「好。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8pi24SERr
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oPgIz3TQb
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZSPvlVd1E
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3JojfKUZO
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh1JJaH5An
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf7Z1KUBLw
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexvsSY7TIi
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdor3CcFt36
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjXJgY5Xh5
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPmOvdsWiD
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIAZPjMpwO
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32yiFFOvIQ
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Is2awgZ9f
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9WkDME4mN
思思明白：「好。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUcRQk4iRJ
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEqOhgQzlo
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUAB5RT7li
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbafLzlxsCY
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaN3RzYUWq
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUZaTB2CvO
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYILJQKNwlg
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOLaJUVsXr
阿朗首先開口：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJHGAbdMUh
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjETSfvALJm
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCj6ZRYTfz
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkvwysD4cN
「嗯？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2l7p45MSJ
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVRwJtFcM9
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdtPUWgSB6
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PKBlTlX4N
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnveQZWceiw
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ug5pn7pCD
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTAfmIqMlk
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR2K1nfPc2
「嗯。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUr4lGjdcK
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mtNgji8WM
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqabtFnIQbw
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0m5vicEpu
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxfL2GMSvG
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj4pRqavru
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQAMCyS52l
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvZ05BgvN4
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3ha3ng9Zq
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6H0Ra9Gpu
「但係，我哋當然熟。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIc5F6sGEC
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiv8tiEW0h6
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFjbEgNU9S
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlsZAUlXtx
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcSOEYLdrJ
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtSlbmwSOW
「都係。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjSzgjLPWn
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb1Iuiv98W
她深呼吸：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11Ujx8wKgb
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LGnUhN8PR
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR4UkFlsg9
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrusHGHYVBI
「嗯？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YxB1bGVwd
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUmn2sYEWQ
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTD6a8Fr1u
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9nWpk9xAp
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE7kbvugAa
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMiIHsQnUn
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVJXcpL8vo
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaM3vak4qh
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLyMSXlrtS
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ0ZRGiQI7
變咗，好似好悶咁？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKhGK8KepL
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfcnrYOPFp
他們達成共識。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyd5YvO7y4
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvJ8ZgoAqB
她表達意願：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z9xnVJCan
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXxbvzzKkx
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7OhUfq3jO
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrScaTCjKEp
「我都唔想。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRINFAQv1z
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjchmCBd8U
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3JYlCTazL
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EsPV6p3MO
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChDyF7WCj7
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73Mq0CK175
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorRS3RoV5A
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn578OUOxqo
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBPU0kjXma
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMKNMPjkj4
「係。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM4Hkh0ltL
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3lgBl8fTr
「明。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Beb2TuOXe
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPB3FX8AjH
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1T6AMHaGd
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJMB94VpsQ
「我都係咁覺得。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9OXNwpH67
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zsnpTYN2F
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH1EVbNqFd
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWUcZvf0Jq
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBvzVxo5Cc
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGJbtO8gK4
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF01BuJkHwx
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppLsnysG6Z
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nxQI3uq3X
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFOVjYqxMo
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mebS85MEd
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVJutBKams
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZuRrPSu5P
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoz9kTigDY
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTl1Dj6oJm
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbcoBnoLTp
她點頭：「嗯。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MJns7xOIk
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx7UoC3Fja
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2ajEuZ5ub
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fkjDsh3YO
「係，我記得。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV65hveGymF
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRoJLYemJa
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYWqWJPohc
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUCjbqL7th
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdj99du7hd
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XZV7LRaud
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4BkThDqze
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T4pDxXJc6
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz5t4n1Wxa
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgxlXHoaVx
「係，少骨痹。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPbjCeas8k
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsKGVvcLhz
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9D45bKeDo
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnI103Z2Mi
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeujX6cyGs
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltkizcj7Ur
「噢，對唔住。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgrgaMdVAF
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPgbLkxHMU
他摸摸她的頭。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSW2XtUYbH
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOYfbNZpef
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eFTLt83cR
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebjYx42rR3
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgh8XimGEd
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SoVMOyoK6
她的決心竟然在融化。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46oka6Mu9t
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoWFNMebRD
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPojuDoG9Ld
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNqzM9UOks
「你都對我好好啊。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ748fBCd0
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3pzpQdCun
「係唔錯㗎。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8a9oJriffz
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuOzRYs9U1
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6VntCCIwk
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUxuTOV6vh
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOIXPdksa8
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0E1lYP9Fr
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nhvJFaT3m
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUllgViMHg3
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPriwZDAWay
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxOM8ak1vx
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMpUjT6drW
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdXPBQrUNS
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJGbIcCM1z
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaWavZE3cl
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49V7msVmyM
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFrR5pNpDE
「嗯，明白你意思。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c7Wfy4pqJ
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4IM1au7dx
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9gN4Eg2dV
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepG4xXclmu
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mwgmK5b56
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mib6gTgjB
「我都係。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrh130xhZU
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ13CjOjJBG
「咁……就好啦。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSC990CGF0
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcUDqIJjUG
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26rOTxZg5L
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說完了，之後呢？829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldvnDb5Rib
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzdgWQDHKx
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sTHmDyoBe
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgTC43yq2Q
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF171TK4Ft
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