等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvUAOX3hS7
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1EdQBJNQY
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96b3V6UsOd
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「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvptgnZRSV
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamMkTbbEe7
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP8gpRYZRR
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEFKpSSRQt
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfaga7obQW
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4rFSNUQzU
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nKal1uK1z
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYE9FrVfFX
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAFds2ly9A
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSK5ISUesP
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAIYoQvHM2
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTy6rJzf1TM
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEUGDX1mlr
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVVoanY6KD
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLLlvL3vRz
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK16eXAVED
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtXfxsfUKc
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj0W8NenL8
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsA1qjMxi2
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zaGbgDMYN
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHoFDLcc1K
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGWUpc95qL
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWYJrErJbZ
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3kGkObGv6
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwQaDG48eO
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlrPwVGgIc
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhOnMHTyiw
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiWuS99aUL
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoUOGFWFfi
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklhURWTdL9
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUpyUrjBJp
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPQaCVrvom
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb2QzBtbAc
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxDdEglw2u
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi90J4IXBA5
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IZnFGJ4rq
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRuz7rfzHD
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DkzvjPGo5
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVxvHcLZxM
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerb5sdGKAZ
「這是新編的。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbloRwjeZBw
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6pANK7o7m
他看了看手繩，又看看我。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEkJQtSUHt
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQEKkScGBv
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkifQYRd2b
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaDbOIxPiT
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkV77eVx0rY
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDlJAYgv5E
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74gh1yscre
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「妳看。」他得意。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZZcjgqZU1
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmMhXBiVji
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilu5hGHvwm
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVDD7eU9sK
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrkOsIS8HI
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2u4rhVjZL
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm2WDfZ1nT
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJM6mq4Tfj
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0LDeQLp0Y
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「現在拍。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAKoTNHOKU
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「啊？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsh8GvZk6c
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2pURl7LQM
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiqZ2bwYCj
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFmjyEOqOB
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU0WwrdDJu
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70ViWmhAkY
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdoCED4QQI
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK2GlAMbZv
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAad5ldelTu
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGmcF8sbxI
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr9o65nG5P
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFfyeOIgPY
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpe7SHmzyh
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoA2Kvnqo3
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeGBpz24uB
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmiMSzndg5
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveP9gXiBAG
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlAT4IZtO2
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGyuz4RdrG
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76fuD8CQXM
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j3fm4jDOO
「…有寫一些小故事。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5rPbfLzqt
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiGAeDUG2i
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda5u2F2afB
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiDKPlcXve
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「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAuaVINZB2
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxfJSJMZeJ
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI2fZaczvw
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqErbdvoQS
「妹。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiwD8vBTTT
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolA27PSnP2
「嗯？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5iOVN72T4
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqYziiKE72
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV3TafzjWw
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJQPXsDX2x
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXFfCem6lk
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO3TSVSqCk
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EPf61NY3a
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXDscFkGDs
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgJhWC8BiA
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DQGbhi5PK
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfARmtfYMy2
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DffHMdhY2
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2ukhAarCQ
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbltmg8UlWU
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0wXPX41zU
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9MFkDzCXF
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爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjipyWYg4K
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDQ37VywFf
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Tq4lQTdp7
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF75Kgr5d2y
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw8HbcFiSp
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOMOu0uxKe
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1Fh7OApxh
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTSzS3nz2E
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF2QkV5eUw
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但我是欣慰的。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd3IXDiCDW
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那一天來的又快又急。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8I7bEgrqY
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「妹…」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YICixMmUh
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3WydYxTzG
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS0OjLLUGt
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhcRSBb24T
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXnoJExSfy
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAJu739vbo
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2qwKDn4Fi
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVD4dmLWn8
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIXWRO8jfF
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPu1VUQLRW
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcBBGKhVFM
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvUawOysCc
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oIVhl3712
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4Qf3eFgHr
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57vzOCZUEo
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGucbFL0fEy
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEMRPvs1Lg
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYB0duqa3c
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PwMjQbpqS
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ExIJ0kxZu
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICAOI0TTcd
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcVRqWJl3D
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那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6XMhtBMYY
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「我真的，還不想死。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ1S3b3aL8
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV8TL2DRq4
我握著他的手出了點力。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDpM4noC3G
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「我很害怕。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSsCW0bxdZ
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「我很怕死…」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4vCkkyDMc
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs09kSb4vg
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr6xKYePjf
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8zFdDuQuJ
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxlSdfuDQ6
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgPOevQXDJ
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2C04UKHQP
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgaHDqzcHq
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCZSnFZPVR
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9Fb1dgL5h
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「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq0lOa3RQ7
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHHadTizAc
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapNSuOtiM1
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa1TRZzJKa
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o6yeTlzgi
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「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReSgj1HMKI
512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRKapYHRcI
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEXEcC4DH9
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「妹。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBsSFzVOPi
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「嗯？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtiYZBLwyR
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「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1KBMk7uvF
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5SNK3difH
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「回去再看。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhPi3otJr4
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「好。」我收起信。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkouwfixS4
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「妳回去吧。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXfxizeU9K
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「什麼？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6wUwRzDbP
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNInSwS5sqz
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「為什麼？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lzUUrtCUR
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtvQ1VMqDK
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「……」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxeHeGxWsj
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「回去吧。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcfb8K2pyo
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZEVrioQ5b
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO4jJqxraw
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我又抱了抱他才離開。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcKpBxtI9p
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSGdcs7eBk
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「英傑已經走了。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fDKmSaSUJ
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3KfbPYGJv
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N0Iu1PooG
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「Dear 妹：」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVeTMiqBzD
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「妳永遠是我的天使，512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdGvlb8YVC
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請不要忘記我。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgxyQpUvxu
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「哥 英傑」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kw5CBSzmR
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitygcY4Oeu
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1CKD2bc3a
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZQqQk9f6L
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ767Nh30HX0
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfBfjhy4va
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsX6w9AysC
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwha6Ss9LK
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsVienJCUo
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但我什麼也沒做。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9PBLunheZ
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWk8z2Zxbf
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEZUayBKzo
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVDE7bz4V4
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimpDFUkZeg
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqJheGxdUl
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去年，我沒有寫信。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWar42Rwxv
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgJY5J3i8o
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7RqVmuwTt
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmCd4vurUm
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這是，我哥哥的故事。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5msGJ0y33
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