阿朗深呼吸。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G3qE6Ov4l
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeANPr3I3R
「嘟、嘟、嘟……喂，C朗？咩事？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri8G5Y8e0e
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這聲音是一塊乾爽的海綿。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvONbFxJ15
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「峰仔，你啱啱咪同我飲嘢嘅。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KpAjNoPMG
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hhuxde2aB
抹得走污漬嗎？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLLWQunruE
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSURzJ1sigc
峰仔不語，電話內外的環境雜音被放到最大。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBYYvTrZWp
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwbWdXoxih
阿朗輕輕抿嘴，又道：981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDa5kCiv8q
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffszQCr74t
「最後我哋咪見到Fiona，之後，佢就過嚟同我影咗張相嘅。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gMD6QE6F7
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegD0uC2khl
可以。沾上洗潔泡沫，正在清潔。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAP5jFSYaI
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmrsL5Rrf5
「……係。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFb5NAZ3Ps
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzQ51SE9VG
「不過佢冇同你影到，係點解嘅？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt31fosJW9
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKypWoTuWiJ
「哦……咁我同佢又唔熟，咪唔同我影囉。你條仆街打電話過嚟寸我？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdz3OU5JVW
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Hn8NsLumy
乾淨。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4s6bDikrx
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkuVRv2Q4r
「得，唔該你。唔講咁多。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEA7DLHnKp
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmAV5jmhYV
心有餘悸。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCpKvhLh9K
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnIawGaW5C
整個過程，阿朗都在繃緊全身以令自己不要聲顫腹抖，生理反應告訴他，他很怕讓思思知道真相。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfyhT8is0a
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtb90eRWtm
他不知道自己在心虛什麼，明明沒有越軌；可是又瞞着她，覺得不能讓她知道，包括他常和Fiona聊天。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0XawWtaZ3
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdepf4KyflP
他已經考慮，如果峰仔的回答是：「邊有，你噏乜？」，那麼，他就會再掙扎一下：「咪玩我啦！我老婆聽緊㗎。」然後，峰仔就會明白，然後替他圓謊。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fRS2Plh3A
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW63UwmfJs5
如果，最後被發現，他就決定跪下，聲淚俱下地和思思說：「我今日係同咗Fiona飲嘢，但係佢話唔開心我先見吓佢。對唔住，我唔應該瞞你。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyvMvQIzU3
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CoxgCBqpT
只是，代價大很多，他無疑直白地欺騙了她，981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9fD90SBPh
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBiySZd7Es
幸好。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6SFciOq77
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3nuA7lZAA
幸好，無論如何，「朋友」也會替自己圓謊，只消隱隱明白所言何事，也能一本正經的說出從不存在的枝節。編謊、說謊、互相配合，還幽人一默作氣氛調節，這些不坦誠的事，竟然是一種善事。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtWlv17sqN
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoesD6PQlT
哈，救人一命，勝造七級浮屠。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQQAlZTMg6
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNUNgX6Syf
救了兩個人呢？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDCgGYoO5H
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQHMksq8aA
功德無量。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJhWU2tLLW
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwvX5jDKQI
阿朗放下手機，將思思擁入懷內，抱得很緊很緊，仿佛想填滿她的腦袋，不讓她再思考：981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyjkYqiASd
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsm51veXH1
「真㗎，你信我啦。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlBrsdXFo2
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRbuVqHQL7
終於，她哭。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1chjp5oztP
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6akhDKzsgx
沒有什麼聲音，可是他感覺到，她的身子不斷的、沒有規律地震，和她緊貼的他，心隔着無温衣服被撼動。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTQjKlrnzw
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPvzX7nzqk
而思思，尚有很多疑問。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYIb4oGDVw
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOsjMDZwkd
講真，她不蠢；或者說，在感情關係中，人有時精明得可怕，忽然會有種奇怪的感覺叫：「佢怪怪哋」。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqCZbsKhO5
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d2S6BPIlC
可是，現在又仿佛證實他並無傷害她，她有種劫後餘生的心驚。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbogda7rty
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeEyb4dUcb
她相信峰仔沒有講大話，據阿朗曾經的形容，峰仔是一個黑白分明的人，十分誠實。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiknuR0fN6V
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiW44ywA3g
阿朗默默點頭，他所認識的峰仔正直誠實，應該不會背叛May；如果真的背叛，也不會厚着面皮地自辯無辜。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7Gpwfoc1y
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0dYIXPchk
她想，不過是拍了一張照片，對吧？有什麼好介意的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbmalkjvcu
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6bbzXaAyv
但她還是哭。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpXD936U74
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWZQ4rcBbL
在峰仔沉默的時候，她比阿朗還驚恐，像目睹自家樓房着火燒起，卻不能衝進去沖水撲滅，也不能搬離兒時相簿、舊式睡衣、餣製半年的咸柑桔。她只能等，等別人救火，等別人通知，等別人大肆報道她的無力；而她，卻要守在警戒線之外，企得遠遠的，不可作為。她在等待自己的命運被裁判。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bOkCF471F
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIdMkBFO3E
等待，真的是一次焦躁的懶漫。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WtDmDxVPu
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0mEZBgAga
她忍不住，慚慚，回抱阿朗的腰，再發出一嘶一㗜的泣聲。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdgqqJPMzG
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpuDIJtan1
她很害怕。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wOCsxOiEd
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDJPCiaiRH
剛剛，她發現，或者忽然認清，她是絕對不可能失去他的。只是懷疑，已夠她崩潰。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7TdwHwmVP
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe06hUu73W
「心跳漏了一拍」，這個說法非常形象化。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKjLm8qSs9
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINwfrW12pE
而她的心，剛才跳得很大力、很重，讓她覺得身體快將耗盡心臟的血液，不會再有養分，不會再蹦跳，不會再告訴她：你有我，陪住你。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlcfulu7FJ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yspUclGJ5
她想過，如果阿朗真的出軌，應該怎麼辦？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkzVDqkDSe
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H46fdxenm
離婚嗎？她捨不得。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dt3nmznUR
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYB4DiIc8s
明明他們，應該會白頭到老，屆時應當再不用擔心棉花糖了，他們可以環遊世界，去冰島看極光，和他許下「下世再相愛」的願望；回到家裏，可以和他慵懶地靠在沙發上，爭奪搖控器跳轉電視台；閒逛，可以觀看他和其他公園的伯伯捉棋，如果對方要求回棋，她就會替阿朗說：「舉手不回大丈夫」。這，理應是他們的花甲未來。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CO9IFRnwH
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq1oCogGex
但原諒嗎？她𣎴忿。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy43uNoyBJR
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTCXF7F55y
她每天擁着的身軀竟然留有別個女人的野性，是否代表他嫌棄自己過分平淡，而予她所有的親吻，都不過是一張張自欺欺人的贖罪券？那麼，若果二人的感情已成殘品，為何還勉強彌留而不撒手放棄呢。而他的出軌對象，是一個舊人，是否同樣印證，比起他們未知的將來，其實，他更留戀那個她沒有參與的過往？如此，為什麼還是砸毀自尊原諒，難道真要卑微到塵埃裏去！偏偏，可惜，種子卻被滾水燙過。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxeJ199koz
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4zU1mEPbK
這種心理活動令思思混亂，彈着一首雜亂無章的曲子，沒有譜寫合適的抑揚。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh7ISQCGV4
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18MQVzDRlA
幸好。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmVZneip4P
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TeE1EKR3f
幸好，阿朗沒有不忠。無論如何，他也是愛她的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZjRaAyLLm
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjkVLPQ5Ge
她的眼淚一直淚。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqesCE6BwXa
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIKhBS5iME
為擔心，為懷疑，為焦慮，為放心，為慶幸。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImd1FfGWzB
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYqFA7WT1l
為他，為她，為他們。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9Om2P9RCX
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOLSgZOdEu
「對唔住啊老婆，我應承你，一定冇下次。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgXAing4rZ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmclnR54NBr
阿朗承諾。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEMGArrydz
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ236bLmxg
他清楚知道，自己是一個不能言語的罪人，他不可認錯，但心知肚明。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrYKGuJO7C
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6brCpvQoM
他很害怕。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqOTAbykY9
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxXVfJGKr8
剛剛，他發現，或者忽然認清，他絕對不能講真話。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ672kQNmF8r
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX58sydjHAR
他明白，如果讓她知道，他常和Fiona分享一些她不知道的事，她一定會很難受。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LE7fKbDgQ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErl03BiQbe
甚至，可能自責。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttcCls9Cjd
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE1xm0JUVN
以思思的性格，難過過後，就會歸咎自身，覺得自身存在不足，才令他向外撞去。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlj1CP3s1l
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PRwITVuIM
可是，這分明不是她的錯。他悔恨，自己怎麼不懂珍惜她。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Cvfs3QCuj
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm07npb0fja
明明，有煩惱的話，他應該向她傾訴，她才是他最親密的枕邊人。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp4W4a00WU
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKYkxqlR4H
「嗯。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjUnVgPy7r
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RyWTGBhLv
阿朗不斷吻她，深深的用唇在她的全身烙印，用力、無間斷，仿佛自證他只屬於她。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk5m3mp4hi
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE96eFRpJMg
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