那天後,我跟阿龍又開始常常一起出門吃吃喝喝、逛街看電影、去山上或海邊…就好像這半年我們未曾斷過聯繫一樣。312Please respect copyright.PENANAFpe0LJdf6I
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這天,阿龍說要帶我去「秘密基地」,他開車載著我到離家不遠的一所大學,繞過學校後方的巷子,有條小徑通往山上。
那是一條無法會車的路,非常陡峭。312Please respect copyright.PENANAwWfO4gbE9T
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車很快就開到了山頂,只見一塊空地,有個簡易的涼亭佇立於此。312Please respect copyright.PENANAS9IadGaJOj
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涼亭滿大的,我們到的時候,有兩個老奶奶在涼亭裡聊天。312Please respect copyright.PENANAMHgfCK6WJI
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「這邊有一些老人家會來爬山散步。」312Please respect copyright.PENANApxHF6uza45
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「這就是秘密基地哦?哪裡秘密了?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAjGMOrdfOyA
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「妳不懂,我們以前都會來這裡喝酒聊天,失戀了也來這,談戀愛了也來這!」312Please respect copyright.PENANAMWIJx9RQ3r
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「啊?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAX8NLfPIYsh
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「班上男生都知道的秘密基地啊!」312Please respect copyright.PENANAkv91xhogaM
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「什麼!那我為什麼不知道?」312Please respect copyright.PENANArefTN2kvXa
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「誰叫妳是女生。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAC8sJO5qU5c
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「我這個時候又是女生了?」312Please respect copyright.PENANA04OkMMosMf
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「不要計較這個啦,妳來這邊。」312Please respect copyright.PENANA0Lelc2ZZqs
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他帶我繞過涼亭,後方是一小塊泥土地,再往外是山崖,山崖的後面,則是整個城市。312Please respect copyright.PENANAP3035ETpId
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「這裡可以看到妳家。」他指著我家的方向。312Please respect copyright.PENANAty24WpDGg7
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「對耶!還看得到夜市,跟我們學校!」312Please respect copyright.PENANARCzXrAI04A
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「以前阿彥在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。」312Please respect copyright.PENANApoUHdQqkpP
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「啊?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAjFWK9EvOaB
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「他想耍帥踢罐子,結果連鞋子一起飛出去。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAwmWUHkayt2
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他笑起來,我也跟著笑。312Please respect copyright.PENANADBkMB3Wmm2
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他走到涼亭裡坐下,伸手拍了他旁邊的位置,示意我坐到他旁邊。312Please respect copyright.PENANA7YzgJ6yO13
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「以前我們會在這裡玩真心話大冒險。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAPyHeIUssGy
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「男生也玩這套?」312Please respect copyright.PENANA76qHTIVIdA
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「妳不知道哦,大家都愛聽秘密跟八卦啊。」312Please respect copyright.PENANA8JprsrE0Id
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「所以才叫秘密基地囉。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAfyM1pWqKsG
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「對啊。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAZJyFn7zkpy
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「都是些什麼秘密?」我賊賊的笑。312Please respect copyright.PENANAXzzKjypBW4
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「高中男生的秘密…不就是誰有腳臭、誰亂勃起、誰喜歡哪個女生這種事情而已啊…」312Please respect copyright.PENANAwRIhgFbo9b
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「我一點也不想知道誰有腳臭。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAs2pml8WvBp
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「哈哈哈,那勃起的要知道嗎?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAtIWbQElyzy
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「不用,如果有不舉的再跟我說好了,說不定可以當成把柄哈。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAn5OFvyE2U6
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「阿彥當時跟我們說他要橫刀奪愛的女生,就是他前陣子分手的女朋友啊。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAD2KzYWG19P
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「哇,你幹嘛開始出賣同學啊!」312Please respect copyright.PENANALMF2HrV4mi
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「反正都過去了嘛。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAkLA38SGnjF
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我轉頭看他望著遠處的側臉。312Please respect copyright.PENANAaNoBbDVgpA
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「那你呢?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAGv08TyOpfH
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「我怎樣?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAdSsBJtHAdH
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「你當時喜歡的女生呢?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAJM5QwYJcjQ
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他轉過來,看著我,不發一語。
有幾秒鐘,我還以為這是偶像劇的告白場景。312Please respect copyright.PENANAMuhdO993fq
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「我忘記了。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAT2NVeo0rJd
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「最好是。」312Please respect copyright.PENANARasZuKMsNx
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他笑了,又把頭轉開。312Please respect copyright.PENANA7y5Qggov9N
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「我覺得…我下一任女朋友應該會很累。」312Please respect copyright.PENANA54LzqSd96L
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「為什麼?」312Please respect copyright.PENANA01ET13GplS
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「到現在還是每個禮拜都在復健,雖然看起來好好的,可是時不時就會痛,官司也還在打,對方一直擺爛,出庭要嘛請假,要嘛一出現就哭啊裝可憐啊,不知道要拖幾年…」312Please respect copyright.PENANA0KlFSfzd2x
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「那跟你下一任女友有什麼關係?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAVsce6FBP2c
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「復健到我都煩了,難道還要女朋友陪著復健啊?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAkoqw4Cz1TH
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「這…應該還好吧?」312Please respect copyright.PENANApHX6txozcs
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「唉不是啦,就有時候覺得自己是個廢人,跟誰在一起都只是拖累別人而已。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAho8H1PdGjg
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「你幹嘛這樣說啊。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAWATi69SRf8
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「我爸媽啊,親戚啊朋友啊都說我死裡逃生,福大命大,每個人都要我加油、要我樂觀,可是復健這麼久了,還是一直沒有完全好,就會覺得對不起家人…」312Please respect copyright.PENANABXnIf5ks2J
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「……………」312Please respect copyright.PENANAGRroy5jsHD
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他說這些話的時候,一直沒看我。312Please respect copyright.PENANANO93qyPEG7
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「乾脆追我的復健師好了?雖然不是很正,但人很溫柔哈…」312Please respect copyright.PENANAzY04jtZKnt
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「……嗯。」我一時語塞。312Please respect copyright.PENANAJVN0qWMuM1
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「開玩笑啦,我沒膽要電話。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAVVqyzplK5E
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你喜歡我嗎?312Please respect copyright.PENANAkQT0LNigmF
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你是因為覺得自己不該拖累別人,所以不願意承認對我的感情嗎?312Please respect copyright.PENANALcUU5H6I63
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…………312Please respect copyright.PENANAkfgtEBtDbe
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這些疑問句已衝到了喉頭,還是給硬生生吞回肚子了。312Please respect copyright.PENANAnpyIpaM9di
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如果他不說,那就是不說,不會因為我的問句而改變的。312Please respect copyright.PENANAJeGScmsBVa
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不管他喜歡我或不喜歡,問了都是白問。312Please respect copyright.PENANAwx4K1fTVhi
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「欸我們好久沒合照了,來拍一下。」312Please respect copyright.PENANA9l6hCj3AiS
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我舉起手機,和他拍了張擠眉弄眼的自拍。312Please respect copyright.PENANANHHtpVgLsM
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〝你們這些臭男生的秘密基地,十年後仍然被我給侵略了吧!〞
上傳facebook。312Please respect copyright.PENANA0opmz7EnPz
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〝阿龍居然帶妳去!〞312Please respect copyright.PENANAaIat2tVLb4
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〝背叛者阿龍!〞312Please respect copyright.PENANAGcywndyV29
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〝不!我們的基地啊…〞312Please respect copyright.PENANAAuHrx2r0IZ
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各種浮誇的留言瞬間湧入。312Please respect copyright.PENANAnpdf8lST0A
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〝聽說你在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。〞
我笑著輸入。312Please respect copyright.PENANAgKuY63oMep
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〝對,媽的,妳怎麼連這都知道…〞312Please respect copyright.PENANAx2dqbcHE4D
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〝你們被阿龍賣了,我知道你們所有的秘密!〞312Please respect copyright.PENANAhaYQ1xiEQY
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〝靠,那我也要賣阿龍!〞312Please respect copyright.PENANAsCCNnzC2nY
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本來笑嘻嘻的,跟我一起看著對話的阿龍一把將手機搶過去,直接撥出阿彥的電話。312Please respect copyright.PENANAkE4NFwsGAq
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「幹,不要鬧喔。」312Please respect copyright.PENANA0MAxdn5qDe
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電話那頭的阿彥不知道跟他說了什麼,他講了幾句後就掛掉電話。312Please respect copyright.PENANAeEAIsLgRqN
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我看著他緊張的臉,瞬間明白了些什麼。312Please respect copyright.PENANARXDT0EnI1w
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「妳不要理他們哦。」312Please respect copyright.PENANA0yIkn2FENz
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「嗯,好啦…我知道你就是有腳臭的那個,我不會說出去啦。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAIgxI9R3apG
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「…………靠腰。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAxJ9hRYgbtI
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他放鬆了下來,而我慶幸著自己剛剛什麼也沒問。312Please respect copyright.PENANAkWqvredTqY
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我們又陷入了沉默,肩靠著肩,一起看著這個,我們居住的城市。312Please respect copyright.PENANAj0HnVnt9zS
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不知道在哪裡看過這樣的話:「真正的朋友不是見面的時候要多有話聊,而是就算一句話都不說,也不會感到尷尬。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAF0H592CD6f
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我們就那樣持續了好久,直到天空變成淡橘色。312Please respect copyright.PENANAAXHSnlZ5hX
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我想起在阿龍家看夕陽的那一天。312Please respect copyright.PENANArbJGU71DpW
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好多以前不曾注意的事情,都清晰了起來。312Please respect copyright.PENANAixrD09jcQ4
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「我覺得妳像我的家人。」
阿龍忽然開口。312Please respect copyright.PENANADzlOnULLRM
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「嗯。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAxkddsuHD9E
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「感覺妳永遠都不會消失,隨時都可以信賴,也都會支持我。」312Please respect copyright.PENANA1qnRcEbO6P
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「嗯。」312Please respect copyright.PENANASdQwNbtrog
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「阿龍。」312Please respect copyright.PENANASDAkf9jydr
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「嗯?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAbRCW6qIOE5
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「不管我們是怎樣的人,都應該要相信自己可以更好,我們才會更好。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAphQdHJogok
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「嗯。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAJM92zkTRcw
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回家之後,我掉了幾滴眼淚 。312Please respect copyright.PENANAYEekJEUELb
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像是出去和戀人談完分手回來,一切終於劃上句點的感覺。312Please respect copyright.PENANASpJzaAdXsE
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但明明我們什麼也沒有發生,話題也沒有那麼深入。312Please respect copyright.PENANAuQuNXuWBD7
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只是你就是明白,結束了。312Please respect copyright.PENANAnI9dGiqHAm
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結束的是那些我們不敢觸碰、不願涉及的情感,關於男女之間的。312Please respect copyright.PENANA4iNVM48JSo
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留下的則是兩人的牽絆,如同家人一樣的情感。312Please respect copyright.PENANA58zsUaJKFo
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待續。
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