妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7urK1j2Eh
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgjONGOX8y
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MHthwsLCD
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8swZ0LqEE4
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp59p9UtzA
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY5KgqSbU6
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjfRK7QQvB
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL1YHoKi7A
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAywy60Tx6
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25l5ypYmK2
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F9MbwsuED
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkNr9AlWV5
「下，點解會開心？」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VDl1icjOX
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLoEkW3gu6
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYqGg7kfV2
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblG8kzrTde
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bV97eHAGy
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33Opir7tVh
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBsBZ2pht1
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN25EeZbq6
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16RcaiJbGu
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlhydHvH3a
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XE0Mwm2q5
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeeAbBmaJk
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpgDB2iz40
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV0Mm2T1cH
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQqRcc08zL
小病是福，我完全明白。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIvk6t2IHJ
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8br4UVKJK
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxOWKOmUwg
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Yyk28dJdh
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdLZV2iJx4
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vsil7I7MM
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lYtmaDCTc
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI5uh1eb1V
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B56KfJ8Y2
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlU0xiEImj
離題了。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRsjdfXjKX
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84hJQmB8EE
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvVqz42xCQ
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ027y00pVox
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuFakvB1Yu
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iFAfQrKvC
「叮～」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTwoxSfzfp
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnMjNCMkg2
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2m10FnBVIj
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRorIQCbn5
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAabOrKVW3
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeKf5me35z
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRN3ItOMC8
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7lPrc864C
「抽筋，Sorry。」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQqKHqdalv
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyZZ9jSF2b
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDpBdsdC38
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnEVcBcG8n
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwA0BEDPy3
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aiPDs1I3e
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9yGBS5UuJ
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOewrq0hqN
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0Gy5ZfGC0
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVKbrDrEoQ
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJz3y8Ni72
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRINrLMoOxE
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEpMFUjiHP
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgZX3MOhwW
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUdDImzusa
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhvXM24byN
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPNTd0lGCx
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotZnLQax2L
「我會有分數。」我說。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcxvXVTeV8
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ezLM3X0On
不，我沒有。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pPvtzBeYK
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx4Scx8njY
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0xhwZy9lL
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxc0nkxufp
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiIWvw3pmP
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWneo2rTwLq
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Cg3UM1HlL
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeNxM6vuIE
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMyHUUVplb
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XsbwAJbK0
難不難看是一回事。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZUut2R4tv
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG9LFYYeiq
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SXbDO0WVw
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuztZ5zt7t
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGepCn9aP7l
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLucuYCMjmG
但我不甘心。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0URsYx9uSa
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOseCY8fpm
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPk4b3iUfm
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSjdY8Wdpy
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBZGj3lEMG
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDKgheUqEA
我不甘心。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppe1c6TVJq
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYgKKvoVoU
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7V1nubb5j
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNjSB5cQIE
「…真係？」童桐說。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXbss0eLG6
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUdx52NvS5
我停頓了片刻。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8Zjl8EZLe
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmituLudDO
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeHnsgC0oV
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g8gzrhWZ2
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45t5uukcxE
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPXCIGYBzb
就和你一樣，童桐。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85RmnnW7VX
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGOQwR96TW
和你一樣。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvzmB4y22i
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0isrgHe5VE
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtYAO9CVK7
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkitswBJTx
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiw32QBbj9
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb6LJa7bO0
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15twtZakVf
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAs210Mu2w
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz707DoYXoV
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDOrneG21U
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CWXMObfgF
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVkUHMAAxJ
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp0y4zB1Jb
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCAls2ySRb
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGwLfvuQ29
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7DaJrRnZH
「多謝你，童桐。」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKHlIZ6pR8
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQskRm2R0Q
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3c8q2Sl3Z
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB5CBE4P0z
「叮～」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gknVp6BgT
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjDvMkGK9G
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD9bAHvx7X
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfycqT2gz1B
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFeS9GXtTW
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsyFZgkWuM
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeBkYX6Vy1
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vwFBEUh9v
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi1yNdLR88
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0Fubz8btz
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQACQ7TF1g
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC45H603jb
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDObbPezGMf
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjspagYH5f
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Slc9NqNx3
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91QMmcidYz
太可愛了。1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXjsHGE4YI
1087Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuMzrZhQJ5
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
