妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xmUQHqI3n
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kZw5pY2oN
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35jYY5j7kl
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEgaEzm2wz
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tfObFk0AS
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c63fMao83
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqkOES9r3o
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqlnfTKdGj
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1V8N9Xt6z
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tL5Yq1rLl
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtomILGRmuL
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bcWnWPwhU
「下，點解會開心？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GbjSMn1TK
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRO9VdWG02
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIAC6j0iJm
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhOb7PGJXL
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN1wcONf9M
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqiE3uA6l5
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKQfcpmgJL
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigzl5QFGct
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nHlImdcVe
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hYdwOJ9Pg
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcEwnS07im
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99Q2zvISUi
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjefeUwyN0
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7EXGxrVkl
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvB7rhLC0l
小病是福，我完全明白。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlw7Qs4kbM
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyb1jKOWcc
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCwXnop4NS
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbz8jHCHLQ
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXJGViBffS
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWVNr4SuQa
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq3Z5gYkjx
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP4aD6vsBG
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoJtxb2w4D
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1qGho4z3u
離題了。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lrtTNq8Xw
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YHq363f8g
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElbsKIEvee
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESpk3ImFfz
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnjtAjSn9O
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrjMIULsYk
「叮～」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekax4dk0xC
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuJOSRbrEh
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet8QJlS8Es
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXocOS9R5p
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7IzvdN2jI
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE5Ruv3vtf
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOiQF2aRAK
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHGr4gdazN
「抽筋，Sorry。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nE1FUN0nt
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvP71j3aYn
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK428BVYXb
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF63R13Bl0
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H6tbCg6Jc
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFbdgVtcmG
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jL4IQGykf
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf295fIK0f
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRUBGXnMMx
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdArkYiYNwz
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1BXEcnRlC
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfOugMrR4l
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fwD9fBnXy
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6AZmsaE8C
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc86QR11yY
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrET7IH9Yu
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I7ozkgQzD
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dMExg1rzV
「我會有分數。」我說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkNhPEduhi
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA50wVjCElO
不，我沒有。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUKOQgFlos
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FZYR5ha8E
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VVHquE1nh
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvNg2mYYw5
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S6K4q1hJI
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26giA1PuSR
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSfvQYZ5GS
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBytiBemsM
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wycoz6qfj
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs5h3WfVAs
難不難看是一回事。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztU2b1MOxl
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxX6qFGuDG
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4g5RWznPU
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZmNUjIR5T
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe7r4Uew1S
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIOl16dkoH
但我不甘心。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhSRmHO5ye
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY1sN8UXjl
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW4XKpAB9k
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUVuPoaCOj
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyrW7Xo69C
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRGaK4cImQ
我不甘心。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhEiBi2l6k
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ehNiwnTt2
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeum1rSsS4K
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCFeHAuHlr
「…真係？」童桐說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakPNX0q4ct
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3yqSBIlhm
我停頓了片刻。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo41K4gEhR
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvziMJf17Ur
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4MkfJtOC6
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgswl5jGCXl
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0OlI5OMgZ
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYVdUIh2H6
就和你一樣，童桐。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhDFNorTTC
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSA0RiBjeL
和你一樣。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmVfKexz9W
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTtvBVeXUR
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEObXZy82n
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0zYM99f8o
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ973COG4z7O
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XTixOUyFP
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63f1M5RErL
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoPRLZ0YKH
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd7jSjgd46
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRveV2DKft
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmEAPQ9N9p
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrP2azGYGa
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNwJug20e8
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLXXB8eH4H
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOhnfv29wn
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3nZtOB2B8
「多謝你，童桐。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgadD7w2wIC
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlXvLVPBwd
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dactgZI3J
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i4NzRQWoL
「叮～」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpHJJkHBxn
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPSOQhDN2v
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7BdM1qsI5
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw08nhAklB
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpSvWFKG2o
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMYoUfvv7r
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92vsbutd1v
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKbGhJJMoG
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnPaqft6T8
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3I6Sg1Iaz
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE245pPiLw2
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiJYLVfb6a
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUW6vDsFp7
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKuVCKeOTp
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrkBbWZWve
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVwW7VjA0K
太可愛了。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq96b2hxtG
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjGc3Hc8kQ
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
