我比他先到達高潮,直到那刻我仍沒有出聲,在雙腿緊繃幾秒,高潮退去後,我靠著牆滑坐到地上。268Please respect copyright.PENANAk41gE8KK9S
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。268Please respect copyright.PENANAuodVtRmkvT
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「豺姐…?」過了一會兒,他出聲。268Please respect copyright.PENANA8oqtlaqHHd
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我做了個深呼吸,站起來,拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。268Please respect copyright.PENANAGS5gjeGdCC
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「別動,等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。268Please respect copyright.PENANA93DDeJTZkS
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出來後,我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾,擦拭他的凌亂。268Please respect copyright.PENANA3KHKEJPfBN
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。268Please respect copyright.PENANA4djafd3gH8
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「不要動。」我說。268Please respect copyright.PENANAw3RUQlRagF
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擦拭完畢後,我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。268Please respect copyright.PENANAh1K8e65qCn
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他慢慢地睜開眼,室內光線是柔和的黃光,他沒有花太多時間適應。268Please respect copyright.PENANAs8yvD9qTE7
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。268Please respect copyright.PENANACF3iq1uqOd
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「哪有你紅?」我笑了,對著他的身體使了個眼色。268Please respect copyright.PENANA4CZhFrM9ng
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他才意識到自己一絲不掛,匆忙站起來跑進浴室。268Please respect copyright.PENANAtoVbstIRXP
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。268Please respect copyright.PENANAPgYzk3YDzt
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待他出來後,我在桌旁等他,示意他坐到另一張椅子上。268Please respect copyright.PENANAJWcdATPLrD
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「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點,在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後,他的表情定格了好幾秒。268Please respect copyright.PENANAtiddvfSl07
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「為什麼?」268Please respect copyright.PENANAIdIimj5YvA
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我想像得到他會問為什麼,但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他,只是看著他的眼睛,沉默。268Please respect copyright.PENANAJs75MMx3xf
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「為什麼啊?」他稍稍提高了音量。268Please respect copyright.PENANAZcYAs1qErF
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「我做錯什麼了嗎?」268Please respect copyright.PENANApJ5yx6KGMt
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他不停追問,而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻,我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。268Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2DMexubiU
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。268Please respect copyright.PENANAzmE5g6FpoJ
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「你是不是越來越依賴我了?」我輕輕的開口。268Please respect copyright.PENANA4onpB4a2Mw
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「什麼意思?我太黏妳了嗎?我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。268Please respect copyright.PENANAYAjxOoMU41
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我搖搖頭,「那不是問題,問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻,我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。268Please respect copyright.PENANA59qRtJhU2k
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「……」他語塞。268Please respect copyright.PENANAgclld4fueB
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「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事,就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候,我們的關係就很難維持了。」268Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZKwVi4qfz
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「…妳喜歡我?」他猶疑了一下才說出口。268Please respect copyright.PENANALtGDrG4RoO
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「可能有一點,或只是習慣你。無論如何,這樣不行。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAPT4kBlrux6
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「為什麼不行?」268Please respect copyright.PENANAkWuiu4Tsbi
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「你喜歡我嗎?有想過跟我交往嗎?或你有想過要跟我上床嗎?」268Please respect copyright.PENANAWyRrq0ULa5
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他被我突然的問句嚇到,過了一會兒才回應。268Please respect copyright.PENANAx1weCBl5QG
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「我…沒想過。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAFZqdXWf8n3
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「是了。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAGGOk92pWxl
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊,只是…可是…」他慌了,語無倫次。268Please respect copyright.PENANAmMQhMmAs9v
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「別想了,這樣結束就好。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAErEtOmKeDm
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「我不要!這樣太突然了,我不要啦…」268Please respect copyright.PENANA7UdWkuZoXz
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我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮,覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗,268Please respect copyright.PENANA93bQWI1oJ6
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惹人憐愛。268Please respect copyright.PENANAasDtGxWOZv
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的,我心裡的情感疊了太多層,無法和他明說。268Please respect copyright.PENANAWNNx4vRMnd
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「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已,趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAR0zbFhT4Gi
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也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了,他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。268Please respect copyright.PENANABEOSHng8en
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他離開椅子,跪到我面前,像犯錯的孩子。268Please respect copyright.PENANAcmpxbgpyPM
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如果是情侶,跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧?268Please respect copyright.PENANApcYPCGgKrg
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但他沒有,就是隔著剛好的距離,恭敬的、卑微的,跪著。268Please respect copyright.PENANAoFxHPyyaso
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那就是我們之間的距離--主與奴的,即便我從不肯承認。268Please respect copyright.PENANAut4bIDzC0d
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「如果我們變成男女朋友,我就能夠留下妳嗎?」他嗚咽的說。268Please respect copyright.PENANAlED3OSdCFz
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那語氣裡滿是委屈,被拋棄的、不情願的…268Please respect copyright.PENANA3W6YQobsmn
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「我們不會變成男女朋友。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAr044yVe99S
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我把椅子拉開,也跪坐到地上,與他平視--不再是主與奴的視角。268Please respect copyright.PENANAV4kQWJ4J8y
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「就算我們變成情侶,也沒辦法滿足彼此。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAWbybCjA865
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他看著我的眼神,表示不懂我說的意思。268Please respect copyright.PENANAXU8J0sxLz3
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我握住他的手,允許自己坦白。268Please respect copyright.PENANAnhg2vZvQPj
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「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎?不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎?」268Please respect copyright.PENANAinchoIYNr3
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「那是因為我以前也做過。」268Please respect copyright.PENANA8gKZAPymvE
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他的眼睛倏地睜大,「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力,示意要他繼續聽我說話。268Please respect copyright.PENANAyKAW2pm3Zf
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「……我以前是服從的角色。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAlMiaPeYnbc
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「那些我對你做的事,都是以前別人對我做過的。」268Please respect copyright.PENANA35CZmvaZjc
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「所以我才知道怎麼進行,但以前那個人很野蠻,我都被弄得很痛,所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAojLit9SllF
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「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」268Please respect copyright.PENANA3Dbod6iTwm
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我看著他,沒有移開目光。268Please respect copyright.PENANALd6lR2Q2SA
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那些時候我看著他,會把自己的過去與他重疊。268Please respect copyright.PENANAkl6oJXmBxF
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對他的處境所衍生的心疼,或許也參雜了更多私心,不曉得是心疼他,還是心疼過去的自己。268Please respect copyright.PENANAVQpbRvPMLt
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他傻住了,什麼話也說不出來。268Please respect copyright.PENANANmPXsqRvhg
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我放開他的手,再次摸摸他的頭髮。268Please respect copyright.PENANAWsQGnfAzTY
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「去吹乾頭髮吧,會感冒的。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAZQ8BX9QX0I
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離開旅館後,我們再也沒有見過面了。268Please respect copyright.PENANAbGW3Rc1Dds
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話:268Please respect copyright.PENANAq695SPMlDp
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸,你是狗,但你不知道我是狼。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAKMjbcM9pnn
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完。
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