「這個擺飾真可愛。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD6q14bTEp
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB0l3HaIoh
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWwxpXspyq
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9322ZefMqG
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDtJutJ99y
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKNvx0YGlr
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy0ArQI0G9
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cbdRgeAfB
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIz2waS8Qc
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv2WEje7S0
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYfbqTEqMg
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzQ8rCPzDo
好像，做錯事情的是我。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhvWqYbAQN
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk6wjpCqCd
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwd2Gd350I
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfa0xwIKtS
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXO6o2A9Hs
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzr1SE9cAg
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNVHIxCPaQ
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspWwbjCzDJ
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnHVaXIdzZ
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4UOGdn2Bp
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2kURKg08J
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf0soip3do
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUJrfEks1B
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VMV0ubHD0
「為什麼是我？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxx3ij498U
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1Pgm8kKGI
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj62VEZyV6X
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPBFFUGgXY
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY64mNrfcgr
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9zSVGRYkF
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErA8hdHBop
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9YcV2iyrl
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGn9r3Vjeg
「因為妳漂亮。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5GPW270pd
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy07MKBU3OH
「……………」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkr7GIZeICg
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChEJUCqvGN
「所以喜歡妳。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8mMU55b4i
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxy4lu8UIn
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hgNJr0ahL
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kvHjU29QV
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn9rh4c7Oh
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBxtFjktPP
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQb0xS9HtD
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSXWYA4n3l
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXxzmaBh0U
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE27kSkEtQl
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg24M1CSIOF
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTFHjaEq1B
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDuAOuxVSf
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6JhlgdrIf
他看我不說話，急了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QodUKmVdt
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6box5qPGI
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvk2Bxabyr
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gjrFGKYyT
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJLn9CNnNF
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tYfFANXR1
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizIPXG1rmR
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmwCoyEOZ9
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeky6qKYVtS
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOIRGvieYH
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3C1hByx8u
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwBtyKCWKL
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0woYquikZH
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VWjo6st9t
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOZlUMGtCB
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsJ27jDOSa
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17FknEfFb5
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFuPUWSadt
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyURpxSMSH
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdySb7QfPq
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet7ib8vzq7
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTirUb0OEF
「…………」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4Tguyapfa
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYrp2Og27c
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvixSRFJHO
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1rtnSyb1m
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNyedPGgLG
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3qy89ZL79
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVzN7VmC75
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfV8JdvfkB
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9cZ2yiZ1Z
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzHj7ZTZNe
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmZJejPZXA
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf2nWPzFD3
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QnJWeSwcl
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bX7MlfRfA
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMmZHvciOi
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cnLJpZb0I
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNVY7U7Csg
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71Mzlup8tn
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxetoLA1aQp
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPQem4P6wy
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rlCkVg2Eo
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CVHu5jMT1
「你回去吧。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtC4FymcQ9
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4PF7mgufs
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNTquLj0Aq
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhpQa8qs3x
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJOiV7XZaa
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxxOYvhHUd
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvZhGjfTVD
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxESf3QlsT
「憑什麼這樣認為？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4quY9v5BR
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY6et4Epfp
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMDj1IbTnQ
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnBp9qPYTi
我的心痛了一大下。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMenMSF9DZF
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWGWIRMOpP
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVbGjUmQuS
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjajzcxwLS1
「你回去吧，拜託你。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3jxzJfJOg
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9suwPYLRH
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHB1O1gDSZ2
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv5oxVXuH7
「拿去。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh8dT02Wp2
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrRLkH8hgK
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro0kNZ1WLR
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8qhGBh8GJ
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6IIhhGr1c
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwGohl3i5K
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwTHmaqtvB
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYUpaK3hPn
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbOTTNT1xx
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFajKQFk614
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZHE4s7nel
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IJGR4hSuW
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ixBwlS5ba
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuOEXc3KIC
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nLb7TpMyk
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN00cAjE8i
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVal1MR6iv3
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqfPvAmCwI
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dWss5b7Cb
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJAaBreoI9
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXMzk3EL82
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaY34q1zZI
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EFV4X9pzE
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP1iAkszfg
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsELGj8CpA
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFH2hLod8n
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOLKM1X0Di
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikPyyZ5rSC
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqt04BXcPm
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWRenq6JWR
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9wpFvxj6l
待續。
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