雖然懷疑的種子已經變成小樹，心裡仍有一部分希望全是自己多心，希望能夠推翻自己的懷疑。於是我一邊仔細觀察著，一邊持續和齊先生約會。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX19o8rsLZ
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然而每當看到他的時候，便又將懷疑拋諸腦後，老是要自己別想太多。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaulq7q8EN
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我們還是常常去爬山，也去了不少次他姊姊家。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdIud5wLdI
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某天，他又將我帶到他姊姊家，我心知肚明他將這裡當成免費的旅館。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ3WtKBo3r
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離開時，我們一起到了停車場。
他突然想起什麼似的，說要回去一下，要我先走。
大概是什麼東西忘了吧？我表示想等他一起走，他卻執意讓我先走。
那個表情非常古怪。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeOnttLXCP
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他往回走進了電梯，我看著他的背影，看著這個我很常看的背影…427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzuvJJRmzJ
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一起去爬山時，只有幾次，我們爬的是較危險的山，需要拉繩攀岩，他才會走在我後面。「如果妳跌倒了，我才能接住妳。」
除了那幾次，他總是走在我前面，嘴裡念著「妳好慢，怎麼不走快一點？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxcUetOf5u
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他不知道，我是故意放慢速度的。
這樣一來，我們就要花更多時間爬完那座山，我就更多時間和他相處。
我總是在他後面看著他的背影。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4JMi3Hcp0
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是從什麼時候開始這麼喜歡他的呢？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFk8PHoPOL
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回過神來，我還在停車場。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoRGE4AEGl
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二十分鐘過去，他沒有下樓。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx7bZW9PRM
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我知道，他不會下樓了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH0A5HFomM
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「你讓我覺得自己像個情婦。」
打開手機，我傳了這句話給齊先生。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMD2tG4Dt0
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騎車回家的路上，眼淚不停掉，浸濕口罩，霧氣也模糊了鏡片。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gMs2Nrr5P
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「我是忘記關總電源才回去。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxvYQPnlDp
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隔天早上，他才回傳訊息。
而我沒有戳破他沒下樓的謊言。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyYrZLvY6k
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那天我在網路上看到一則新聞，房仲將客戶的房子當成旅館，假借帶看之名行免費炮房之實。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfPNQmfuZF
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正當我在回想那間房子的不對勁時，黑兔子傳訊息來，打斷我的思緒。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQHjxPCpOo
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「那台車的車主姓名是黃添財。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4BusjMN9L
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拜時代潮流所賜，總有一些名字，你一看就知道是什麼年代出生的人。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV56QlFOqk
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但這個名字也是那個年代的菜市場名，就算丟到google上，也不會有任何結果。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCqk4XpmY3
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齊先生也很早就說過車子是家人的，即使車主不姓齊，也不能因此判斷車子不是他家的，所以我便沒有再多對這個名字或那台車多做調查。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kq9Z3w14J
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患得患失的情形更嚴重了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn27tilCOJ
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某個晴朗的早晨，我睜開眼睛，想著剛剛的夢，夢裡，我偷看了齊先生的身分證，配偶欄不是空的。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjdFthKkDB
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我躺在床上，不停地審視自己內心。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn36vBGcM2U
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在單身四年之前，我有一段狼狽坎坷的戀愛，對方劈腿成性，造就了我一身「抓猴」的能力。但是即使不停的抓到對方偷吃，我也因為自己的執著離不開對方，整整糾纏了三年。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8334E9zsRn
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後來選擇單身，除了忙碌，也是怕了，累了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd0i0SVSBB
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為什麼經過了這麼久，當我想再次嘗試戀愛，卻又遇見不太適宜的對象呢？
是我經過單身四年，仍然沒有長進嗎？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp85vbtJzn9
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人說傻瓜都比較幸福，因為太多事情不知道。但像我們這種容易觀察到細節不對勁處的「聰明人」，難道只有裝傻才能獲得幸福？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡommInFJ3Ch
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我以為談了戀愛應該是要比較快樂，但快樂似乎離自己有些遙遠了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64Uc8KLC3Q
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我坐起來，知道不能再這樣下去。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5twbpqQcAT
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「如果你的配偶欄有人，能不能早點對我坦白？因為你，我覺得自己很不快樂。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSzjUQs0yO
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看著發出去的訊息，這是第一次開門見山的說明問題，先前我總是試探，不曉得是害怕誤會他，還是害怕知道真相。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkWGTZlEMO
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齊先生也像是讀懂我的難受，很快就回訊息了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieWovdzpLE
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「我不姓齊，名字也不是妳知道的那個。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qpnrGSUZG
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「我和前女友復合了，但是也放不下妳。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHacAQ9PODR
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「對不起。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMGqYv8tLb
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待續。
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