現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9BUIosDCv
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閉眼想，佔有慾強的他也寧願思思鍾愛另一個人，也不願看她喪命，在時間中凋萎。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8WncKLvgx
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「佢都唔會想見到你咁樣嘅。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVxrIuPzuz
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阿朗不太懂得安慰女生，不知應該說什麼才能令她好一點：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsuwA0iMaZ
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「或者，宜家盡情喊啦。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5kjiv9jxW
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嘉欣的眉毛幾乎併攏，以手掩面，深深閉眼。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVI7RofpNK
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其實，她已經每日如常生活。每日，穿起裇衫西裙，在巴士上層第一排側頭看樓宇和商舖後退，有電腦螢幕陪她與鍵盤馳騁，看到彩光在眼中色散分離，回家，將隱形眼鏡隨便脫下，第二天就變成了寶石，打開冰箱，看到早已餣好的瘦肉，照顧兒子吃飯，替他蓋被，她擱下花灑塗上護髮素，將全家的污衣放進洗衣機。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGAAn9ypMk
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在無光客廳坐下，看着電視不知名的畫面，耳聽洗衣機轉動的聲音。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7umPgFMyKZ
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一下、一下。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu53YcMbMI
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她又流淚，為這如常——這大概，是Hin想見到的吧，那麼，她就讓他見到。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudiwxYOtQE
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只是她知道，有些東西永遠沒有完、沒有圓，終於她獨自攤睡在雙人床，輕輕地和空的一側說：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL2K2KbioR
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「早唞啦，老公。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzwnfm6ps6
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世事古難全，但願人長久。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBXQJBDQv9
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千里共嬋娟。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yan6gK5Gx
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峰仔拍了拍她的肩，然後帶她離去，與阿朗一起下班。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIAINixNcx
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送走她後，他們沉默地走在路上。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLP6bF5484
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阿朗加快步速，回家。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuczBDYX6qK
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQVYjaprhA
這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWn9x8ICTq
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他深呼吸，女性的聲音交替地在腦海出現，最後，想到萬一有天他死去，會怎樣。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPr7d3jgjD
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慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8Mh6YXb8N
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無論是現在死去，還是多過幾年後，或者即使是幾十年後。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fZsSSXDpd
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他還活着。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLuKN3Lx7S
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思思一定會傷心，對吧？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdCd3FSJCB
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抑或，無論如何，他一想到自己要離開人世，就完全放心不下她，她會怎樣？也會跟嘉欣一樣奮力地支撐乏力的身體嗎？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwdbY1Vbli
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那是多麼憔悴的面容啊。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL826DA4Yeq
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可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Is8pzXWbO
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看，多奇怪。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqiIbVJyoZ
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrFFl6PJ4o
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那麼多心理活動，然後獨得自己知道，有何用？配上四十五度向上仰望天空，更值得感慨，是否？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3dutE3Ic2
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演什麼悲情戲？已過偶像劇主角的年紀。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOK2BPLGT9
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阿朗還有視力，應該要坐在褐色沙發上接過思思遞過來的遙控以轉台；他還有聽力，應該要走在清風徐來的海濱聽她鬼馬地叫他注意前方的小情侶；他還有嗅覺，應該要偷偷笑她單手叉腰炒出來的菜是香得將他從房間趕出；他還有温度，應該要深切又纏綿地從癡迷的姿勢實現熱織的約誓。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlVETGZgQ8
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他們還有感知愛的能力，應該要表達和接收對方真正所想。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxomDJSKCB
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是嗎？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzyzyjI9QN
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有能力不用，保留作甚？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt1gBawNmu
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難道只要在喪禮上身穿素衣、跪下自責痛哭，讓人將如此姿態收盡眼底再為你心酸，才足夠圓滿？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wj1IQp5D8
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圓滿，是在有生一天盡情擁有所擁有的，不再花不知何時終結的時間去做違心事，譬如朝露，去日苦多——801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrLKwRBke7
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「不要等到天上俯瞰」嘛，心知所言所行必留遺憾，就不要再繼續吧，時間的觀念總不斷變遷，平板支撐的一分鐘令人經歷季節之久，但臨死前的最後一小時卻是短促的，仿佛要滔淫不絕才能將所有事說清；可是，還是有很多東西是用口說不清的。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7NCXGBxO8
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阿朗回家，見到思思母親，喚了一喚她：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9SPIn5Vrk
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「岳母。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp7ywaioQD
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「阿朗，放工啦？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRBzM8DnXO
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她扭頭看他，然後繼續炒菜。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLUqhmTWUa
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「係。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RVxFmXICr
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQEwnxDgyR
「阿女叫我睇多陣棉花糖先，佢今日要遲啲收工。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1JHvEVijd
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「哦哦，係？辛苦哂。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mcRptYDq9
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8b8H0my1F
「你哋最近點啊？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TqomCXBnT
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「OK啊，咪又係咁，你呢？最近凍番啲，小心身體。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5RUFRYq4D
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzmFEKNpXH
寒喧幾句，棉花糖也出來叫他進房，去看看她做功課：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycPRpbhOQA
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「差幾多本啊？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwJajlexrr
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「一張worksheet，兩本補充，一份默書改正，爸爸你喺度簽個名吖！」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL2egKkMJ1
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她打開首頁，指住第七欄的空格。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrOJtDzGjJ
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「九十八分，叻喎。」他摸了摸她的頭。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ672cLXI4TC
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「但好多人都一百分，我攞唔到貼紙。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wnmB2jknY
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2bb3SMmxW
只有滿分才能拿到貼在簿封的卡通貼紙，相比起高分，她更喜歡貼紙。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTAt3kMoMO
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「唔緊要啦，下次再小心啲。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebMXcetxIc
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他打開看，只錯了一些不小心的地方。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZ8iMik449
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「嗯！我差一張就可以換原芯筆啦。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU8RjM06tQ
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棉花糖真的可愛——801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfbK519Uk2
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阿朗感歎，無論他和思思發生了什麼，或者不能發生什麼，棉花糖仍然快樂地成長，專心學習，培養自身興趣，比他昔日自律多了；沒有被他們這些麻煩的大人污染。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgBQXdverG
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能有這樣的孩子，應不應該暗自歸功於二人是好父母呢？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlliCbrMnA
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棉花糖冷不防地問：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo57ijYL3NG
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「你同媽咪做咩咁少一齊嘅？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcm05wrapS
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阿朗嚇了一嚇，這是事實，但應該不是很明顯吧，忽然心虛。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNBsO1P49Q
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「好少一齊咩？唔會啊。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGvBWmOLcI
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「會啊！明明你哋之前都差唔多時間番到屋企，又會拖拖攬攬，仲叫我唔好同男仔咁樣添！801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeqhOsRWP3
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一齊食飯，你哋都淨係同我講嘢，都唔理對方嘅……會嘅，有時夾吓餸俾大家囉，但我同我啲同學都會咁做㗎啦，仲多嘢講過你哋添。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJQRkM3rji
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小孩子心思極度澄明，大人總覺得自己很聰明，卻不知道小朋友心思單純，可感的比大人更直觀。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBDz1bHqIl
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「我哋夜晚瞓覺前先多啲嘢講嘛，平時想同你傾偈多啲。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF9RjArH4z
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他試圖解釋。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCXVrXeqCs
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「係咩？但我想我哋三個一齊傾偈多啲喎。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICRz9JRzPi
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「好啦好啦，下次啦。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU1PaVqI9U
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「你哋係咪有嘢瞞住我？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8p3gqxieT
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她又怔怔地看着他，神色和語氣像極了思思，說話時也轉着大眼珠，酒窩隨臉部肌肉擺動而出現；他稍稍冷靜，果真是母女。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOJLMbB8Ck
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「點敢啊小公主？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iypAuIRUU
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「哼，呢啲係我女人嘅直覺嚟！」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRnMdRNoFp
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oX8fq66bP
「人細鬼大呀你，咁早就女人直覺？邊個教你㗎？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6UvtNIBwH
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09z64Ce2q6
「媽咪囉，佢話當你第一吓覺得有啲嘢係真，通常都係真嘅——女人嘅直覺就係咁。」棉花糖又沉思：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP2dIBG4VI
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLViXAaT8go
「但係上次你唔舒服嘔，媽咪好緊張你㗎喎，喺廁所出面走面走嚟走去、斟暖水俾你。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35TQU3JBtC
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFAZyanoEs
甚麼時候？最後，是思思着棉花糖遞杯給他。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39cKauWubI
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJolDnjOxz
「係啊，所以我哋超級好，都冇嘢瞞你。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvz5kAjWTk
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrwxszsgBT
阿朗順着她的話給自己一個台階，將她的中文補充打開到新的一頁。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcERCwjy9D
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYQOWLleNk
「好啦，信你㗎啦。我繼續做功課啦先。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZNb3qC1A7
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她不再與他多講。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkVMIJHN4X
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53hc5JBw3y
很明顯嗎？這真的是一個大問題嗎？連棉花糖也認為二人不妥？
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