvYtpsHp
「咁你做咩喊？」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLxkHqYOc1
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWjsE6M7eE
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76KaLPRObJ
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhhoCKCj7l
可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpihkcKexMw
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb08LxEIO0b
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgFarOQj8d
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUimgtjv4hO
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgjkjEf5i4
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkbQNZ5ks4
但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFFZ2nSXlf
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oam1C01YM
她脆弱。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiyKFbtLGz
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8rtzKnfN2
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9E9TRHkAf
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PJymTxyaT
「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3FfGCxoPn
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRNAlocnqG
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPJfYKlFR2
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwl2mCC4pz
「坦白啲。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqyudFmxL0
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8YgRFUEez
「嗯……」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5HECHiDKL
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFKLbXPZrL
思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnQYRzDcj3
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaelg5MTJOE
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqNbyssvlz
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNPuuRCYFh
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhmxKJk9UC
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKNXdfGiSx
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t28pEyQns
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0gZ9WqCW7
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwspW2hIus
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3IYY2qpjb
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3GARG4k1I
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHb9l5YWJx
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjwR8H295Y
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJlPqwD9uj
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpJSSdKB7J
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG8QuUk8Qp
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZxfvmnDFF
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bE9dyBGdg
但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV5hCsjH4U
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID1MeFgRmy
「嗯。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZLe6Qxml1
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09c0r35D4w
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgo1RxMDOt
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmUWdJlDlP
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uT0ZC9VUo
「嗯，我明㗎啦。」860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUofz6ST8F
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEJdme0Udu
思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfZoim5Y02
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpiRy7T36A
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaK38YYjH7
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37sHB1gbtK
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7FndvvUiR
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJUMG6R1CP
但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S5HhHQJQ7
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5XzGjiG5g
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4tXiQORGF
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ka3sFYu4o
而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB18nhwEg73
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdpllyi7ow
860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB5HGC8qL9
感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2aSaGgW6L
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不是說過——860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfntQ78ms6R
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR36Kj9c498
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她要和最愛的人走進婚姻。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qCsnNqO4F
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他肯定，他與那些大人不一樣。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9pUMc21dq
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他承諾，絕不食言。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J2AGGwqqh
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Lis2qrYWQ
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這是爛尾，這是揸流攤，這是對自己的不負責任。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bzDGN1fwy
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因為，明明，他們有首尾呼應的能力。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NiZeWbA5C
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如果渴望，如果愛，不要退縮；為何越活越倒退，將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟？860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z9VcGPfE5
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想人生有限杯啊。860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XCvOBHwH4
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如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？860Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFd71kzQgf
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