"Thank you so much for doing this," he says enthusiastically, sitting by the coffee table beside me. For some reason, we're back at his studio apartment, each with a glass of ice water in our hands, and were discussing the terms on which I'm going to work at his brother's wedding.548Please respect copyright.PENANA15PnxMH7Bs
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"Because of the... um... circumstances, Jackson has agreed to raise the price," he says, as I drink my water.548Please respect copyright.PENANAf8YBiTjQ2T
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I figured; no one books a photographer one week before a wedding, and if they didn't raise the price, I would've demanded it.548Please respect copyright.PENANAQRruZt9JCC
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"So... how much?" I ask, taking the glass from my head, then putting it back and taking a sip.548Please respect copyright.PENANAti3oyz96u8
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"Eight hundred thousand dollars."548Please respect copyright.PENANAuulyQx5ZVm
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I choke on the water like a bitch choking on cúm.548Please respect copyright.PENANAGwA8gymIVz
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Mm. I'd love to choke on David's cúm.548Please respect copyright.PENANAAEbOh93luo
548Please respect copyright.PENANAz8lGLClYGp
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But seriously, this is way too much for me to wrap my head around right now.548Please respect copyright.PENANAJ30hg43qSn
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Who does that? Who spends almost a million JMD on weddingphotos? 548Please respect copyright.PENANAPJObdkdRwd
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"Are you okay?" He asks, looking at me intently as my breathing returns to normal.548Please respect copyright.PENANARwwdftUIhC
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"Yeah. I'm just... Fine," I say, deciding to put my jubilation aside and focus on what we're doing right now.548Please respect copyright.PENANAhFrx5zgP5b
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"Good... So this is going to be on Sunday, at my house."548Please respect copyright.PENANANgtnl21VSX
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"What theme will it be?"548Please respect copyright.PENANAZEzmO6NVfB
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"White, silver, and red. Why?"548Please respect copyright.PENANA23TitYzj89
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"Just curious."548Please respect copyright.PENANAiFd8LsgwCA
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A few beats of silence pass, then he asks:548Please respect copyright.PENANAkboNzCLL3p
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"Have you ever photographed at a wedding before?"548Please respect copyright.PENANAzeSREOBuKN
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Now how the hell do I begin to answer that one?548Please respect copyright.PENANAcm2bWxmrQA
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"Yes, I've worked on eight weddings... but I've never been paid. I can show you—"548Please respect copyright.PENANAQjKqd4Qafy
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"What do you mean you've never been paid?"548Please respect copyright.PENANADfgOx6JPkK
548Please respect copyright.PENANAVjqvRpXG4y
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Well, I tried.548Please respect copyright.PENANAEHjlNPV5bS
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"I've been doing this since I was fifteen; I've been to eight weddings since then; I've photographed at every single one of them. I edited the pictures, and I have them saved on various hard drives, some on my computer; the only thing is, I never got paid, so I never printed any of the pictures."548Please respect copyright.PENANAuFEEXHbMXa
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As I talk, I realize that I sound like an obsessed pervert with a wedding fetísh that keeps wedding pórn on her computer.548Please respect copyright.PENANAQGnUAwd4m0
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He looks at me curiously, then says, "Why?"548Please respect copyright.PENANAzgCb1YqkMD
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"I love weddings. I can show you, if you'd like."548Please respect copyright.PENANAw7HHl386Zy
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"Yes," he says, his voice suddenly low, with that look in his eyes. "I'd love for you to showme, Leah."548Please respect copyright.PENANAPk1fmZxhe6
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Pretending that David's double entendre has no effect on me (I'm sure he knows it does), I pull out my laptop, and open up the album labeled "Wedding Photos".548Please respect copyright.PENANAqC9N3p3W7b
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"These are beautiful," David says to me, his voice back to normal, as he clicks through the pictures. 548Please respect copyright.PENANAvLFAfNZMze
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As I see each one, I relive the moment.548Please respect copyright.PENANAkPiIPcYzON
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Auntie Mavis and Uncle Martin kissing after exchange vows;548Please respect copyright.PENANArnGHSBkcGQ
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Stephanie and Ryan from highschool walking down the aisle together;548Please respect copyright.PENANAnGulZn5Kql
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Amanda and Emily getting married in California last year; 548Please respect copyright.PENANAP1FRnKjUG6
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And then he stops.548Please respect copyright.PENANA6MNXPqEkFh
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"This bride... She's beautiful."548Please respect copyright.PENANARD2IpdQE9N
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"Yeah."548Please respect copyright.PENANA6a3cTXNVDx
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"This bride", is a dark skinned beauty, with an afro framing her beautiful, smiling face. 548Please respect copyright.PENANA5CHK2KgQPh
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"This bride" is my best friend, Amy.548Please respect copyright.PENANAavRpEDHJiB
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My best friend, who is now dead, because of one stupid mistake that she made.548Please respect copyright.PENANAOwy9ov2w70
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My best friend, who I still haven't forgiven.548Please respect copyright.PENANAfgmyyMejLm
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Amy had an ectopic pregnancy; this occurs when your ovum is fertilised in your fallopian tube instead of your uterus, and your pregnancy has almost no chance of success, but your tube has an almost 100% chance of rupturing, which could possibly cause you to bleed to death.548Please respect copyright.PENANA01kjNbYZ6Z
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Her doctors tried to tell her this. Her husband tried to tell her this. I tried to tell her this.548Please respect copyright.PENANAe7EbkSZaGC
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But what was her response?548Please respect copyright.PENANAz8F4zmhlLP
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"I have faith in The Lord."548Please respect copyright.PENANAwA0mZumWZP
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That faith put her in a grave in Dovecot Memorial Park, with a twelve week old foetus in a box on her chest.548Please respect copyright.PENANAtiZFAvhRTk
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"You good?" I hear him asking me, pulling me from my dark thoughts.548Please respect copyright.PENANARZC0m5ceS4
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"Yeah. I'm fine," I reply, because there's noway I'm talking about that shít right now.548Please respect copyright.PENANAlOWepfLDdD
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"You sure? Because you look a little—"548Please respect copyright.PENANAh5w9AiBnnv
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"I said I'm fine," I say a little too harshly. One look into his eyes, and I know that he knows that I'm lying to him.548Please respect copyright.PENANAGpMz3t89CM
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"Okay," he says passively, as if surrendering, and continues, to click through the wedding photos.548Please respect copyright.PENANAx4D1LEH9oM
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"Thank you," he says when he is done, pushing the computer back to me.548Please respect copyright.PENANAynzuZOUE5y
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"You're welcome," is my automatic response, as I put my computer in it's case, then put it in the brand new laptop bag I bought yesterday. I get up holding my things, and we say our goodbyes to each other. Then, I go to leave the apartment.548Please respect copyright.PENANA0wTj5F1ZSG
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"Leah," he says as I reach the door.548Please respect copyright.PENANAtEFNYr5X4Q
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"Yes?" I ask curiously. His voice sounded... normal just now. It wasn't dripping with sex appeal like it usually is. 548Please respect copyright.PENANA065jtEuPUU
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"Take care of yourself," he says with nothing but sincerity in his voice.548Please respect copyright.PENANAvRYgZyTTxq
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I give him a small smile, pulling the door of the apartment open. "I'll try."548Please respect copyright.PENANABhnXUCVqB9
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Because that's the best that any of us can do, right? Try.548Please respect copyright.PENANADh3XAtC9EA
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Then, I close the door and leave him there in his tiny, crammed apartment.548Please respect copyright.PENANAZX7uzsLPcO
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***548Please respect copyright.PENANAAGe8J7Pxx4
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When are we going to have another one of our sessions?548Please respect copyright.PENANA4jWukrOpGr
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This is a text message that I received from David at 10:47 a.m., while I was doing an afrocentric photoshoot for a Jamaican model.548Please respect copyright.PENANABfakjLG4lK
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I stopped to check my phone, and creamed myself when I saw the message.548Please respect copyright.PENANAIwnR873mEO
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"You okay?" Jenayah asked, seeing the look on my face when I saw the message. She probably thought that my boyfriend was sexting me and sent me a díck pic. Oh well.548Please respect copyright.PENANAuwXRmQLyU9
548Please respect copyright.PENANAZUAGnAGtU7
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"Yeah. I'm fine. Um, I'm going to go from this angle, now. And look straight ahead of you."548Please respect copyright.PENANAQB8958e470
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Now, I want to have another one of those sessions tonight.548Please respect copyright.PENANAxdHu3qXfxp
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Can I come over? I ask in a text after having a shower.548Please respect copyright.PENANAqpLg9jvs6V
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Yes. I'm in Cherry Gardens.548Please respect copyright.PENANAXG25k6AjUc
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Thank god.548Please respect copyright.PENANAWFE9anMpZn
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I pick up my car keys and I'm just about to walk out the door when my phone buzzes again.548Please respect copyright.PENANAJW6IwYWm6n
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It's late. Bring overnight clothes and stay over.548Please respect copyright.PENANAGT2Uij6M0s
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I look at my watch and see that its twelve past nine. Shít. He's right.548Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q38Jz2oBZ
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Okay.548Please respect copyright.PENANAcL0OMiUMjV
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I turn on my heel and pack a bag of overnight clothes, not really paying much attention to what I'm choosing. With that, I leave the house with my duffel bag slung over my shoulder.548Please respect copyright.PENANAKp5H45yQ2B
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***548Please respect copyright.PENANAFiBkdoZwcC
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When I reach David's house and he opens the door, I don't even get out a proper greeting. I open my mouth to say "Goodnight".548Please respect copyright.PENANAZHbFvrfOs4
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" Goo—"548Please respect copyright.PENANAH7IZgmDM0F
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And then his mouth covers mine. As soon as his tongue starts to caress mine, my nipples harden and I get wet, my clít swelling in my drenched panties.548Please respect copyright.PENANAM1KcWJFGfT
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We enter the house — David somehow locking the door behind him — still kissing, only breaking apart to tear off various articles of clothing. He stops in the middle of the hallway — we're both naked by now — and pushes my back against the wall, crouching down on the ground right after, and buries his face in my pussy, pulling a yelp of surprise from my chest.548Please respect copyright.PENANAXrb3yW9Nto
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Now, his tongue is lashing against my clít as if he has some sort of vendetta against it.548Please respect copyright.PENANAQRvak3Xory
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"Motherfúcker," I hiss, throwing a leg over his shoulder and thrusting forwards and trying to grind on his face.548Please respect copyright.PENANARvGbdPwTth
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He holds my hips in place, so my efforts go in vain. I let out a long groan of frustration.548Please respect copyright.PENANAVnzjt0RYbI
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But then, he sucks on my clít, as if his life depends on it, as if he's feeding off it.548Please respect copyright.PENANAyCQB9uJ04y
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That has me screaming and coming all over his face.548Please respect copyright.PENANABB7eg6oral
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I fall forward, holding on to his shoulders to support me throughout my orgásm. Afterwards, he gets up and wraps his arm around my waist, so that I can lean against him. 548Please respect copyright.PENANA6bvuKaK0PM
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He walks me to his bedroom, and lays me on the bed.548Please respect copyright.PENANAMr6YzprhoY
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"You up for séx?" he asks, straddling me and looking me in the face. Immediately, l feel rejuvenated.548Please respect copyright.PENANA0Lt8eXo3m2
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"Yes."548Please respect copyright.PENANAuKuk5CXAFz
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"Pull up your knees," he demands in an authoritative voice; that sentence alone has me getting wet all over again. I obey him immediately, and he moves from atop of me and positions himself at the entrance of my vagina, sans condóm; it's been eight days since the last time we had séx. 548Please respect copyright.PENANAef7jexNqoi
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I close my eyes, lying on the bed and waiting for him to fúck me.548Please respect copyright.PENANA9pGp862Eh3
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"Open your eyes, Leah," he says in a rough, gravelly voice, and I obey him automatically. What I do see when I open them floors me; it's a look of both pure, carnal need, and vulnerability, as if he were letting me see into his soul.548Please respect copyright.PENANAEn7xKwNQDr
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"I want you to look me in the eye when I fúck you," he growls, as he slowly pushes his penís into me. I arch my back and let out a strangled cry... and he stops.548Please respect copyright.PENANAU8oEKMCrL0
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"Leah," he growls, making me remember his demand. My eyes meet his again, and he starts to thrust again, slowly moving himself in and out of me.548Please respect copyright.PENANAMxlUX3tKXX
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"Hurry the rass up!" I growl at him. 548Please respect copyright.PENANAiD0UzOr0la
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He looks at me and smiles.548Please respect copyright.PENANAWtTGWkkaLO
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"No.I'm doing this my way."548Please respect copyright.PENANADdfNFaQ7Xa
548Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qul15gzqX
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He continues this slow, agonising torture, and I can't take it anymore; I reach down and rub my clít, moaning in pleasure even as I see the irritation in his eyes.548Please respect copyright.PENANAJUSgRiU1Ty
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He stops again, and pins my hands together with his left hand and holds them together against my abdomen.548Please respect copyright.PENANAiaDhVJBipg
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I look away from him and try to sit up, suddenly feeling vulnerable, but I hear his soothing voice.548Please respect copyright.PENANAYvMruDMw5W
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"Relax. I don't want to hurt you; if it's to much, tell me to stop, and I'll stop."548Please respect copyright.PENANAwL6KaXSPof
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I've never trusted someone I was fúcking this much in my life; never felt this vulnerable while having séx.548Please respect copyright.PENANAyG2zY1ClkX
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"Leah, look at me," he says, except this time, his voice holds reassurance in it.548Please respect copyright.PENANAigVmNTjdmw
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I have to admit, I'm nervous as hell; I feel like when I do this, he'll see into my soul.548Please respect copyright.PENANAh2PRqVFcbE
548Please respect copyright.PENANAPVyVkXxC7W
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But I do it anyway. 548Please respect copyright.PENANAB6dIZWjW61
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It's intense letting someone see you like that, see you so defenceless; that intensity makes the séx all the better.548Please respect copyright.PENANAxLthSGEUy1
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My eyes lock with his and they can't move. I can't move. I can't moan or scream or cry out. It's as it I'm choking on all the sounds that want to escape my throat; choking on the pleasure I'm feeling, the pleasure that he is giving me.548Please respect copyright.PENANAVjsT2gVP86
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"Bloodclaat," he grunts, and then he switches the hand that he is using to pin my hands, and starts to rub my clít in firm circular movements. This brings me to a shattering orgásm, which has me arching my back and writhing beneath him. I never once breaking eye contact, though, so I am looking into his eyes as he comes with me.548Please respect copyright.PENANAlk0UTLnta9
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***548Please respect copyright.PENANAQv8vxxmQ25
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I can't believe that I'm actually cuddling.548Please respect copyright.PENANAnVngiiWfYl
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Apparently, David enjoys cuddling, and he convinced me to lie in bed with him for five minutes. 548Please respect copyright.PENANAJbUEm4e0vE
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My head is on his chest, and he's combing his fingers through my hair, relaxing me; I actually don't find it awkward.548Please respect copyright.PENANAd3D0libs1J
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For some reason, I think back to the picture of Amy, so beautiful in her wedding dress, and the words just start to come out.548Please respect copyright.PENANAE09pzHB6oa
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"She is my friend."548Please respect copyright.PENANASZv9a8R8Jm
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"Huh?" he asks, looking and sounding confused.548Please respect copyright.PENANABCgcJKH0Tc
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"She is my best friend. She died."548Please respect copyright.PENANAv4SRWGSbAf
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I hate how people start to use the past tense once people die.548Please respect copyright.PENANAW4erP1VXQs
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"She was my daughter," for example. Does your daughter stop being your daughter when she dies?548Please respect copyright.PENANAOccKv4B5NW
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No.548Please respect copyright.PENANAbbXyITSJ2Q
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She was my best friend. 548Please respect copyright.PENANAp9wKZKNAiQ
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I still have never had a better friend than her, dead or alive, and even if I find a new best friend, she will always be my friend.548Please respect copyright.PENANAVY2pBEqT8e
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"Who?"548Please respect copyright.PENANAyFgWDYQecQ
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"The bride."548Please respect copyright.PENANAsagWTgKRtP
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There is a pause, and then he starts to rub in small circular motions on the back.548Please respect copyright.PENANAZXmUYtcQOd
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"I'm sorry."548Please respect copyright.PENANAYkfq7qJ9ud
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I lie there for about two more minutes, and then get up (because as tired as I am, I will not fall asleep beside him. Five minutes, remember?) and exchange "goodnight"s with him over my shoulder, then make my way to the entrance to pick up my bag.548Please respect copyright.PENANAoSDr5WVgUy
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Once I do that, I put it over my shoulder — why the rass does it feel so bomboclaatheavy? — and make my way to my room.548Please respect copyright.PENANAwnjQw4ZFnn
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I drop the bag as soon as I enter the dark spare bedroom, and sift through it for my night wear, which consists of pink pajamas, where the bottom is a pair of shorts, and the top is a tank top. After putting them on, I feel for the bed and collapse onto it as soon as I feel it brush against my thighs.548Please respect copyright.PENANAqabNBR000Z
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I stare blindly at what would be the ceiling as I drift off to sleep, and the day's events replay in my mind: how I first saw David's text at a photoshoot; how it made me so hórny, I couldn't even think about anything other than his penís after that; how I'd finally ended up at his house and fúcked him.548Please respect copyright.PENANAn8cuvv3foK
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The last thing I think, however, before I go to sleep, is something heavy; one of those thoughts that just pops into your head; a thought that you did not see coming, that you wish you never thought.548Please respect copyright.PENANADejPMKvmpM
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I wonder what it would be like if Amy were still alive; if she listened to me; if she made the right decision.548Please respect copyright.PENANADV5wXWKtTw
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These thoughts plague me, pour over me like acid as I drift off to sleep, where Amy is also the star of my dreams.
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