看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKlmw9983j
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yvUxxCb0B
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOq5SQwVwr
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rLtaTYpPb
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4024QtdbMo
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ877U3npdsg
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb9iqEZNP7
「明。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x8DB5JeCo
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBUS7PKQ9c
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidu1vCzZzA
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGSPlXdLNo
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31J17ZOUql
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpY4hlMKLp
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEw1h4cGtt
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZnxT6bnWJ
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1qG8RaO9R
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlaqMFvj0M
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehWl9RZQ7t
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vjOLoBB15
「俾我睇吓？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWGVfnvvne
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydWExOIRWv
「好。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fHwZjOy4n
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF14QVKm5P
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVXt30T7XG
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYMFMIUDuP
「哦，係Fiona喎。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT5w8khduP
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIfHtlqDak
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONIuFCCRas
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFaPHRtKew
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LxGJUvlhV
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELC39Xph9W
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DQjuunvm9
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7MX3TFVZW
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HDynrEYjI
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33c90wvZMB
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fB4U8SJes
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bJsX1zCJn
「仲敢？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTTt0J0bHv
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCeZW7G1Lq
「唔敢。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ390nnMREf5
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ8Yj5CMKI
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R23Qfpwwr
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qdmb3fyAy
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvzEg27NQq
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRuCuijmd3
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRVOzFRUYL
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bez60R3F2
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzc7S0Wqv5
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY739yZ1qF
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU7VPsLrPM
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHovlvAPLT
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgFRAnuv56
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWqiepX6md
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlh7O9N89j
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzJFIP315C
「我開俾你睇。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvyVxB7lYp
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsHAV9EhkP
「唔洗啦。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vNIULmGVP
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVojWAealIk
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcsN4E8jhn
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEtw7sVlj8
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAMYZ23fLJ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3e72wiOuk
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wQu0WdhRL
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lJpLBRJW1
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zlepqwKf5
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoEJR65Hd4
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhanDa6tkUh
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGignnKLHG
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlKddH7n9v
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbtED5eKLo
「Sorry。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyAMvrYsVY
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FAr8o7X7O
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQK1mGYCKg
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIi3aLH67g
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EdkciUOhc
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjj7F9sgK7
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIFWdT2zP7
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjba0tjGEo6
「Sorry……」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwodAGJLgx
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XACLmGjn4
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlAw2Nzk3m
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvUo2CY8sS
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5YF6v3r4v
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMCehvzSP5
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk1cdHgX6r
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeaRx5ePHU
「嗯。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxPvM7Fi5B
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToKDV5sljy
既然說起，阿朗問：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSuQHhNSHg
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9ELhtsKjG
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBux0tH45iQ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuawIQPhjWb
她沒好氣地答：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITcrnSb7zk
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYWuHv96K2
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1DZXf8hjL
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Li4gOv5Tt
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl60bGcHrN1
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu10I5lFC2
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZZwwZ5KC4
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbtHpEt8Ro
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cGIdqZkLz
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xlQMDRQ7F
「威啦威啦。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv59kACRNsY
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5wQPN7y9e
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSiEVyG3LK
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbheg0AcaTd
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MIVFOm4b0
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMoCXs4Dmp
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c8doXggq2
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmdJqs8nLC
「喺街上撞到？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVopHK0i4eK
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiyPJLifto
「佢喺校門等我。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbxHFW6XwL
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMUqSu5ou4
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRK05hQVRxo
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36Z2IoeP9o
他語帶諷刺：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyehJMEtg8
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU8tIu5bFk
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggdtaJrsoj
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR7uqWUQOO
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAz1eHZr5I
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIHAah6MSc
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7qt0XRaBQ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN4uBzVZRU
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZV3IfTJkP
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijQPaHZwSs
「有咩問題？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9Cpy7N6CH
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7YPmup7ND
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMWJOP3GRj
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNZCDy3uaw
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT6iLDNfXL
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvINn7DIWvA
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0ng5i9r9J
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmxmcAEzQz
是。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbtM7NyF4E
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaQaXuE4wP
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUBaGpH8Xr
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgytx9hHzz8
是。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXze0Y2z7gj
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ddg9TH7aO
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsycrovWUo
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0yxph1qcH
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHOuCpW0Hk
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K8iRkByKL
原先想表達的是什麼？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIesoovbBr
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ966QtYOesQ
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtspzAMNimI
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhMAJvNibK
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOQ5hcJu6B
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LB5EjPHVw
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrdAfOMU6h
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx7HbOmDsY
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBtSU1qHdm
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkrfi2Dmbz
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD9vZX0zn7
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nJpSTdyFM
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hVh1HKGPk
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