等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhaB9JitS9
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTIvY5JBb1
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwyqvetl5B
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP3Y9dp3e5
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRVnfaqAMZ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDp6fCwunY
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeF7cIv9w0
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJz25KoG3P
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnZv2IblMq
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOOCEbNmDP
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgje06j8pf
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK44cOM0hKz
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l8VMbms6p
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYk7mr7jXz
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB2Ubkn2Nz
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRMo9vCTBE
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohxZAGJUTC
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5LDjeXo7e
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNNTJ657Vi
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgg6ZNe4ge
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTS3Q7BGaj
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9XvBB8KMz
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvgk74Jdhh
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzYa17Q6ka
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E8C3x7wf4
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20D2tGT2M2
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh1QLWODSf
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZcK0hvg1G
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OkWxzbZVN
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1vWZJGUob
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM0HwJYzsq
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEgSFuBCoQ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyer9oA5Ag
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1Fj7Ydgew
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3TJbkssQ0
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbpbCNeV8w
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ehHLeyDf5
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4qq6V25F4
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhocpqNbA3
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHqJq5Swi6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT89mDFLTgd
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OiDMH5B4x
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68DtimQKNt
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPu1DlUSAX
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8GpVEsFbP
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXW01Y2aiO
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3DOFIUvjc
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtEYr9fQHD
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwrxysNWiN
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMTiqZZa1i
「這是新編的。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DHMPh3u65
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eUaO2aGU2
他看了看手繩，又看看我。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxrYPHjtLC
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qs9LwITms
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcqSO4kxJm
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkhF48cbTN
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDKG5DzBrl
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AGggly3mh
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jrHLGbsXk
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT9GxuVKPL
「妳看。」他得意。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hO5TaJjjp
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbFTUQnzu4
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ReT6Ky1h1
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4qXnjawpd
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bpz3rMVaa
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HQQAyQhWq
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwG6u6oAsDA
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6grxCCIjxV
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr8baqdYvv
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC0Yc4f4TT
「現在拍。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdlIB8pBEB
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCivQFSGNFd
「啊？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz8v2JPdMo
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREtiCpk0Ry
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPcFvf5qR8
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS36RbFORQQ
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX1NOV4eLw
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttMwWHax3L
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UH0oVy7G5
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv7AXqJFCK
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs0f2YrsxI
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5Wd59ko3q
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopqip7Kq51
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WSCVFqoHn
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4CeMcIqNX
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce7iZv5Tzu
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa12nD1FX2l
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRCZEfweGT
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWiVnllZcP
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNg7PwCLzq
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhInlcN0dcx
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOcPPw91EV
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzizAGtNxE1
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtovzcp8iht
「…有寫一些小故事。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KCYjvtQLk
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UKH0QRvmp
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfiGdBBAv3
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSsfAFxXis
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFlbzdXiY9
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvgQkFDZpg
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLNsJCTaw9
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl2uQJbCYR
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrKlK98eVV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUecRkvutk
「妹。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskuXSWbmYf
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOq8CY0xAo
「嗯？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf16j6KmrQ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy62AjXVcl
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigcFrHrEk7
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mKC6EXCTE
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0c6UTq0tX
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L2JRjjeD6
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wIMwyJhxl
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAqFna9dpW
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7BBo9aatw
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXZi8oEYFB
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFYgcUsOtA
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelcMgOc0B6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaBL1dT2sH
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWA5iMSa4D
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMQ3hBQEBV
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZUa67EmAh
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1EbRVJn9m
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMZwcOfpaC
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4aQjW6oAL
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b4B2Lu4yB
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIQQVcHhVV
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNPkapnYQX
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExH3sLBBql
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO7CMaWfhz
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsPOIxvZeH
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKaJXkKp07
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISVSUl0b7c
但我是欣慰的。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eWzajNCh3
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35UKgASpCI
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPia1iIaA6L
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD6jJojB5w
那一天來的又快又急。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEUDWxiwTI
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B0uOFl1ey
「妹…」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvoXfQ63Zg
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9hQrrK9fA
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxwF2xELvz
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicqg9oNUsu
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWfpCUv7L8
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5Y9WzLLj2
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKokU5pRmP
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXeNjfLJSb
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKVtdTN49k
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx5AVjqsj7
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoQEF2ELYn
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK3Mmi4OWx
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bxAwXShqR
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAI29AIjhs
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoJh3eD7Hx
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8ITPXMkLj
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJowMawjU5
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPy0CdVmKw
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlkoCw4Gma
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71TLSy4eXW
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiXhGAhQQg
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiNcWWlV8X
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNe9fjfBSb
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDPGnvhxs4
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgUP5IReMJ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK80ocJxAI
「我真的，還不想死。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxuyTZwRjq
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkjH36DR6l
我握著他的手出了點力。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZabMm34j0c
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjlo7PUl5J
「我很害怕。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy973VMk8F
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGTUOmJe6A
「我很怕死…」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzWvgmfhuC
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTUaAwzjvm
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZLDbcPU8B
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH0w3mXIxS
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofUvxXhojr
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhqavVKtie
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jRaL6lm4d
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5qwKYvQNj
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1liPkq1Su
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEveb8bUYU
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU56DsqaVs6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j3uNHQB4d
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pBuKqtgYV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXPaINCUlX
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5xXdG3HH1
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5C2X8xonIP
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdLddv7F6z
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qiIo6Que2
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pvBcr0Pep
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVUwFTc9Hk
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvomTyaiWz
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJvuQfbdJA
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2llvBAvPh
「妹。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt3jln8c7V
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpehgUxqQ9R
「嗯？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsETbpKY01
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7776svbaW
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxPWn0fzrC
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL5EkEXdRw
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2CvsgfCCK
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZHqc8qbXn
「回去再看。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAPyeQaauj
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMepdN9CXE
「好。」我收起信。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu0Z3OVE1e
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtOztJcxR4
「妳回去吧。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNlWVsaFP3
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqHIBfWYKv
「什麼？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zdDLlGeyi
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9FFRQJq6i
「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfHbNKmyRa
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOOGGOSVRM
「為什麼？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RGG8HNFQF
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKOUyhIdHQ
「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iAr4RJEg5
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「……」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUHCWi1Aq1
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSN7PKzeJ5
「回去吧。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNKnEGQlRm
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQR1irwSI9
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxSZRSp7a6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkExwTPgGv
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgyzJfHO0M
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstrCVxL8Dz
我又抱了抱他才離開。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7EztgLqqB
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFApZxsEeh
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyveTggXcxK
當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkz8bKnXxUT
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S1vvfmJKu
「英傑已經走了。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeXVV0kv3u
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvatHb1AwB
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o0O7svtHy
那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mQMb1mu5A
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa7p2EjxRm
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGxvJJmzyk
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztx068IHYV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7dTrOThj3
「Dear 妹：」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K9lNP2AVz
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTLilRIiox
「妳永遠是我的天使，568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1nrkjIc94
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請不要忘記我。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFGlCcsZHo
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「哥 英傑」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HlzoBfKbU
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568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3ac8qZ8SR
我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBNgGZyUtd
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUh8qG1DPhH
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgggKbuViqP
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL6nAxA9k0
之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVoVCf2OU8
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvG7ScrLvK
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUsM2WBkag
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirE3SA0zTY
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7ungB0pK4
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzCZ8pVYcV
後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDspaFEgNL
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8pzYGtktJ
英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EN82fUlhG
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCfbftmcNR
他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOafSruvLC4
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLPyJc91kq
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydT2GzqsX5
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSJzK1RbBT
但我什麼也沒做。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w20so49Sv
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AaG9atUv0
因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVcoAueU3e
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg2dHk3gNF
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8INR48mQe
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNaXYude2p
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9Sid7aFVG
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZCYK3NuGR
一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUkdmnlKUR
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm6XsDWoL7
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOlZQ4rd7Z
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBxVSQemXd
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlvY840UAs
去年，我沒有寫信。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda2T5FiLoq
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk1elp0WKu
我選擇在當天完成他的故事。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHTo287UB1
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8hjcFghMs
他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KzDfClrez
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRKK8sKap6
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtk5WOxps6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9L066103p
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這是，我哥哥的故事。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIF6rcsQh5
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568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQZpJTWUg7
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