他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqSkZSzdiO
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNy62xzUBj
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8uYEcXI9I
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD2zPC5XJz
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5bkRJdGtR
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlq8KvLvuH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcqrx8iUjt
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo00x63BNM
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElfINxQhin
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4zQgCdfLe
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QIMlVpeTU
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphOzafKCbr
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi1TdoOoGC
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0PdpOz3s2
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk2IZoIbZl
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZHs7lCqM5
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiWDY0JISv
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAwDnJSI34
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZDF1Tli8k
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlvl4czz1e
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9ysQfL9V1
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRojVgcyT26
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlFonYmxpS
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxVqkxamrw
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3RYJUne0s
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sqSixxcRi
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWPRf1U9yR
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJfVNPAC0y
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiskH78Oj2
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY6pUPoenK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqFMcxgIZq
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyQBM2NSCV
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHwHhxAotw
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiONUWWb7z
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbKt5h0gRD
「你好感慨喎。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLSfjj6pgo
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLq3NVP6BG
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiGhsz873e
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBALQLcrwg
宜家呢？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSoHaTU75C
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNVxs8W8AJ
「嗯。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J8QqY2OMn
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqfkAxcpy6
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6zkOR6BUA
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7waDGUwf5s
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIahITXbdBI
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLTIxb4nQF
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWqIxAwBsE
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTjdwvBIvw
「唔好諗咁多啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7iEqJI0D9
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBRwGsH1dl
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfodgQTBi0q
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5lF5PxGIj
阿朗不語。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrngidtOmU
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwuF79Cxto
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsS3cgcUct
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkYJQ7YeLP
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LtQUE1Q2N
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDr7DkyKhH
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B7YuDx7dx
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYVXT9alCN
峰仔開口介紹二人。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uzR4Vh8Vz
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowcpKZy8iA
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiY6OeHNOm
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwWoAyzDiA
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVUBqcpwsf
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVliYlPG9m
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsJ8T7TSlB
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakM3ucOfiE
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u4jQ2RYVw
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0d7UAsBxY
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSvztu9rkE
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsY7R7eIbC
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIINBJH06z8
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g0G51o0jl
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RGYeYgpe4
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUynqCHcv5
之後……就冇之後了。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAUjrMRT1O
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8Ui5F7y3u
「節哀順變。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOMHiWkE4H
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeoGvP2rhM
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P5mgcALoz
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWUwAELVIO
「嗯。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsIsMbLPzF
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKRwVLFEUe
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0t47jKraNk
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t8YPLJPFN
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F2n9sTysn
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8wJmLYbDr
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbGHHSIRxw
嘉欣已說不下去。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1NxDxXaYj
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJhBL5p6MA
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pN2AOKa11
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg1LY5hNma
「我想佢番嚟……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifG1dkrVjO
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFXRVfLjXc
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDTJfCf0Fd
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh0TSPbmhB
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZJvE2qDcU
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80gbfg0zsJ
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm30KWfpbvF
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnuPW2wNj9
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHP4fJQzF6
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEaLZyfBtL
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQUuDgSC5U
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DoEVFoQkD
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O0jd3vprB
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxiBZbbSIw
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAphLNGDl37
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sBmpNW3jQ
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYkdRsGm1O
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi2iyMPLp7
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzLhfBogwa
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKSUvcUIxM
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpcmPRUdfk
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIkq0Tumza
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2V3IkitKa
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThZYSnVfFT
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUqj5Gqek9
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GTxvgGRL8
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUvRtj7Fdc
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEdnFmJsqn
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4XpAurZD1
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdE64ZozzW
她悲傷。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0LLfQ5Hds
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1YqahQGa2
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95l21105FA
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6lJFSik0d
「冇你點開心？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0wRoHgZnZ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne2Nj2dGtr
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKM9i0tmoV
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl30zge2iV7
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjYzR2Q3uQ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkECLlNUU8
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskQ8tMmhiU
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnMRCef3NE
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WEJxy8qqk
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Sqid51ZAE
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fXxqZ0LL0
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVSAkA9AM5
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDBOxrmYSv
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgfM5Vr3Ba
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq12xOnhrz
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PLCSj3JBn
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLPOFYELgV
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmqwyWIvlx
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpneTXIaEUd
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWfWJjMmOF
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg3JLYivP3
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xvBiduZFQ
她不假思索：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBkfudVfg2
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HWcUkZoS7
「當然係寧願你出軌。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ234QwoGESr
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVk2F2CUst
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25CKZXLmUm
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3439Bdu4u
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yaqnqmtYA
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugqV9GI3Cr
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5XRJDnaTo
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ364EAigzxM
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5COjy76szr
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