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「你知唔知？我……」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnIBIhzckn
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阿朗喃喃，之後沉默；手沒有停止，繼續為遺體上粉。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhaeGrIJ55
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千言萬語，在心中譜寫。當阿朗對一份工作足夠熟悉時，常常做着做着，就想找一些話說，差在是否講出聲。他之所以不再言語，是因為，他怕真的有人回應他，如此則過分滲人；無論如何，這個空間都太靜了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpMc4uOrMA
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不，又或者，倘若真有人回應他，說到底也是一個伴——哈，眾生平等。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6OhOJLiXm
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自轉工後，阿朗和思思皆工作了三年。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXulyzXa4UP
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjSSRMzYOH
一開始，二人還有許多話說的，因為工作予其的新鮮感支撐着二人無眠時興起的話題。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo3dIEPqYc
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH0tKLOJg8
可是，後來，開始無話可講。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHAxDNMPGo
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阿朗已見過很多不同種類的遺體：自殺、交通意外、久病而逝、急性病逝……見得多，自然不再感到新奇，他只越來越專業的做化妝手勢，表情放鬆，可是因為習慣了，所以再無新奇事可分享。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCdxCllVlZ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4IMZYqoSI
或者，有時他很想分享，二人卻了無心思，沒有一個合適的興致配合話語；只好等到假日才說，但常常忘了起初想說什麼。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQrnnVmR5i
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEW262Pcnu
思思呢，好一點，可是也較以往沉默。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wxy03QAPs
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JmBw2MPk4
她對學校更熟悉了，開始上手；和學生也越來越熟絡，他們都喜歡思思。午飯時間，甚至組成一個個小團體，內進狹小的社工室吃飯，和思思說「阿sir啱啱火車未到站」、「又要默書，勁長」、「放學就要補習啦」、「我都要去學琴啊，今晚又唔知幾點先可以瞓」，云云。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4t52ClJj0
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX92qoacWs
慢慢，生活只是一個循環，再沒有新的事好講。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ149lQjnAyb
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYgCXTVEDT
但二人還可以圍繞棉花糖，看看她的功課、興趣班、測驗卷、温度進度，偶然一同幫她做難度甚高的視藝科勞作。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0xCWsDPcl
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對。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr7IAdwU5a
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如此，如此地環迴往復。久而久之，又覺得平淡。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn4HAEx2x6
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qPl2iGML9
就是，大家都會關心對方，今天工作怎樣呢？辛勞嗎？繁忙嗎？可是，話語來來去去都是那些，第一次說，倒叫做體貼；但說到第一百次時，卻像極了例行公事，即使語氣充滿抑揚，聽起來卻只是一句不帶感情的慰問，淡淡的，內心總已經有個預期對方會說的答案：981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NlJeag1fp
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfppWWCGFS
「幾好吖。」或者，「有啲攰。」不出這些了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmEE3sruT0
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW94rYQdXau
接下來，就幫對方按摩，手的力度卻悄悄放軟。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOsDsILDzk
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYM3JyaYFG
平淡……平淡就對了，婚姻和感情不就如此嗎？總不可能一生都充滿激情吧，當新鮮感褪去，生活又回歸了整齊有序的狀態——981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIyWmuGAZe
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYx7H6zE48
是應該的吧？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrSc57YfAq
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNk49JVJPx
臨睡前，阿朗想起，他們已經二十八歲：981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ140CGF2rwh
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「老婆，」他側身摸思思的頭髮分界線：「十年啦，我哋今年係咪去泰國玩？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKUpWjJwb0
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINn6MKZkoi
他想回到那個夏天去，雖然熱，但至少和他結伴的思思，是有温度的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TTicvKbGh
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvH1sv6rU1
外出散心，大家都會輕鬆點，不要再留在那個重覆工作的氛圍當中。一成不變，總使人麻木。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX2a3jBTWq
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3aR5xXmF4
但是，思思似是想起了什麼，皺眉：981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmMaL0P3Jg
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「但係，我暑假有project搞……」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrrqFzmWpG
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3j1SIGSmZ
「咩project？要做幾耐㗎？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza5NdPpv9w
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5r3IeM8TA
「我都唔太清楚，係講中一、二嘅學生點樣適應新學年嘅，環境唔同以前少學，壓力太大。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEQqdnwMSG
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「咁，仲去唔去？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uA278jVoa
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「遲啲先？等我忙完呢牌先。我都想去㗎，對唔住。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIqM1UYSBj
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8bXfmhXkK
「唔緊要啦，咁我哋遲啲再plan過。宜家瞓啦，聽日我哋都要番早，good night。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6t4Onez8Q
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如果去的話，一定要再試布吉島上的某間餐廳的泰式炒河，太好吃；還有要和那個老闆打聲招呼，看看餐牌上的中文字還是不是翻譯有誤；不過，不用再去騎大象了，太有墜落的危機感，上次還因而跌了弄跌了耳機，最後，得靠大象用鼻從草木中取回來。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHAb8YKG60
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如果去的話，世界又剩下他們兩個了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH483pXeb0u
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDXPDzrtXP
那麼，他們還可以有當年的開心和甜蜜嗎？反正，現在沒有答案。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd1Rplui03
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不知道從何時開始，他們的共處時刻都靠棉花糖，才能有多一些話。如果到泰國去，他倆怎麼辦？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiizkNpbuM3
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLQbNu8Cwi
不，只要空閑，都可以聊很多很多。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu92kla7dgE
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思思閉眼。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQNQYNHpBa
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她覺得好累；開始明白阿朗以前回家的頹喪狀，絕對不是佯裝出來的。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv30U4nUz6
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftiEHuIR8S
別人以為她的工作只是奉上一雙耳朵，然後隨便說些心靈雞湯就可以；但不是的，她不想做這種人，所以，她認真聆聽和回應。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl65Zjvc4WE
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqAjtAh7Kh
不只學生，老師也偶然向她打探學生的心事，斷言拒絕又顯得不禮貌，總要大戰幾個回合，你推我讓。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1nhz2Kqe0
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYwOJx5sdR
還有家長。有些家長天天致電學校，老師處理不到，就交給她接聽——981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbY9wbeN2D2
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHSyIFPOOM
「嗰個講座講嘅方法都冇用嘅？佢都係唔聽我話喎。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcybL7tRwk
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDvud2B5nd
「點解我個仔日日都冇精神聽書？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL1qCVIJV8
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0B8lw5rl5
「佢做咩苦瓜乾咁樣番屋企？你哋冇睇好佢？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzWzs1rKmK
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFpTajtN2g
「姑娘呀，我想問吓呢，有冇咩方法可以令佢乖乖哋去補習？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI2a87yxBm
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbWRJJt4V6
「阿仔放學成日都唔即刻番嚟，係咪群埋啲壞同學？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy1Y08L021
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然後，她不斷挨罵。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVXOPCvQUN
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其他日子，就是跟case和寫報告。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jNqfWPMWY
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX1HGNa46o
她的生活確實充實，求仁得仁；只是有一點點累。有時，她只想快快吃完飯，然後攤睡床上，不需再說一句話，任由起伏有致的呼吸聲替她道一聲晚安。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxRXcSpK6C
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她失去了傾訴的心思。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLSkRBTaIV
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即使，她多麼想時常說一些瑣碎，像以前一樣。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUhADP9nai
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQhz2akDr4
如今，她努力等閒暇周末。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIah3Znsvl
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