我和日朗在一起。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5bEpJGB1j
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ486G0fnPZs
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0vXVZEGGp
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjul4UXpGs
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQuXr38yRe
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡForXtcSKhB
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnh3GOPdak
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIl2TubFm1
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwV2xWWCul
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWxnc7yREr
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcxGZoWtTL
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfDsdsSNKD
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4LnZdZNNQ
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1rquVsoUW
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLTh9eILGJ
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3b3j9JZx0
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8onA5lgB4Y
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1Wt7ajXnE
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH6ylLZwlT
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6b5eFn2zj
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wcKKBUOv8
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ656owToESA
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJd7ZhGpQI
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUyG1quldV
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL48aLzAite
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwUfbzpvoY
可是，我受不了。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoxtxPXjAR
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX15SK9hbk7
慢慢，他要求我：836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7EjBrjLqg
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81Kb66d9ZN
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3Nh1GWKy9
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVhzyTfZEG
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehuwaPgRRL
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MufZaPAYJ
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCVPio3QQG
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T3GY7KKvY
我開始失落。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm07x8IAU7
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB95jul4C3o
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KOFx23b2V
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkM8kaiDgl
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1InMX8BTr
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5uAJCaSHw
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6MUZzCCfZ
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp7hKWchBU
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZUZOEHh2i
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A2eHkkc4w
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUbRuQBZL2
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGix1ZU3Km
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKpyCXEOu9
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsrwQwEIpK
我不懂愛人？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccpKaAzUG8
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhftqKuW6uM
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYpkEyqGeI
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftcVMX5Rkv
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOWydWcKpQ
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCSw0nEWg2
係咪因為——836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc7uuOj1oS
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuElvnJQzl
你唔夠愛我呢？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ98lWyX1SE
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbyNKtOCy8
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPNfNUo400
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty4aRen0SF
對，就是這樣。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vj8hKz4dw
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TVl7U5ZYP
我的心再一次與他疏離。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAlxx2ryfT
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMysLW61otm
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKnwh8Rsai
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3i9mjjjZX
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj3mBzqhh9
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjAgTxmaUo
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEivNN1l4EL
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq8937KEYY
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEU3R4mxLv
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlePX5CTUF
所以我出軌——836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDuEdtixFD
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SWP20qinh
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E3q2piBOk
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H4K9ErEFF
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUwP0J2u3D
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3pPTNyPsa
直到，日朗發現我出軌。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6ZgvMBCrT
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8gNzJ0ZNE
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss6KtWsbn5
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW7HwjBmRq
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA654foRJy
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITHvzdr0Gh
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3eXo7iOE3
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJINxVcMKpO
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWwJLa8iHd
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6eQ3OAPgb
結果，他不斷付出。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq3u4TxeRK
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf39MjF9HUz
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyovfEGHKh5
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltr3dHPvSU
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBcjYfTQXW
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNj7n5IKpX
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMhvSPPV3U
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0jsT4F2eC
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqUfublSwE
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq3UuHrbSa
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7zELqsiTr
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgZLfwAQYj
唉，真令人無奈。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38cl3wJNO0
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaxFQE4FJQ
我有別人給我的愛了。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNckAemgv3R
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkIblIGAey
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxik4oz5xcX
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXxmOeUY6y
唯有再見。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxE5mqb45c
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBkxCXPMao
再見。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pelKGcrKU
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnd1FczRQo5
只是，後來，我又念記他。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMgZTTFe39
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