愛情像顆種子，深埋在胸口，有天它無預警地冒出了小芽，你甚至沒注意到它呢，它就開始茁壯了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq3i2w0VBM
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後知後覺的我，待胸口的芽已成了小樹，才意識到它的存在。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdZMVoLi7L
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9ZOTP0jLO
然而我沒有繼續灌溉滋養它，而是拿起大剪，抹去了它未來的可能。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9G5hZgA16
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2dvUBLRyI
逃避式的不和阿龍見面，每次的邀約都從馬上答應變成立刻拒絕，刻意到像是要讓他知道這是刻意的。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHbW6vdGDS
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3BV6kdcIO
也許我心裡某處的希望，是他戳破我的刻意，把已經歪斜的天秤打翻。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtNJ5eGyOD
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但他沒有。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhUDPtyyfh
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdVOzta0jB
在第五個或第六個週末，他不再打電話來；而我，也開始和追求自己的男人約會了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItOFAalat9
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQCVql9Lub
或許是直覺，也或許是太了解，我知道就算阿龍喜歡我，他也不會承認。愛情和友情、親情不一樣的是，我們很容易因為自私，而要求對方改變、要求對方配合自己。認識阿龍那麼久，加上這段時間的相處，我也知道要是兩人交往，會有諸多問題與不合。我不害怕自作多情的丟臉，而是害怕我們的關係一改變，就再也回不去。
說穿了，就是沒有勇氣。
我的勇氣不足，阿龍也是。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVIIISIGYS
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589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI6HrTmbBR
再接到阿龍電話是半年後的事了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1hwXjVS6C
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F9GzLn2jg
花了半年時間，體會了一段荒謬的戀愛，還以非常難看且難堪的方式收尾，搞得全世界都知道了，當然也包括阿龍在內。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHSmO2LUjQ
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59amWgdec3
「妳在家嗎？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtATEyA8nz
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZgqscP3Fc
「嗯。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09WVIEoLob
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tWsCA8BxH
「下來。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN8B9NjYc1
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNQD0F6KpU
我下樓，看到阿龍的車停在門口。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZD8FhqUCY
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY7zJ5u0Ho
阿龍從車裡出來，戴著墨鏡，咧嘴笑開，他整齊漂亮的牙齒回來了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n4GAWt1v5
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KBDXBzPWN
「上車。」他敲敲車子。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5xAEBa7uQ
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBVPQj2N0o
「去哪裡？」扣好安全帶，我問。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeqyXJoMfp
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnQNYQEWIq
「把妳載去賣。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJJ30TPTuN
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5Xoz0VtKe
「嗯，好。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCEhzZ1rc0
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDZD6fSfHt
阿龍又笑了，雖然我沒笑。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CsAD7OGUK
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsHFf1PxOu
我把椅背往後仰了些，閉上眼睛，整個人躺在椅子上。其實，我也不是那麼在乎阿龍要帶我去哪裡。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjvvLmLLER
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77Ns8deByy
「起床了。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1izp7vfak
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwliZhA8Vj
「快點起來，小豺！」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpqDgci4F8
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDuXgfNd4P
我張開眼睛，居然睡著了啊…589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpnYG4Pa9Y
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5QOHSiMEe
「妳是多累啊？有好好睡覺嗎？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mCmxoBFHG
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDJYkiS3QQ
我還躺在椅子上，只稍微轉頭看駕駛座的阿龍，他戴著墨鏡，我看不清楚他的眼神，但他的眉頭緊緊的皺在一起。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGkZ52pXcJ
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMaV77Tf7G
「我臺灣人啊，上車睡覺，下車尿尿。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D9zD8KNGy
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMOeXlPlZK
「噗嗤。」他的眉頭鬆開了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83ykp33xCt
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfurpybpF6G
「我們在哪？」我坐起來，解開安全帶，看看車子外面，我們在某個停車場。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIgFiHDCcX
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「在山上。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWoJanadhN
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下車後，看到了熟悉的特大尊土地公神像，還有往山頂土地公廟延伸的樓梯…589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4cpMF13gD
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhQBkZ5V3s
「你要拜拜啊？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc9DNmRc8D
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSx3HwwDBd
「沒有，妳最近不是很愛爬山嗎？帶妳來山上走走啊。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHBe7rr2k9
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFUUak8cit
「……喔…」
我心裡一沉。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69Vq29tqAp
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoEf6vdCiN
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVDLMHE2AH
我們延著樓梯，爬到了山頂的土地公廟，便隨意找了個地方坐下，那是山頂的展望區。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9zWIx2GTF
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuPkJQHsbO
「那是什麼山啊？」
我指著橫過城市、遠處一座被雲海包圍的山。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTdEnM8LyA
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSLC86fHTg
「我哪知道。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiBVoijQ1I
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi6XUny9f7
「……說的也是。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OLnAJbQbq
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajpBJ9AhJR
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI3bDUFj2t
「失戀的人不要一直待在家裡。」
好長一段沉默過後，阿龍開口說。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbZFw1IToH
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBclJAWJcZ5
「嗯。」
我知道，阿龍是帶我出來散心的。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVjOgDqgDz
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bWWepkqTc
「會發霉。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBvXvtj4Am
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIQ3mjU59C
「哈。」我舉起手聞了聞，再把手湊到阿龍鼻子前。「你聞聞看，有沒有發霉的味道？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMhu3tbb38
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjTQ17PlZM
「噁，有耶，妳看妳的手，都長香菇了。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAf5RcCFyS
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z9xoIksAH
「我這是靈芝，你懂屁啊！」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEJyXSrmHk
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnU3DSveoc
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SCoW1eIA9
「妳還是這樣笑比較好。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqVye89bfS
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ0IHhHBJx
「啊？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG004BbY1V
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrcFHc7ANU
「我剛以為自己要出借胸口還是肩膀讓妳哭一下勒。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU99jb6oF4
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHtb8QgPMC
「哈…你很噁心耶。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0El7n6ObGx
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XMDJNTvpO
「什麼噁心，欸，我的胸口還算結實吧？」他搥搥自己的胸。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPhVjIOB0L
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf7P4QGayo
「是啦是啦，好結實，可是我不需要啦。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTjr5uBJ92
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc4nR2VVei
「不識貨，那不然肩膀？」
他又拍拍自己的肩。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kv6pl0w4x
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7DBFsFTkb
我笑出來，這傢伙真是夠了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrGCccajLI
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU5PPhJ1T8
「好啦，我勉強用一下。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEctdkgEEE
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9xcbYnt6F
我坐到阿龍旁邊，把頭靠上他的肩膀。
「這樣？」我說。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRUdFmz75C
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV26nxeDDB
他把手繞過我，摟住我的肩，這個動作，讓我從肩膀滑到胸口。
「這樣。」他說。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFFzwmelaK
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNRwkvYmFT
我聽得見阿龍的心跳，以規律的速度跳動著，咚，咚，咚。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4ew52q4Cr
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUJ2dY6BhZ
那是我和他最靠近的一次。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DwNxEBiEp
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待續。
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