第九十二章:承諾與失望331Please respect copyright.PENANAdonJdwNTl3
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「Alvin,你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界?」331Please respect copyright.PENANARFC7zvx5CF
在腦海中,我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……331Please respect copyright.PENANAfwUBipcqPP
她問道了這一條問題,總感覺在過去的回憶當中,也有人詢問過同一條問題……331Please respect copyright.PENANA1Y0ZkXasuo
對,那個人……就是Mandy。331Please respect copyright.PENANAMwjGEux8A8
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我記起,那天是中三時的某一個星期五。331Please respect copyright.PENANAcBQwoENgwr
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。331Please respect copyright.PENANAdkKAdljjzp
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題,一邊走回課室。331Please respect copyright.PENANAvgeZn24871
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「Alvin,Haley!你哋傾緊啲咩啊?」331Please respect copyright.PENANAfJjqFkNZSB
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。331Please respect copyright.PENANAR6QSRO5YZg
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Haley見況,立即說:「唔阻你兩個,行先。」331Please respect copyright.PENANAsZXGWOQpUz
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後,自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。331Please respect copyright.PENANAjKBxTvFLB9
無錯,其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。331Please respect copyright.PENANATzRWN2GZjt
不過他這樣一下子就走掉,也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……331Please respect copyright.PENANAZvVn75niGM
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「喂,Haley!洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。331Please respect copyright.PENANAmxiAQYCgEl
於是也只好放慢腳步,讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。331Please respect copyright.PENANAGXsvyMscn3
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「Haley個死仔,話走就走!」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。331Please respect copyright.PENANA3r81iKOp1e
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來,並說:「Haley可能怕尷尬掛,哈哈。」331Please respect copyright.PENANArHD46Ic1hc
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯,踏上返回課室的路程。331Please respect copyright.PENANADLOur1eWUW
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然而就在中途,Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說:「Alvin,你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界?」331Please respect copyright.PENANA8U1kDC3d4I
「會!一定會!應承咗你架嘛!」我馬上也回應了。331Please respect copyright.PENANALlgLtgVjE0
因為明天星期六,可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。331Please respect copyright.PENANAUh9Oi9VvU9
身為她的男朋友,我沒有理由不去支持一下,為她打氣吧?331Please respect copyright.PENANAWBxzNNjLWf
除此之外,其實我也打算在她完成比賽後,帶她去看電影。331Please respect copyright.PENANAqiDhkeRhrS
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。331Please respect copyright.PENANAiYLhPWz30l
然而,我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……331Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZfJTRG79e
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隔天,正當我打算出門口時,媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。331Please respect copyright.PENANAGM4NWKNunY
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結,開始進行倒數。331Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ8lEMzb9e
若果想見最後一面,就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……331Please respect copyright.PENANAd5GIAdk0fr
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然而,我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。331Please respect copyright.PENANAnIqDiDm6M2
並在路途上,向Mandy發送了一個訊息:331Please respect copyright.PENANAz1ihcUR1Ay
「我公公有事,要趕去醫院」331Please respect copyright.PENANASI7Ezw9tjv
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但是,當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身,手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。331Please respect copyright.PENANAwfKgR06O6s
因此沒有接收到我的訊息,並一直在比賽時,無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。331Please respect copyright.PENANAoaXTos1Zzz
卻因為我的缺席,而分神,最後也與勝利無緣。331Please respect copyright.PENANAl8icDsOfhR
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世,才會缺席。331Please respect copyright.PENANAexFt9PKfh2
使得輸掉了比賽的她,卻要反過來安慰我。331Please respect copyright.PENANAkRrB17qavA
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但後來,我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。331Please respect copyright.PENANAawdhxXYXDn
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席,彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。331Please respect copyright.PENANAmhYZv9cHIT
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣,甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。331Please respect copyright.PENANAXdpKsmQiPj
雖然她一直都說不關我的事,而且知道我是有原因才不來的。331Please respect copyright.PENANAdCU1QNYJ0T
還覺得我有立即通知她,是盡責的行為。331Please respect copyright.PENANAbPo4d4ibtA
然而,只是因為她沒有看到訊息,才不知道我沒有來。331Please respect copyright.PENANAxFf8f8YwWy
而一直在比賽時東張西望,這是她身為選手的不成熟。331Please respect copyright.PENANArBFVloBIzL
但是,其實我是非常自責的,因為若果我有出現的話,或許她就不會輸掉比賽。331Please respect copyright.PENANAheLQr41b2t
我從此得知了,當承諾實現不了的時候,就只會帶來失望,是對自己的失望……331Please respect copyright.PENANAPUSP6dQDLZ
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」331Please respect copyright.PENANAIVtS59SgHG
「嗄!」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過,並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。331Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1nPNf5p3m
於是我立即拿起來看,並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……331Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZFPIEpbLB
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「弊,琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗,無覆到佢!」331Please respect copyright.PENANAAMCzE7qnou
我慌張起來地說道,並馬上點開她的訊息來看。331Please respect copyright.PENANAnixDrYNAyv
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊?」331Please respect copyright.PENANAnK4LGP1epw
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。331Please respect copyright.PENANAuXxUjzQrRP
然而,那時候我卻昏睡了,所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。331Please respect copyright.PENANAc2Jz8viKoq
因此,在大約十分後她又傳來:331Please respect copyright.PENANARtDKYZOLfI
「Online住唔應嘅?」331Please respect copyright.PENANAEMbi8srKup
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗?」331Please respect copyright.PENANA6CUTyRCPVm
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接著,再過五分鐘後,她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。331Please respect copyright.PENANAKUEUkDTHC2
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。331Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xz8KXjHbe
「聽日繼續加油啦!晚安啦傻>w<」331Please respect copyright.PENANAu0ljs6U1jh
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然後,直到今早六時半,她又向我傳來了一個訊息:331Please respect copyright.PENANAllFj75qFch
「我準備做手術啦」331Please respect copyright.PENANAZeq7T8FmEB
「做完再覆你ouo<3」331Please respect copyright.PENANAHOty8OzwWI
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後,立即就回覆她:331Please respect copyright.PENANAbeO58ch0vG
「加油啊!我會等你回覆架>X<」331Please respect copyright.PENANAfCId18g9Nv
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然而,這一段訊息,卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。331Please respect copyright.PENANAj9HXYx1la8
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。331Please respect copyright.PENANAaER38y9vMa
會是單剔號,可能是因為訊號不良接收不到,也可能是她關機了。331Please respect copyright.PENANA3q5RSeMMlN
但這時候,我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。331Please respect copyright.PENANAYrNeaZQ6PE
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息,由單剔號變成雙剔號……331Please respect copyright.PENANAHVnGVE0pwS
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雖然剔號並沒有改變,但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。331Please respect copyright.PENANAt5eBrI3ESe
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著,痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。331Please respect copyright.PENANAMFdR6l8GBw
而且更糟糕的是,甚至在我平常步速下步行時。331Please respect copyright.PENANAFhnokIVyow
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛,使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。331Please respect copyright.PENANAIqFS1DuYpq
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但我還不能就此停下腳步,因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。331Please respect copyright.PENANAbxkDxW4eUF
只要再多撐三場賽事,我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力,展示自己達成承諾了……331Please respect copyright.PENANACHPA6nXxIo
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「各就位……預備……」331Please respect copyright.PENANArK141K7yy0
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。331Please respect copyright.PENANAY22ptykyfE
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備,然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。331Please respect copyright.PENANA37TjLGExtk
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣,我也只能以三個詞彙來形容,就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。331Please respect copyright.PENANAJtt55E25C5
但是我已經回不了去,因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。331Please respect copyright.PENANAPNjJx27klP
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「呯—」 331Please respect copyright.PENANA7cQfnkakCt
我立即抬起身來向前跑,卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。331Please respect copyright.PENANAjg3a4WhTig
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。331Please respect copyright.PENANAXgSy1bA4yF
接著更陸續被反超前,由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。331Please respect copyright.PENANAIbYT4FaIh8
最後更成為了最後一名。331Please respect copyright.PENANATZAzgE9M51
但是,即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好,還是追不上眼前的選手……331Please respect copyright.PENANAllNh2X0Gs9
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線,自己卻還在跑著。331Please respect copyright.PENANAne6Vy3x14M
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這場二百米賽事,我可是徹底地敗北了。331Please respect copyright.PENANAFE40TNH1Nv
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了?331Please respect copyright.PENANAw6ngZGuuaV
為什麼會落敗?為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了?331Please respect copyright.PENANAYeY2ceSyY4
我恨自己,恨自己又未能實現承諾。331Please respect copyright.PENANAJKyu9mqLZT
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然而片刻後,我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。331Please respect copyright.PENANAf7ogoPAVMW
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗,並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。331Please respect copyright.PENANA5uhctdVXnC
可是這時候,前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路,並說:「阿侑……你做咩啦……」331Please respect copyright.PENANAkNdpLc9BHG
是Mandy。331Please respect copyright.PENANARGcQCGGZG1
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「無啊,我去更衣室拉筋啊,仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」331Please respect copyright.PENANAbzUZBs5wyV
我馬上就向她說道了目的,並打算從她身旁走過。331Please respect copyright.PENANAc5Ra1i8l31
可是,她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說:331Please respect copyright.PENANARbETCMpp0A
「Zack佢話你怪怪地,搏哂命去參加比賽,所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」331Please respect copyright.PENANAwmmLSKwceq
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。331Please respect copyright.PENANA1IqqHb0xQn
可是她卻表現激動起來:「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁,你無嘢啊嘛?」331Please respect copyright.PENANAucsWgR9d2O
我嚇了一嚇,沒有即時回應她。331Please respect copyright.PENANAWE4ofZkftZ
於是她也繼續說下去:「何鵬侑,你講!到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命?」331Please respect copyright.PENANAkfwGbV2mCu
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「我應承咗人,咁咪要搏命囉!承諾嚟架嘛!」我說道。331Please respect copyright.PENANAJSiIXy7zII
「喺承諾咁又點?」但她隨即就質問起來。331Please respect copyright.PENANAiwS0eFouDq
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時,我也忍不住激動起來說:331Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8zVBeZ8mB
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉!就好似以前咁,我明明應承咗你,但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽,仲要搞到你分神輸咗!咪搞到你對我失望囉!」331Please respect copyright.PENANADFlx3YCjaO
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「啪—」331Please respect copyright.PENANAtwPZ9co7rd
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。331Please respect copyright.PENANACstRtpjFng
我瞬間愣住,並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。331Please respect copyright.PENANAKmVPuCipSL
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。331Please respect copyright.PENANAAnP2ehLk88
直至這一刻,我才下意識過來。331Please respect copyright.PENANAkT1DllkaBj
剛剛的那一句說話,到底是有多麼的錯……331Please respect copyright.PENANALN1pptVgVD
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望,划算嗎」331Please respect copyright.PENANAYS6HalilG1