「這個擺飾真可愛。」354Please respect copyright.PENANA3IipWQLbLU
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAYd5PQshozL
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「妳換拖鞋了啊?」354Please respect copyright.PENANA6d43590dEe
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人,我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻,想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。354Please respect copyright.PENANAUSS0CiUTjq
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說,對吧?」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。354Please respect copyright.PENANAV8GAInL4h8
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自他走進我房間,自在的坐下來時,我便如驚弓之鳥,站立一旁,拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。354Please respect copyright.PENANAzUzGFU2LZx
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好像,做錯事情的是我。354Please respect copyright.PENANAWIZKYOLgOL
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候,妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書,就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。354Please respect copyright.PENANAUxURCIt6I7
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「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAZy6wyXcHhc
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「……當然不是,但這套小說可以借我嗎?」354Please respect copyright.PENANA745yzmd5jU
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我盯著他,思考他這麼做的用意。354Please respect copyright.PENANAX1zOruKrRo
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他仍笑吟吟的看著我。354Please respect copyright.PENANAt0ED5TBF1a
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「為什麼是我?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAayvokBBJPK
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我真正想問的是,為什麼騙我?354Please respect copyright.PENANAelLNP0mRir
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「我們本來就不認識,為什麼來招惹我?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAe0GOU9uIL3
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他的笑容漸漸退去,知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。354Please respect copyright.PENANAiKCbug3HnN
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「因為妳漂亮。」354Please respect copyright.PENANArMDoGkad6m
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「……………」354Please respect copyright.PENANAG7fdNTUCPd
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「所以喜歡妳。」354Please respect copyright.PENANAmiaGYRnV9d
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。354Please respect copyright.PENANApq0kRlA9n3
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友,質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來,還開始產生自卑心態的時候,我有想過跟妳坦白。」354Please respect copyright.PENANAeZw8bPiUQm
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「妳現在知道了,不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」354Please respect copyright.PENANA5QkAe521i7
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「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生,誰知道…故意不理妳,故意發脾氣,想說趁吵架分手,但妳都不回嘴也不生氣,還跟我道歉,我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」354Please respect copyright.PENANAEPbwITMz9D
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他一貫的誠懇態度,加上我殘餘的依戀,讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。354Please respect copyright.PENANAcKoas6qmIU
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他看我不說話,急了。354Please respect copyright.PENANAp2RTZt6aok
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友,但在找到之前,我還是可以陪著妳啊。」354Please respect copyright.PENANAYiegqwsckF
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我皺眉,這種話也說的出口啊。354Please respect copyright.PENANAFlQtGeERKz
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「你從頭到尾,都在騙我,現在還想繼續?」354Please respect copyright.PENANA01Z3gRnrxY
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「我不會再騙妳了,我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了,還能騙妳什麼?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAvlZay5LUu0
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當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。354Please respect copyright.PENANAfooxXIqqxI
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「你在外面這樣玩,不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAGM9kukM6Eh
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「她不知道,怎麼會可憐?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAizVj6K93Wa
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「她不知道,不代表你就可以這樣啊。」354Please respect copyright.PENANAb0ALIEuQjK
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「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現,那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAxBrDlwqmqj
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「…………」354Please respect copyright.PENANAhEHmHDU9T5
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他不覺得他有錯,完完全全。354Please respect copyright.PENANAeiCSqfhoDq
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外,還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。354Please respect copyright.PENANA30iz7ybO8k
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妳怎麼會,如此盲目?354Please respect copyright.PENANAS0MfJ2E3VK
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎?」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。354Please respect copyright.PENANA2DvCLcjqg1
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「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺!感情才是絕大部份的原因啊!」354Please respect copyright.PENANAjdVHro0nU2
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他的反應很大,看來是說中了啊。354Please respect copyright.PENANAm2jiQUhIXv
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「是喔,這麼喜歡我,那怎麼不離婚。」說完,我笑了,居然笑了。354Please respect copyright.PENANAfVrHHT9pTQ
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「………那個,男人不管在外面玩得多兇,最終都是要回家的。」354Please respect copyright.PENANA8mYcejhPiD
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。354Please respect copyright.PENANAo3ZxiPhZl8
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「你回去吧。」354Please respect copyright.PENANAKgPvSMIqCl
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「妳還沒給我答案,我不要走。」354Please respect copyright.PENANAmka2qr2QHj
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAkcdeIpJizh
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「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。354Please respect copyright.PENANAg4ky8w7r5u
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「憑什麼這樣認為?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAFFDrjPPa4W
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」354Please respect copyright.PENANAMhJW0jvxoB
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我的心痛了一大下。354Please respect copyright.PENANAa4maVZu93V
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去,讓人摸透了底,看清了弱點,讓別人,還是妳愛的那個人,拿著利器,戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方?354Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ9mMSy3r8
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「你回去吧,拜託你。」354Please respect copyright.PENANA6C6uHzeEYu
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「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」354Please respect copyright.PENANA13pCTfxm1I
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「拿去。」354Please respect copyright.PENANA6V4vrxdGN4
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他離開之前,無視我冷冰冰的表情,親暱的抱了我,還吻了我一下。354Please respect copyright.PENANAdaZFdDoxLD
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎?」354Please respect copyright.PENANAsdnloKXIyH
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「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」354Please respect copyright.PENANAY1X7x7LMkQ
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「對不起,騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」354Please respect copyright.PENANAY8sNtbcXa6
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他傳來的訊息,讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。354Please respect copyright.PENANALaKTr7AaWn
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這場戀愛不是戀愛,是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好,塞進我的世界,而我還全盤接受。354Please respect copyright.PENANAieKB93lJlR
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說是戀愛,還不如說是一場他的秀。354Please respect copyright.PENANA5YyearpDW9
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我成了婚姻裡的第三者,自己最看不起的小三。354Please respect copyright.PENANANOgi0lMLOo
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開始厭惡自己,每一天,都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。354Please respect copyright.PENANASsuIzdtxLh
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我沒有讓任何人知道,甚至是最親密的黑兔子,也不知情。354Please respect copyright.PENANAgkn7xffZYo
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然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體,假裝自己好像想認識新的異性,事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友,但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往,總是很快地拒絕對方。354Please respect copyright.PENANAqrthpW7zCS
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因為我仍被他拖著,無法前進。354Please respect copyright.PENANAfAQgQyJD3M
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待續。
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