預測錯誤,我以為風暴會先來臨,結果是溫暖先來了。327Please respect copyright.PENANAvSzTIUnACB
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鐘聲還沒響,夜間部的選修課程,教室裡只有幾隻貓。
我踏進教室,還沒挑好位置坐下,冷不防地就被一雙大手抱住。
那是我從入學開始就互相照顧及分享的同學兼家人,我們都互稱「夥伴」。327Please respect copyright.PENANA5WWtMylUgD
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「什麼都沒說,太不夠意思了。」327Please respect copyright.PENANApQmK2P1i8q
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怎麼能忘了資訊傳播的速度有多快呢?我勉強扯出一點微笑回應。327Please respect copyright.PENANAsZxT1sVg9d
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「要現在蹺課去喝一杯還是要乖乖上課?」327Please respect copyright.PENANAORMJy4HoTR
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「上課吧。」327Please respect copyright.PENANA0iwGNvW1j3
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「好 。」327Please respect copyright.PENANAf7vrBVHrpy
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夥伴坐在我的左邊,時不時偷瞄我的表情,直到我轉頭跟他說「專心上課,下課再跟你聊啦」才肯好好上課。327Please respect copyright.PENANAsg1HOZsq3P
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那堂課是詩經,中國最古老的情歌,本該美麗動人,好巧不巧,當天挑出來解說的是篇諷刺男女關係淫亂之詩。327Please respect copyright.PENANAg1yt6H4KA5
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下課後,我一邊和夥伴解釋這些事情的前因後果,一邊若無其事地將手機開機。327Please respect copyright.PENANACn7cnINdct
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才剛有訊號,手機就開始大叫。327Please respect copyright.PENANABni7wM3Jn6
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來電顯示、訊息提示聲、各種通訊軟體的訊息顯示。327Please respect copyright.PENANACIX5bd7jAx
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想必對方已經打了好幾通吧?327Please respect copyright.PENANA2FMjKK6aK2
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看了看來電顯示,按下拒絕。327Please respect copyright.PENANAKrWSvk6HrM
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簡訊裡顯示在關機時共有56通來電為同一人。327Please respect copyright.PENANAlXAxCQClaa
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我扯了一下嘴角。327Please respect copyright.PENANAaqf9X7lGES
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「是那個劈腿男打來的?」327Please respect copyright.PENANAAxMTmKiTSU
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「對啊,他不可能讓他老婆知道我的號碼。」
話說完,我發現自己也不是不了解他。327Please respect copyright.PENANAjyQdtyT3k5
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「不接嗎?」327Please respect copyright.PENANACGzQvFhQXb
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「不用接,會很麻煩。」327Please respect copyright.PENANAkPQvw7LieV
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我打開和他的對話視窗。327Please respect copyright.PENANAuyOUK84ZzT
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〝有人在facebook跟我太太說我外遇,請妳叫妳朋友不要鬧了,趕快解釋說是開玩笑的。〞327Please respect copyright.PENANAUSq5q1TIzV
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〝為什麼沒開機?難道是妳去說的嗎?〞327Please respect copyright.PENANABXTB6KVaF7
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〝快回電給我!〞327Please respect copyright.PENANApVUYg7DmQO
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諸如此類的訊息。327Please respect copyright.PENANAkh7dHKThIl
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所以是真的覺得我永遠都不會吭聲啊…327Please respect copyright.PENANAeJokhuU3eq
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「是我密她的,不是我的朋友,你以為自己很了解我,但我不會永遠都任人擺佈。」327Please respect copyright.PENANA5K6AkXdyDw
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敲下這些回應,我又開啟了另一個程式。327Please respect copyright.PENANAeQda5BbHKe
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她顯然是看到訊息後,先向他質問,得到他的回應後,再來回覆我的。327Please respect copyright.PENANAjeGf3kMx0R
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她氣沖沖的回了一大篇文字,強調自己不在乎我這個「暗戀她老公的神經病」,也不認為他老公會看上我這種「顏質低下的醜妹」,說是我倒貼她的丈夫,說是我有幻想症,說我不要再打擾他們,說她一點都不在乎我跟她說了什麼鬼話,說她相信自己的丈夫,最後還用力的強調自己外表過人,「完全不擔心」我比得過她。327Please respect copyright.PENANANstPfzXjim
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唉。
我嘆了一口長氣。327Please respect copyright.PENANAxxDFHeVuWB
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因為我想起當我問張先生「為什麼是我」時,他的第一個回答:「因為妳漂亮」。327Please respect copyright.PENANAvzmm8uCJWZ
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「有本事就拿出更厲害的證據、更露骨的照片來證明你們在一起啊!」
好像怕我沒看到訊息似的,她又補傳了一句話來。327Please respect copyright.PENANAHndxKGz3S6
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「要證據 什麼都可以是證據
是要說出你們家的擺設細節 還是說出他身體的特徵
但是 有必要嗎
就算有妳要的照片 又有必要傳給妳嗎
就算傳給妳了 證明了 又怎麼樣呢
這是所謂的"本事"? 什麼本事? 我不認為327Please respect copyright.PENANAcYHHzq1ZnA
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全心全意相信一個人 是幸福的
無論妳是為了捍衛自己的幸福 或聽了妳覺得是實話的謊話
用外表來評斷可能性都太輕率且可笑了
待妳冷靜之後 也許能自行判斷真偽
但也許相信原來相信的 不判斷 也是好的327Please respect copyright.PENANAEyTih1juT0
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其實 也不關我的事了 不是嗎」327Please respect copyright.PENANAkTRdUeMGBx
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發送之後,覺得自己很過份,明明知道她是因為受傷了才大肆攻擊,明明看得出來她那逞強的個性禁不起這樣的事情發生,我還是冷冷的放箭傷人。
她是標準的強勢女人,充滿自信,覺得自己永遠掌控情況,所以情況突然改變時,她只能先武裝,展現一切都在控制中的模樣。
我大可以再多傳幾張會讓她崩潰的照片,但我雖笨,還不至於蠢到害死自己,她的自信絕不容許自己出醜,除非我已將她逼到角落。
況且讓她痛苦並非我的本意。在與她通話時,內心很自責,我的確是小三,但我也是被騙的人,同時,我還懂得那種「不願承認自己是弱者」的受害感。她的一字一句都讓我為她、也為自己難過,而這一切都是那個男人一手造成的。327Please respect copyright.PENANAcZThGLsOae
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「怎樣都好,請妳的丈夫不要再與我聯絡。」
我敲下了最後一句話,然後不再理會她的咒罵,按下封鎖。327Please respect copyright.PENANA3V1bcKuxsu
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另一邊又傳訊息來了。327Please respect copyright.PENANANr5I99gMf4
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「她沒有錯,妳不該傷害她的。」327Please respect copyright.PENANAd21HJDDymf
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「這段關係裡,唯一錯的是你,傷害,也是由你造成。」327Please respect copyright.PENANAlRs4d86Tuy
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這邊,我也按下了封鎖。327Please respect copyright.PENANAZfpJrgXshh
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然後我把手機丟給夥伴,讓他看看方才的激烈對話。327Please respect copyright.PENANAT0xBfs8WEj
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「看來妳真的需要喝一杯。」327Please respect copyright.PENANATcxWhebCtD
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「我是需要喝一杯…奶茶。」327Please respect copyright.PENANADrMaWzeRo5
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「討厭甜食還需要奶茶,看來很糟喔。」327Please respect copyright.PENANAXYGPPjcpev
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「是啊。」327Please respect copyright.PENANAYltIYPDkZw
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「再兩週期末考,熬得過吧,hold住妳學霸的位置啊,別忘了獎學金。」327Please respect copyright.PENANAKfg1N3t1Zn
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「…謝啦。」我給了一個感謝的微笑。327Please respect copyright.PENANALv6Dwy1fDT
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事情到這裡,算是結束了,剩下的只有收拾自己的殘餘,努力振作。327Please respect copyright.PENANAacMAnVkqSk
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但那得花上一些時間。327Please respect copyright.PENANAeFjB7Rt04Y
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待續。
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