第三十四章:越界405Please respect copyright.PENANAtzXNqRLiRV
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一個平常的上學天早上,我回到課室後就一直在等待著……我在等待甚麼?405Please respect copyright.PENANABAzvzvkyJ6
我正在等待一個讓我可以「反擊」的機會……405Please respect copyright.PENANA8oS96rDFvu
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我先一直看著課室的門口,並留意著回來的人。405Please respect copyright.PENANAz5xkBdnQ8b
直到Dan回來後,「反擊」第一步計劃,達成了!405Please respect copyright.PENANA21T6Hx9P16
然後就是等待另一個人回來……405Please respect copyright.PENANArllwH3PR9p
那個人就是依玲。405Please respect copyright.PENANA45cUlr9wTC
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「早晨啊!」405Please respect copyright.PENANAfTXGgjAJpo
果不其然,依玲很快就從門口進入了課室。405Please respect copyright.PENANAW35RH763V3
第二步計劃,達成!405Please respect copyright.PENANAFGZoOeclLt
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當依玲慢慢地走到自己的座位時,我再確認了一下課室已經回來了的人。405Please respect copyright.PENANAeQn3QcEsH5
確認Charlotte還沒有回來,第三步計劃,達成!405Please respect copyright.PENANAHzdYJ8MwgQ
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「早啊,阿侑!」依玲走到她座位時,向後方的我打了個招呼。405Please respect copyright.PENANA1YXEIOHghm
我現在與她的距離是最佳距離……是機會了!405Please respect copyright.PENANAhXKRlEDr1F
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「早啊……睇下你!瞓到啲頭髮飛起哂啦。」我與她打招呼時說道。405Please respect copyright.PENANAzkhgSplodH
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「吓!真喺飛起哂啊!弊啦……」405Please respect copyright.PENANAiTJPf4Mx9x
依玲聽到我的說話後,驚訝起來並打算整理一下自己的頭髮時……405Please respect copyright.PENANAzPf9PRiflB
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「我幫你啦……掃翻兩邊就唔覺架啦。」405Please respect copyright.PENANApVzbLBfH8L
我直接把雙手放到她的頭上,然後為她整理了一下有點凌亂的頭髮。405Please respect copyright.PENANA0SL7HJ85Hn
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這時候,她完全安靜地站著,而我就繼續整理著她的頭髮。405Please respect copyright.PENANANkLTVXM7kz
我想她安靜了,是因為被我這個突然的舉動嚇呆了。405Please respect copyright.PENANA24xgeZ8QQx
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而周遭的人都一同看著我在為依玲整理頭髮,並感到驚訝起來。405Please respect copyright.PENANAxvbSa0Z6SI
而Dan就更是看得目瞪口呆,並且之後的神情開始變得不盾岔起來……405Please respect copyright.PENANADX5eBZWT0J
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對,繼續不岔吧!我就是要你不岔!405Please respect copyright.PENANAdMzpTEnmbL
這就是我這一刻的目的……405Please respect copyright.PENANABdp9ztfz0x
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「整好啦!無再飛起哂。」405Please respect copyright.PENANAUmLjxn3ILu
我把放雙手放開,並看著依玲說。405Please respect copyright.PENANAdK5ztssXx1
而她都很快回過神來,並回應我:「唔……唔該哂你……」405Please respect copyright.PENANAN8J3DfSgSy
很明顯她都完全猜想不到我會突然有這一個舉動。405Please respect copyright.PENANAGrVbeTpOd6
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在其他人的眼中就看似我在與她只是有著一個曖昧的互動。405Please respect copyright.PENANAOgshoYTe5z
但在Dan眼中,我現在完完全全是在挑戰著他的底線。405Please respect copyright.PENANAAtr2rdi1JU
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始終人是很簡單的。405Please respect copyright.PENANA7LVN5Y05me
當你喜歡一個人,而其他人向你喜歡的人示好時,你都會感到不愉快及不滿。405Please respect copyright.PENANAdyfbnbWBrW
你甚至會嘗試開始去獨佔你喜歡的人,以防再有其他人從你手中「搶奪」。405Please respect copyright.PENANA3v60UMOwd8
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而Dan會處處與我針對,都是因為他喜歡著依玲,但我卻與依玲又有一個比較要好的關係。405Please respect copyright.PENANAH7p5i1ebsZ
所以他才會經常針對我的言行舉止,甚至出言批評及戲弄我。405Please respect copyright.PENANAtOYVmIgDBp
希望能夠從而在依玲的心目中降低我的地位。405Please respect copyright.PENANAZjRAJSwlek
但我只能說Dan你太過天真了呢。405Please respect copyright.PENANAzhlZpmtokK
你可是惹起了一個不應該惹起的人……405Please respect copyright.PENANArdDnSrQGMr
那個就是我。405Please respect copyright.PENANA16loMLTHAs
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「你唔喺琴晚叫我今朝教埋你啲數學問題嘅咩?」405Please respect copyright.PENANAKXiszOyIAa
我問道了依玲,並且稍為大聲了一點地問。405Please respect copyright.PENANAOVYe6vBAjg
目的當然是讓在前方的Dan也能聽見得我所說的話。405Please respect copyright.PENANA7R4QbzNpek
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果不其然,Dan聽到後我的說話後,就立即轉身看著後方的我們。405Please respect copyright.PENANAbxdgNlgsKa
但我當然沒有理會他,而是坐回座位上等著依玲把數學功課拿出來。405Please respect copyright.PENANADwvdAhpCbr
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「你今朝搞咩啦,成個人唔同哂咁嘅……」405Please respect copyright.PENANATs3klW5mPX
依玲一邊拿出她的功課,一邊問道我。405Please respect copyright.PENANAtBskVLGqqJ
因為我都是頭一次直接出手為她整理頭髮的。405Please respect copyright.PENANAXb3tZgJePI
我們以前所有的身體接觸都是無意中,或是其他原因……405Please respect copyright.PENANAjoBYxEW5aq
包括捉迷藏那次及班會活動踩單車的時候。405Please respect copyright.PENANAQPfZltRHVH
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「無啊,今朝起身唔知點解有啲high……你快啲拎份數出嚟啦。」405Please respect copyright.PENANAWakQoNMuXR
我不與她解釋那麼多,只是不斷催促她把數學功課拿出來。405Please respect copyright.PENANAggKZfyN59i
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接著依玲都終於把數學功課拿出來,並放到我的桌子。405Please respect copyright.PENANAnnERCJdeoI
然後面向我坐下來,一邊聽著我解答題目,一邊寫下方程式及答案。405Please respect copyright.PENANABSDemnwipp
而在這段期間,我都有不時在眼角看向斜前方的Dan。405Please respect copyright.PENANAtF8vsqLt7n
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斜前方的他仍然轉身看著我們二人,並擺出了一個很不岔的樣子。405Please respect copyright.PENANAFbBFHoVf1i
但這一刻他又未能做出甚麼行為。405Please respect copyright.PENANATrWOw1X90q
他又沒有理由突然把正在做著功課的我們叫停。405Please respect copyright.PENANA4bYp1O8iiw
使得他只能繼續看著我慢慢及細心地手把手教導依玲完成功課。405Please respect copyright.PENANAsc7geo2eZf
看來,第一波的「反擊」……成功了!405Please respect copyright.PENANAWHGNI0yBKf
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在第一波的「反擊」後,已經很快來到了小息。405Please respect copyright.PENANAeKoDBvRdu2
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「哇,Alvin你洗唔洗做到咁啊?」Devin問道我。405Please respect copyright.PENANAWLFu6Y7IZp
此時我與他正一同坐在球場邊等待著參與下一局打球。405Please respect copyright.PENANAAw0lmR9XPw
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「可能摸Elaine個頭又真喺over咗小小嘅……」我回答他。405Please respect copyright.PENANAUkOBJP6Xfn
始終女生都視頭髮為生命重要的一部分,因此不會輕易被其他人對她們的頭髮做出任何行為。405Please respect copyright.PENANAznfTdWAWqQ
但我今早就直接摸了伊玲的頭髮……405Please respect copyright.PENANAikR54UfVV9
現在反思一下又還是有點不好意思。405Please respect copyright.PENANAAtq7plfS4h
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「一嚟啦……二嚟就喺會唔會激嬲Dan,然後會對你做出啲不利嘅行為架?」Devin在為我擔心起來。405Please respect copyright.PENANArcWGs8Vsb8
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「我都唔知架……不過如果佢因為感情用事就咁樣做啲令人受傷嘅事,咁佢嘅人品都好打極有限啦……」405Please respect copyright.PENANA8gSUf2c3A3
我拿起身旁的水樽喝了一口後說。405Please respect copyright.PENANA8ak5qT2EoS
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「其實我覺得你做翻自己就得……既然你都唔喺鍾意Elaine,咁做咩要喺到扮到自己好似同Dan喺到搶緊Elaine咁呢?」405Please respect copyright.PENANA5syEXuMOWP
Devin一針見血,說出了我這個「反擊」行動的一個盲點……405Please respect copyright.PENANAxd4wwndoQ9
既然我不是喜歡依玲,為什麼又要那麼介意她與Dan的接觸及互動呢?405Please respect copyright.PENANAnWB3nNux58
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「我都唔知道,總之一見到Dan同Elaine有互動,我就會覺得好唔舒服咁……」405Please respect copyright.PENANANVj1gaw0ln
我只能直接回答他這些答案。。405Please respect copyright.PENANAD1BM7k0XkQ
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「所以話男女之邊有純友誼架啦。」Devin說。405Please respect copyright.PENANA60gBOGUG6L
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「點會無啊?我依家同Elaine喺啦,Harriet同Eve夠喺啦,甚至你同班其他女仔都喺架!」405Please respect copyright.PENANAE7LnzejEj3
我立即反駁了他的這一句言論。405Please respect copyright.PENANAbRRQRAwCGz
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「我都估到你會咁反駁我……我嘅意思喺純友誼確實存在嘅,但喺當中一方嘗試想再踏前多一步,咁呢段純友誼就會開始崩潰並且變成一面倒。」405Please respect copyright.PENANAGbOGeHpdiE
Devin連忙向我解釋起來。405Please respect copyright.PENANAlq7Z5mUeCs
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「但喺我哋依家都保持住喺好朋友的關係,應該無一方會再想踏前多一步啦?」我說道。405Please respect copyright.PENANAqr8dPd3X4o
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「你雖然覺得自己無,但可能已經不知不覺間做咗啲行為喺越界都唔定。」405Please respect copyright.PENANA5GKIBndbMd
Devin說完後,我立即回想了一下自己的記憶。405Please respect copyright.PENANAGq7f7HOVlQ
回想一下自己到底曾經有沒有真的做了一些越界的行為……405Please respect copyright.PENANABcADggn0cr
而我第一個想到的就是捉迷藏那天,我在海盜船為了躲避Clark的追捕,而直接摟著依玲躲藏起來。405Please respect copyright.PENANAr7H5H7vMd1
但再想一想,那天的事情是因為危急之下才做的,我本意都不是為了越界才會這樣會摟著她。405Please respect copyright.PENANAaDsqh1KMN4
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而我第二個想到的回憶是第二次班會活動,踩單車時依玲主動摟著我的腰。405Please respect copyright.PENANAPL2cbvrfZm
但那是因為她那時候感到不開心才到這樣做的,所以都不算越界了是吧?405Please respect copyright.PENANAMwZWgwR5x5
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「你唔答我,姐喺你都回憶緊啲事啦……總之洗濕咗個頭就要繼續洗!到我哋啦,出去打波啦!」405Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZssvqTn1j
Devin拍了一下我的肩膊後,就走進了籃球場。405Please respect copyright.PENANAuILRPN7zHC
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而我都慢慢地站起來並走到籃球場裡。405Please respect copyright.PENANAsfGIEaCLxT
此刻我都一直想著「越界」這兩個字。405Please respect copyright.PENANAG3XLKBoJ7w
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「保持距離是尊重。但越界,就是我喜歡你」405Please respect copyright.PENANAr4eUPvNAHU