看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24GLe37S2W
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qvEgno4Dn
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIcEjr9BZL
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAuG4UT51c
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir3xVmAoFf
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDfbmCNWpV
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmULqLaTFMz
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「明。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lMX9Sl7Ji
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxHHBhvG5I
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U96C9I4YO
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S5cDE27dB
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNsFPlQSz0
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi0SKgBBjQ
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsE1FMYVSk
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlMlDMhJfK
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsvFAyUqaf
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9VnnIAK3Z
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0tSySadMj
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOS5QWSqo2
「俾我睇吓？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z5F2PAlXi
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtwvyZIu7I
「好。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11IbaXn52Q
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiIXPnJt77
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXl9zP2rQAB
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKlUQ4aI3S
「哦，係Fiona喎。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zGVRzcHyN
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmMs7VBb21
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGPBLtHPHW
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIDk3ri2iL
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCIu6ysvoS
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N5uW7fMKq
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxyTSnZ1vO
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ka467kS9L
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVHotY3kfx
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO5xjJwmvJ
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZIbJW3sK2
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JdOcOhSgQ
「仲敢？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjp1FI7umbd
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbDeQaEUIu
「唔敢。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKBCWJMY3T
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT78Gc6rRzo
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPrpDdc9D5
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg661g6FMcN
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8uA10HnxK
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUQo5yx1QY
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt5FT6U04k
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKZRPesjDj
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzs5vOwNPw
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgqIeAmK1A
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY6YZZwq51
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLiHBQlZbp
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLRI9jyc1e
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7tWlpUpiv
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWpU6OWhvx
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtuJJhN3gC
「我開俾你睇。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd7O1A5L6z
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw82bCszaJ
「唔洗啦。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8ZuHCnhGJ
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k075sWzGD
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44TTvv2cq7
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM3SoHZIeA
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PECWBornI
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmFqfopDLe
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuvHDlP7al
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0XFGZYh4x
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DP9lBYnC2
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR11NVcXsV6
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOI5zZV17Nx
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUGFRHoBbg
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpVYrMPlNO
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhRR6xDgTM
「Sorry。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJDxXCABN5
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOJT3mklcJ
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNPYBO6r9Z
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq99xnxJJi
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI7f6CLypR
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7irBobBFt
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G91sYkMNC
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcNRlFkVNH
「Sorry……」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUdBTd6Giw
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uYwku0Ge8
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jBxTAyWzL
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09RmLuD3QA
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAgjz3tqSi
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuDlsYO4jb
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaR5bdOKQW
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s5vpzdzAY
「嗯。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9Zg29ogih
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbXSJhYXkk
既然說起，阿朗問：889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb9OMLRxL9
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi0hpnjANt
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO1C3yMdrc
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zqdkvGYPb
她沒好氣地答：889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgl8yCNT2k
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NVgqtbQxx
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGU5j5jk2U
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlZwIz58Ej
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEvUNxl0jQ
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkoHd0yTsC
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsOC9uOtVU
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOxl7nmK9T
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FY4iD3yUX
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASRKvE8v6P
「威啦威啦。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMG3pSJaPq
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitmcA9Ot4z
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwheJh5Q7ca
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBVqSj3y0Z
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOMepGhGm6
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnkc6dmiSt
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PbMMRPmda
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa76VFeUGtd
「喺街上撞到？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHr9shtTyF
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpuplXERcb
「佢喺校門等我。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk7SmeFZpY
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOBxEYnDEE
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg02R3LjSCc
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43QKe67nN1
他語帶諷刺：889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRtn6paAqe
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5JwqeCieK
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZbBhxSanG
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TIeCr5fcR
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ9kI5To4e
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qzn0lKbn1
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv9bP5lMsg
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkhYWnF3wS
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhCSDxNFeM
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4g81YBK1p
「有咩問題？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF15MrnPAuU
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgudItgpuLr
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquve5kT1Oy
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEvQmv3eY5
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hXiMVjHjm
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT39FCohJz
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso8GuNvtk7
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMgGCjWfeT
是。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsDwW75vrW
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WdPdlwMtX
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLowKCXjfX
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNeqYeuytW
是。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAarCO4YF1K
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSfNRrbexd
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8PD7PaqAh
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEOTBDVrEl
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsqOVWAg2Z
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYHOSdVHKB
原先想表達的是什麼？889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBq45sXl5c
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF39Sx2uJKI
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnigeWEqIv
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7fofZMrXr
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEPrXegcE3
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2XFNWUBAk
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYqgVjl5JU
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLvlKHYCpQ
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23knYLXZdo
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71YOP1Jlyt
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTn003oGsQ
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgg1DOfYKg
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIG9A4U5pS
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