思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvgS6LHRId
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棉花糖落座：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06IzmK3nGW
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4KMGCuAg6
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbvojdfbBS
「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84tlxTxegX
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SZeMQNHFD
阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx6YwOgIS2
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同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8mrjNkWOE
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6xDng0WnP
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtHGoNk2nm
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRv8Zdm76h
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS6ABNMoeM
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「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10h4Psi2TN
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHiYMN4dRV
棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrRLby8Wrs
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OwYgBQYkk
「吸住印先啦！」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4cHB92Or7
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnYHZZZNv4
「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUldkxPMgH
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzDJwMrGak
阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YRF9j0Cqj
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfslSxFH09e
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAvCGjQRsa
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又在他的臉上親吻了一下。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05O2gcklOC
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「真係抵錫。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI06KnXAzq
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ql6I8BPUb
「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53EJ6Wo4HV
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Es1Ng4S65
思思故親了阿朗。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwelEBsMyqb
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxGSONBOGf
「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nCa642gnz
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2QAFn9M65
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKEX2xKnXC
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XXGuGmsQZ
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0OVs3jrXq
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirfHuZl3IM
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZqmfQGIcm
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUKkbW8uet
「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8N0rJwgTle
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9DlKMgSLo
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyctJbMkGV
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「係。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5l9zVmBbX
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC8iV51kjv
「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDHoxUtM9q
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZeZi8EC7A
思思母親說：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMdu4IksLX
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「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpi7TqhA4g
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8tj6NPH2L
「好！」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvW1hDWB0Sw
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阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CPItPydo3
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5m2SOoQtz
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnML98k6S9R
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他們吃完。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqIzbGYTAX
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt0RorUMwg
「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBuPYTIM2L
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「哦，好啊。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx3Yo859zd
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思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI6xDz9xyU
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kdkoi7lXt
「你哋做咩事？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz9fgCJeKN
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAIksUReRx
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI7LTJTmmW
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejlXGuQ3HC
「咩咩事？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlOslPmhPI
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLuKAXUwHE
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C1mptebbq
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuNNcOFzEo
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRE6RbSRBm
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoWIJnvkKY
思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR9XZhABgm
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoBGMQstRT
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgQdGCswVw
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh5YB0KSdV
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvFQ6lbhEj
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1XnwEuN8v
「冇啊……」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzSkGkdG7k
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ldXk646g3
思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNVrlUitr9
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxML4uMAgk
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlxYU8Lw6E
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vsQjPREZb
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoz0FI6HSS
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PbMM7DP42
「咁你做咩喊？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oQnE7iljZ
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLtjc01WUt
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdgZDg1AHt
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCxqIzwPsH
可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvyvdR8oEB
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl2UYhOT96
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrO7TT9JuP
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbEuZn9O4d
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4uRAt2tpw
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiaih2kxh8
但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0ESGYBeYq
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lTyjiK92a
她脆弱。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCUdy1D86o
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfZEZhNy0o
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvHvkd4sZb
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaR1aQCbgf
「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh06gvgKfYR
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrqwZCyRDw
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvqwlBwThK
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjpssVGbwF
「坦白啲。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27uipLyqyz
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhi7OKWiT8
「嗯……」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGA1JNecna
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思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotOtrNcdOg
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRSehepy5D
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFfWa2qcmx
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70LckbphsH
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4hLkc7ATX
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYkAn8IGzN
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC8a8xtEaa
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9Z5QUGUZV
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4U1LYavpH
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi74iQAnZj0
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCtzJN6ptx
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnlb8nfcrB
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0edd7o7iIB
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmQkJao3wH
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcU5e7GA3Z
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHETSJHmo6
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0gCj7dgHV
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7dcNGzIDJ
但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeYhuLgDi3
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「嗯。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6WeTYqSPR
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulO4lNiEk7
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqrEBHHHM0
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNid0djPLMc
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「嗯，我明㗎啦。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbT2oq6YWx
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JSAFDPLqP
思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU4Q1yEGQw
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjHdFW2QUC
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG47gwWvs9O
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBltpPWyLb
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCglXrE2eoi
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCZ7yPF0Ye
但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1su9AvycS1
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6U0OGAaW1
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39ZRtkadCq
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而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqJRcOXT6k
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RwwRBHxnP
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEerBAue9ct
感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIm60XAVP2
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不是說過——816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE7Ohcgg88
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK5etknD6G
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家是家。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQrm0D4MCE
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuEmghEM4w
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