那天後,我跟阿龍又開始常常一起出門吃吃喝喝、逛街看電影、去山上或海邊…就好像這半年我們未曾斷過聯繫一樣。301Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2LUNSWB3k
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這天,阿龍說要帶我去「秘密基地」,他開車載著我到離家不遠的一所大學,繞過學校後方的巷子,有條小徑通往山上。
那是一條無法會車的路,非常陡峭。301Please respect copyright.PENANABUEPfBMrDO
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車很快就開到了山頂,只見一塊空地,有個簡易的涼亭佇立於此。301Please respect copyright.PENANAqJp6htSwPm
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涼亭滿大的,我們到的時候,有兩個老奶奶在涼亭裡聊天。301Please respect copyright.PENANAFAkV1OEb0I
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「這邊有一些老人家會來爬山散步。」301Please respect copyright.PENANA7yGFBwTvRD
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「這就是秘密基地哦?哪裡秘密了?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAvivP4sdYuk
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「妳不懂,我們以前都會來這裡喝酒聊天,失戀了也來這,談戀愛了也來這!」301Please respect copyright.PENANAUhHN6WU99Z
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「啊?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAh1DBivZ00x
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「班上男生都知道的秘密基地啊!」301Please respect copyright.PENANAGI8zJZ1A8F
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「什麼!那我為什麼不知道?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAq0WLHSCOfj
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「誰叫妳是女生。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAqkkzhxKl69
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「我這個時候又是女生了?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAt60P8WUynv
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「不要計較這個啦,妳來這邊。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAhQbFTL4RBg
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他帶我繞過涼亭,後方是一小塊泥土地,再往外是山崖,山崖的後面,則是整個城市。301Please respect copyright.PENANATYBo2VP1n7
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「這裡可以看到妳家。」他指著我家的方向。301Please respect copyright.PENANA4bsioNnRv2
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「對耶!還看得到夜市,跟我們學校!」301Please respect copyright.PENANAF65SqehKn1
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「以前阿彥在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAYbAuc2LU98
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「啊?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAfuRQl3vDZe
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「他想耍帥踢罐子,結果連鞋子一起飛出去。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAcBzj5Wu0xg
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他笑起來,我也跟著笑。301Please respect copyright.PENANAQWO5rEgErZ
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他走到涼亭裡坐下,伸手拍了他旁邊的位置,示意我坐到他旁邊。301Please respect copyright.PENANAU6WB4Yo2xE
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「以前我們會在這裡玩真心話大冒險。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAGfadUzQvmf
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「男生也玩這套?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAinWWz7mxeF
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「妳不知道哦,大家都愛聽秘密跟八卦啊。」301Please respect copyright.PENANArYjtHB2v4a
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「所以才叫秘密基地囉。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9dQMGIrr9
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「對啊。」301Please respect copyright.PENANABJXzf0ADsO
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「都是些什麼秘密?」我賊賊的笑。301Please respect copyright.PENANAKDMQmzjeDK
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「高中男生的秘密…不就是誰有腳臭、誰亂勃起、誰喜歡哪個女生這種事情而已啊…」301Please respect copyright.PENANAT2XnejbXOK
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「我一點也不想知道誰有腳臭。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAwZ7q7Cu5py
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「哈哈哈,那勃起的要知道嗎?」301Please respect copyright.PENANA5AfE2MlcoS
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「不用,如果有不舉的再跟我說好了,說不定可以當成把柄哈。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAXmIMBwLM0D
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「阿彥當時跟我們說他要橫刀奪愛的女生,就是他前陣子分手的女朋友啊。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAxdOiUx6T3P
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「哇,你幹嘛開始出賣同學啊!」301Please respect copyright.PENANAzpMvXoMu31
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「反正都過去了嘛。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAOD39eb18W3
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我轉頭看他望著遠處的側臉。301Please respect copyright.PENANAIGc14fUEOi
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「那你呢?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAQm9zAW2T13
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「我怎樣?」301Please respect copyright.PENANA32S87vjIep
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「你當時喜歡的女生呢?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAnOETRudpFF
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他轉過來,看著我,不發一語。
有幾秒鐘,我還以為這是偶像劇的告白場景。301Please respect copyright.PENANAQT6yoVDjc9
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「我忘記了。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAj9EOxTOTMf
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「最好是。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAMxGoX1MI87
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他笑了,又把頭轉開。301Please respect copyright.PENANAOVMcxCfEaY
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「我覺得…我下一任女朋友應該會很累。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAGVLkX1TyDn
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「為什麼?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAVrToz2I9EZ
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「到現在還是每個禮拜都在復健,雖然看起來好好的,可是時不時就會痛,官司也還在打,對方一直擺爛,出庭要嘛請假,要嘛一出現就哭啊裝可憐啊,不知道要拖幾年…」301Please respect copyright.PENANAOWGUP9B0u0
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「那跟你下一任女友有什麼關係?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAykoHpaFIle
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「復健到我都煩了,難道還要女朋友陪著復健啊?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAORM2BeBtSm
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「這…應該還好吧?」301Please respect copyright.PENANATRx7Bkg0QG
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「唉不是啦,就有時候覺得自己是個廢人,跟誰在一起都只是拖累別人而已。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAh2cC07WLSZ
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「你幹嘛這樣說啊。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAQDE7LCLbGv
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「我爸媽啊,親戚啊朋友啊都說我死裡逃生,福大命大,每個人都要我加油、要我樂觀,可是復健這麼久了,還是一直沒有完全好,就會覺得對不起家人…」301Please respect copyright.PENANA1PCmDwMOXY
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「……………」301Please respect copyright.PENANAUflYhLYNjo
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他說這些話的時候,一直沒看我。301Please respect copyright.PENANAMGDm5N8v0i
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「乾脆追我的復健師好了?雖然不是很正,但人很溫柔哈…」301Please respect copyright.PENANA5qo4cuPEff
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「……嗯。」我一時語塞。301Please respect copyright.PENANAChc7WgK31C
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「開玩笑啦,我沒膽要電話。」301Please respect copyright.PENANA3Ejy8AwGaY
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你喜歡我嗎?301Please respect copyright.PENANAx2gd3jSCs4
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你是因為覺得自己不該拖累別人,所以不願意承認對我的感情嗎?301Please respect copyright.PENANAvkQ4GVfoci
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這些疑問句已衝到了喉頭,還是給硬生生吞回肚子了。301Please respect copyright.PENANA4kaniTnPIS
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如果他不說,那就是不說,不會因為我的問句而改變的。301Please respect copyright.PENANAxhu5MrAWVt
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不管他喜歡我或不喜歡,問了都是白問。301Please respect copyright.PENANA3vBtu9URj3
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「欸我們好久沒合照了,來拍一下。」301Please respect copyright.PENANA0UnnpBojPI
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我舉起手機,和他拍了張擠眉弄眼的自拍。301Please respect copyright.PENANAql30AZXBOL
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〝你們這些臭男生的秘密基地,十年後仍然被我給侵略了吧!〞
上傳facebook。301Please respect copyright.PENANAxDGlRdnTFy
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〝阿龍居然帶妳去!〞301Please respect copyright.PENANAorxVPmz9Av
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〝背叛者阿龍!〞301Please respect copyright.PENANABib94SZtRQ
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〝不!我們的基地啊…〞301Please respect copyright.PENANAqrWYRFNTiH
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各種浮誇的留言瞬間湧入。301Please respect copyright.PENANAo6bgN3bfY2
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〝聽說你在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。〞
我笑著輸入。301Please respect copyright.PENANAQAJpuadSao
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〝對,媽的,妳怎麼連這都知道…〞301Please respect copyright.PENANAiO4Ekm5bIO
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〝你們被阿龍賣了,我知道你們所有的秘密!〞301Please respect copyright.PENANAZz2nSizJ74
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〝靠,那我也要賣阿龍!〞301Please respect copyright.PENANAlMSGn3VYnl
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本來笑嘻嘻的,跟我一起看著對話的阿龍一把將手機搶過去,直接撥出阿彥的電話。301Please respect copyright.PENANA4ppAkrwF77
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「幹,不要鬧喔。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAbfDob40zPS
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電話那頭的阿彥不知道跟他說了什麼,他講了幾句後就掛掉電話。301Please respect copyright.PENANAzEdtypSAqY
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我看著他緊張的臉,瞬間明白了些什麼。301Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2qTkkdgI8
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「妳不要理他們哦。」301Please respect copyright.PENANA02eKhkLUKe
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「嗯,好啦…我知道你就是有腳臭的那個,我不會說出去啦。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAKr8vkxhBj8
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「…………靠腰。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAdZh9Y6YcgN
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他放鬆了下來,而我慶幸著自己剛剛什麼也沒問。301Please respect copyright.PENANAmK5UyAJSsr
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我們又陷入了沉默,肩靠著肩,一起看著這個,我們居住的城市。301Please respect copyright.PENANAh6api9ZZ8p
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不知道在哪裡看過這樣的話:「真正的朋友不是見面的時候要多有話聊,而是就算一句話都不說,也不會感到尷尬。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAVNHucWwjhV
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我們就那樣持續了好久,直到天空變成淡橘色。301Please respect copyright.PENANASjzqK6oNch
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我想起在阿龍家看夕陽的那一天。301Please respect copyright.PENANAt7DeDfJ2q8
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好多以前不曾注意的事情,都清晰了起來。301Please respect copyright.PENANA3QcmijjVpJ
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「我覺得妳像我的家人。」
阿龍忽然開口。301Please respect copyright.PENANAD9zra6lZEv
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「嗯。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAM5Dqzefnpm
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「感覺妳永遠都不會消失,隨時都可以信賴,也都會支持我。」301Please respect copyright.PENANA5iHqrPVdnu
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「嗯。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAiT9RIhp5pw
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「阿龍。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAFmHwzIEw50
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「嗯?」301Please respect copyright.PENANAqSFuyNsvoq
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「不管我們是怎樣的人,都應該要相信自己可以更好,我們才會更好。」301Please respect copyright.PENANA9z9BEAyPxN
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「嗯。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAR3p3OyFGLX
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回家之後,我掉了幾滴眼淚 。301Please respect copyright.PENANAMnZMFmPAov
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像是出去和戀人談完分手回來,一切終於劃上句點的感覺。301Please respect copyright.PENANAiqCiNlG1Jg
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但明明我們什麼也沒有發生,話題也沒有那麼深入。301Please respect copyright.PENANAqBtl3a894o
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只是你就是明白,結束了。301Please respect copyright.PENANAf4dj2r4E9p
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結束的是那些我們不敢觸碰、不願涉及的情感,關於男女之間的。301Please respect copyright.PENANAFcIFPzRXa9
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留下的則是兩人的牽絆,如同家人一樣的情感。301Please respect copyright.PENANAa3Y9KW9d1s
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待續。
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