「好。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMcL6shpMZ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDVKjSrNhI
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qXw5qSYm0
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjTb2ikSZm
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YKoC2Mpcf
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEkRpTNkxo
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuobzKKBu3
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs57KIPKss
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3qV2rkIf4
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38OXQIvLo8
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyaKoFqiAY
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8awtikyH00
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc6SZEphTL
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDYzLSpDC9
思思明白：「好。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGv0pcHxKJ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gdFQrb0lJ
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WSZ3oLc0c
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEDR7bjoRz
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpLpxQY9d1
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4BtpKJLk7
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RSS3qLVph
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOgXhOHp30
阿朗首先開口：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nUitZ4FYX
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfOpyALOvG
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKoQ9eyRwH
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7OikDnRmp
「嗯？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitgLCCk4QK
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWU6KlfXAV
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNN1Q4SlpB
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB05aQC9ax
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxdpKqrlur
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdtTHJ7Vor
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvUSw2dTOZ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnLK17CHhV
「嗯。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxmD8d0yJ6
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lic7aXGai
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH6lspHpyC
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld8bzpDHlw
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkgF4KRuat
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87X6IY7r5R
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30SMGp3qjo
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOmjZFSg1H
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ6RKXRwwt
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT1wwvpXFy
「但係，我哋當然熟。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡni2ZXkbKfF
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8INcGuMwx
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d1x43w8eG
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWBqTzsOHe
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K4hSAa8Sa
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRCNk849O6
「都係。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINsHhpZ7db
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QM3Rldceq
她深呼吸：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicB5YN60tT
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdkdXvWe0x
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bwB8ZEQwE
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpma7TNVVqz
「嗯？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuWoVhL8fw
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUFR5Loptl
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9yM7GLzfV
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrjBG4Kj8f
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jsK5TTCX1
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswNNTNjm0n
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIWSoaOu26
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx62yYoAwXL
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa8HSjXvIs
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhIIJTtstb
變咗，好似好悶咁？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFLB2WqDnu
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyV0jbbwCm
他們達成共識。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCpMT1hJGR
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVFp57sUUV
她表達意願：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4EtRVJVq9
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpvYubSVGr
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4mVtQO4ER
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwPP3wjhcK
「我都唔想。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05XR3sZrax
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHxMWv4jBS
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaZftvHVrs
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyvQXlLkBG
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZo7A8Y45p
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTygUCayLU
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KmhY93Hxr
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMHq58csuk
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AibwsFart
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3HyYTDz0K
「係。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7PRhp0nw4
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdCDoc82Mc
「明。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndGOezPDSF
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdBgoKFs4a
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgkgYPTZ4I
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosSmsyvEUJ
「我都係咁覺得。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPHbmoDtP3
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoQDetCbQ8
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB569WhLnLT
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYDaVVelXb
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcH1rhTLnk
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtar8mXdch
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1aNcBSVjZ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx7figmwyX
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fCuWFdPUK
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKXOGgI3jS
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CqsjxBoO8
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt1EBjMFcD
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbJwmk8XGj
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9kglcgyoH
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByEfj9Xciq
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3l6jt9PTL
她點頭：「嗯。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC87Bc92uGp
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr49ZBoVUi
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPXo6vB5jp
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniWbMsJTRZ
「係，我記得。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM1vdEJHoh
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUOr9fWWMD
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkpyhL9h2q
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBarTpyC1Q
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4trA40eHo
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61C7s0aaJO
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc1FSKkTDN
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qbjwPqTfK
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYwOOSz0kB
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoImi7MRn5
「係，少骨痹。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kjR01TzgY
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5aGPyVl7E
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPJvXHHGlW
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Lq2PWTjF9
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWXMkLg9Fd
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16bqGfdbRH
「噢，對唔住。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXRdLB857o
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIE8uWLE0W
他摸摸她的頭。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki0jhoAdkb
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5ocJfBTZM
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLpFgsE4lA
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBr1pSu3wz
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg16Nmbo4WW
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa4rTnoQVb
她的決心竟然在融化。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6YleukrEA
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU19E0MKbG
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP32EGqhqJa
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHMR6XB6Sr
「你都對我好好啊。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXwxkwiJ42
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMiKvUpCaE
「係唔錯㗎。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBXwgePl6T
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3YIrUGv78
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg2fwnh1dN
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTtaWxp7E9
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HN9hHhAda
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtYbJGFq6b
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3ykm4ut41
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlnL6CNPNf
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJgUJaOBn3
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4Y8eAAlAa
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl24ku0OYRf
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFJYIQ3UlO
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrMjD1G93K
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4afAk7SdS
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9WWfG5k4z
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEBzbEUxjD
「嗯，明白你意思。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTnvLsC36L
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCBdAkWSEG
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMbEej6xPC
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GcIWYSVvh
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAlIgJMsoo
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImaj5VEgkH
「我都係。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZjx6uI0sz
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzjomMnH4P
「咁……就好啦。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXTIEFApYX
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT1tCoDvIt
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9glqnjlQr
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWrUvVnnyV
說完了，之後呢？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uz0O8VTmZ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxxxrN16Cu
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhMsQHdAIN
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycvjpPIVhf
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQzqA0G5Ea
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