波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlxxtcEbiU
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFHYPOMRYv
波瀾當驚？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEiDAcC3rp
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9vnnwEevg
思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmTOwhr4Pp
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR92VgkJ4X
她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mSFivSfLO
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJle7LxUZuZ
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cIEIYDwpe
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqofM56QHu
放學，朝光開門，問思思：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KfHVluQsm
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2poacITylL
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw6kr9fWit
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOebcgRjrk5
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bht4BloKh
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j181rXEK1
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QO4enMtQh
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjhrdWn1YH
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrND1wiKJk
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgCUJn5M3Z
「啱力？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7NUEfTjgi
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfUWTZSQ4V
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZnBANXy54
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTokZyqhDsD
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyE6Us0hBQ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRKnGQ3ony
「程師傅好掂喎。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe2Y9vJ276
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETMqrT5M9s
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQeGFih12H
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFVSCjX5pr
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfox51YUFB
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4SxrWayaC
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iePaxjpHD
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2Wkt5FrL7
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpxdYL9KtE
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8PwBsuJBc
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbaA6RxsLa
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD9hnyVMbd
「好呀。」怎料她真的要。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVO9PKEEei
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHJyeQd3ko
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpgds3kG31
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWuY42gw14
「對咗好耐電腦？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6k2jmGKNOP
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g2ezeaIcR
「係呀。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qaDRO7OFN
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsZ3ryHRGu
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UAizFNZhT
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKFJWg5RjL
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrOs2gQTDl
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOm9z70JWq
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbN5FvsaGw
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFV0JDPkWm
「校務處飛線入嚟。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXSN3epn9Z
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFKxtbJBFM
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvSAJ7VTOg
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxpZPZI6gx
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuixLw84eWH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJCZ9P30gJ
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaxVHTwQ5Q
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5qXhb4FnK
「你又識呢啲嘢？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqaHPWB4p8
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt7bqbF1pi
「其實唔難。」他笑笑。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoURPIfYeK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd2kOC7isZ
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMEBn2x6PA
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zkR4TQ7Qc
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vQAXWJJhL
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ni17RKxnc
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n5Iu0bYhl
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB9NOqGK7P
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97yZuikN4m
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LTJojMfEt
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIkNmAPg5M
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn0YudQCIL
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrD3Gd7if7
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteAD2CQuDT
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy6JT1ItXw
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvPDbqhbaP
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZd5pCTozP
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbxBhyjWJz
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ve9wCCfgx
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2uuWBczx2
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYdDXTMYRo
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtILXmDFvt
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HlRAMZeDL
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6wSfAYYk9
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzBIVJLCwH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFwEsNX54z
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETJjkCArIO
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrSxHANIDA
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPSELYsvSk
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sVqU0etDr
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJsxq8mrSH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K7bYVGR0O
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67vlmRRdaL
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnhSzvjE0j
「太熟，不了。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA5jWU8giZ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkYCYNK4Zw
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqonQSLUPe
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvF9La7stX
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UtUW14mZO
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNEJsX5SuJ
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGssq5ZMJGx
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYB0RqAZOa
「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QkQnklPM5
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F8A3bjM7B
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuzGKtOGNA
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zojhWlhCk
可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj8LBduNRN
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYkWws8anL
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCuvEXWRmA
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCkRhHtYfX
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1PGieTSfE
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGyOZTzTKB
他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5Da2RszkY
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