那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA2LtkGqHGwB
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAis3j41tMnX
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAwUpTqL5y8W
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAKoZLV66Rpm
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAd1s5zJYMuc
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA0goBpohOjP
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAfG3AXy54DX
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAuBilt2vyOV
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1143Please respect copyright.PENANApMzgSlj3OH
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAuaqVIDvrCV
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAdIk9KhUKgB
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAv7k69fIwYF
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAHqn3VdN9om
1143Please respect copyright.PENANADv69CGkslC
「咩黎…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAwl8eOl8N07
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAvEAu1e8mjD
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAqMDifHEJMH
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAk7LZcAKqHV
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1143Please respect copyright.PENANA2rX0FFS99Y
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAxZnfcExSDO
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAE3XZ6Qjsfy
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAZEfaOf7Gih
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAeyiVsSH0Qq
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAyON7xHm4Kw
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANA2RqSgIHuY6
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA8ddYRqkZCV
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA8ALzPDlLX9
1143Please respect copyright.PENANACIyUUylhlc
「但點解突然…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9nvov3lzi
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA0CBT4HR7Bv
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANA0FpYJHd7Wm
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAoYwtx8Xjuc
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAp0MS1HvsJE
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ejuejggg6
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA4HMZDErdmi
1143Please respect copyright.PENANApH2Sq4R1wq
「童~~桐~!!」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAMzKK3ygIW6
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAN7mxPPVrTh
「桐……桐………桐……………」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAonDMKoT7Cm
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAP5EOEAOivT
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAvktzE8YP1h
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAAzokOjfaRw
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAXtlKIICXEt
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAyxnD1sUfzw
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAMjTHalXPnZ
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA9U0BAkvTZ8
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA4xbH17hW5R
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAkaf952o65M
…等等。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA3fHrkSXzfx
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA9z7qr8Jvrq
我靈光一閃。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA1yHCyj7pe0
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAqFPw6heHSt
如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1143Please respect copyright.PENANASBdSPB8euW
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAFdZ9OVVWUn
…我了解她。1143Please respect copyright.PENANARk4iPRv7Qz
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAJpfYTYhsxe
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1143Please respect copyright.PENANALBggnY95rG
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAphiDeVjgyh
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAC7qk3Y6JSq
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAW868THhzRq
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAnHss7ZGACr
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAE5lJV6e2oM
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAj7sJCBszzD
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAUTtijRywAj
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAi6vhOk8hPQ
1143Please respect copyright.PENANACc23zieFly
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAxSQoeYHvgR
1143Please respect copyright.PENANARaaGkSjSpc
…要快點才行。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAxBfm2fGkAA
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAJe3qE1h9pB
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAiJ5zt6URbS
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAq12ING3Nmm
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAe4027gOE6v
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAPjvmUp0hMq
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1143Please respect copyright.PENANALJ9JSlm52R
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA9GJ7UpdfcJ
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAcXDuSG5uKZ
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAa3m1xHDqii
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA0IEPuWAfp3
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAiUt6dhT5Gx
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAZyByGdjt8e
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAVmPLSMNdEz
我可是親口答應過她的。1143Please respect copyright.PENANATSrK8roBhq
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAJVj8kT2lWf
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA4S5mHetsCG
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAMVqjpW6h2h
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA3CMWVqcitb
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAoB2N82kQZp
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAU2jdJueQlN
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAoYf6Am2GOX
但是。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAvGGlf0WrFj
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA2H4lF7263z
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1143Please respect copyright.PENANATViifxxfXu
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAconLvynINK
…1143Please respect copyright.PENANA5IkuYJmuwU
1143Please respect copyright.PENANATqOtGRVtvG
「唉,童桐…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAGJeV9FGgkI
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAAA1bgy0TTk
…失敗了嗎。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAIeSWJzRkXp
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAIa4xtm3ors
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1143Please respect copyright.PENANAKQrfRDqjiS
1143Please respect copyright.PENANACflLrhhuDM
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1143Please respect copyright.PENANAkQCTgSTgE1
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAuGbuYXeuaB
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAgJ14DdwjjL
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAClGgRBaDiO
但是原來童桐也了解我。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAywlhEokjAO
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAQY9DkgzPhp
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAXo1JTAF7ka
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAqOaxR6ZnVN
「呀遊…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAlUkk2DWs2l
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAE5CxdoPMOT
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAwJFPXPBFOi
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAZfgrDwLwvL
她就在那兒。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ6rblp2mB
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA0YV9uL5x6C
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAboV9KFld81
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAFVAwqH7Ap3
我的女朋友就在那兒。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAKnntE5kknq
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAbo7DjpzpLx
「童…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAg1HiXFspff
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAZ719ycrX4T
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAz3sGMEqYGd
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAsNv2cXsVms
「童桐…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAJi2VA33NoU
1143Please respect copyright.PENANALFiyExKzgv
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAPWwRMr6ofz
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAHfFD8gVyOr
「童桐!!」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAD4D3MqEIKC
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAROI9bBV93x
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAADgeiYAA4M
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAuq6uZrFUxE
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAHQGJieu5AC
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAcVCp5CMSwE
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAQRlHUzLic6
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAISmVrLAjBn
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAkPr4oW68GR
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAR9Ad5L90oQ
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAzRkslFQkXe
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAhbMU8NjPFU
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAkqPl4YS1G0
1143Please respect copyright.PENANASZEZ9vAv3Q
除非我們親自去掙取。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA8QwVNx2IGj
1143Please respect copyright.PENANADE63XeKDnB
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA2Psu8eLQFy
1143Please respect copyright.PENANALI3pOflt2T
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAIJ4rEQGmMz
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA5iFeC33FpR
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAzXPkO109f9
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA9IbO2O6YDu
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAKDOenCVFMA
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAFtXoEgN7Di
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAJJAlTu1RaQ
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAOS9IUFFks8
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1143Please respect copyright.PENANA78QsHcn6ac
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAob0w1xQM6H
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1143Please respect copyright.PENANASxPFSlCIeC
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAuZionySPji
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAOOiifFvrhN
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA0wknORlZIJ
「咚——噹!!!」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAnXa1HT7JQF
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA73UQNYP0vY
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA3sUc33GCCz
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA94soh3Fvcw
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA7TLubcf5vZ
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAbjQI7JCXmG
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAemTMQ8ArLE
1143Please respect copyright.PENANANrE1Zu1VMR
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANABSgNhqBynL
1143Please respect copyright.PENANASKMHfXUD1C
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAaTnY2WIAa2
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA1LYip8Hd2C
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAJwxvfaofkF
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAmBmt09m1fg
我還在。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAGKG0ta1z5d
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAPPdMl9t3Hx
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAqx5ykSNeXL
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAyqV4ag0mHr
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1143Please respect copyright.PENANACbmJNfJdNm
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA9euPF3x53T
我也不會放棄。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAYWiJLqNUPr
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA6FxAm6ztgv
我都會追上來,帶你回家。1143Please respect copyright.PENANASbhZsBkoWs
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAiRMOX79SU0
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAIbuOVCpta2
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAjGLbTn1z2Z
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAnCwzsTPT0A
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAe02SmPadcN
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAgkbbwFnVls
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAqUkV5cpzrE
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANA3jjaDMljc0
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA6QISzU20fr
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAkowTzBKPcp
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAlLVNXUvWsK
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAv1N1kj43Cw
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA6sn2hRLhsj
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAchLBcBgbT7
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA8fAQd64M0a
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAjjBnceDXow
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAoYQdWfiP2h
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANA0HXlcStG5e
1143Please respect copyright.PENANABZvexpVRXc
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAk3hiTT4mjQ
1143Please respect copyright.PENANASjfJ7ytl6t
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAwR8CLsSOMU
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAdXofUqMdb6
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA504vWUDnGL
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA7DynNZtlpn
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAn68snDfMbH
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA2bjHIzqTHb
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAoQHd3V0L2f
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAOsmvZ1vF3c
我無視頭上的風眼。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAMD6YPDX1o6
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAsLyuu3KNK3
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAFmWLPFw3bA
1143Please respect copyright.PENANASHFQnP0w6G
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1143Please respect copyright.PENANANY3FR1yJLL
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAMvy0AHOCZ9
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAEfF9HV30nA
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAyUUrxjvxfS
暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1143Please respect copyright.PENANATZmlstj5Ab
1143Please respect copyright.PENANASApTed1y4f
但我不看在眼內。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAPtJM3cYIUl
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAPAh7OWjmg8
一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1143Please respect copyright.PENANANb1YxGM2By
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAsJ6FQck4BD
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAo01dLBntrd
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAQibW0AryS6
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAbleyAoYXb7
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAcfUU7vI5Iu
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAV2QFeX7iqc
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5Q2si3LuJ
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAOgxuSW8I2x
1143Please respect copyright.PENANANaREH9zwdC
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA3jdjwwkxdf
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAQy9sxDTGAa
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA0DGT2uBLlp
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAYaXPTY26f7
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1143Please respect copyright.PENANARmwBxAfQfw
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAGBBO02H9be
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAxMkFptcxe3
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAKVIaVep9Oe
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAnwHEP5nbDH
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAHs7vQ4Mm4y
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAB3P5NT6Ldh
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAIzh9GRfF9w
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1143Please respect copyright.PENANAkFC3J6KoMt
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAVSFQTdsCnZ
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1143Please respect copyright.PENANAjeP7zhBPJR
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAN4Of9N6CYG
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAYEvysDtxeq
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAfXlONPgKNi
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAHa9bsGLlIn
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA0AbEUOzkOz
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAw1fvUQHxdo
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAarHLlNq6lY
「童桐。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAwMIpt3FZrt
1143Please respect copyright.PENANATXdhqtfWaP
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA5Jcuaq1PVe
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAdhXSalWN2X
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAtOpWLkltC2
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAY1K2JDbSAf
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAqv4vhrGIvL
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAdiOCre1xtC
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAXYEYudaQ91
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA1ooHiEdzEW
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAsKXmDFe3rR
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAudIgppiraU
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAZDkUc38iwN
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA2ck6dliDG7
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAmerZrJi8A4
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAbF6PfG2sWX
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1143Please respect copyright.PENANADu7JBVumOp
1143Please respect copyright.PENANALnDZsAB7dW
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAAfGEiy0gbJ
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAKgvzawKF1A
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAvY7vhuOEAT
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA1n2k0B75wG
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1143Please respect copyright.PENANANi2KjRk3nQ
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAWCH3suo700
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAZkBgf2OBYc
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAqKGg3AtkwC
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAHqxI7YIcma
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAqSxV3cxCm7
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAgLIMvEsi09
1143Please respect copyright.PENANALn0u34zeGr
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAD3Awq0nqvW
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAlmaIz4s4Vx
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAnb4rNL0dl2
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAVOJUX7Jq9v
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAVSDZRL0oNT
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAeEWCm0MEbZ
「下,表左架啦。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAaxNOSWdYly
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAKJpeQkQICT
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAACdkn3dB7b
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAVMswUWF0kH
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAur85gO2Odb
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAH33dODNQqL
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANA9sTe79rlee
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAfAcbNHZjIY
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAZccpuFhZon
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAwpFzJyykoE
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAFDUnmMvqDp
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA9YuSlJDOyv
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAZOYPuCTEIl
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAqIN4sln6cU
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAOoBnSQEUgS
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA3g2VKCx60c
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA4eaOIQMcYN
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA31Bui8HLX5
「我願意!」
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAADzrtqDkSK
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAnECJ9N0AXj
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1143Please respect copyright.PENANAofrnd3kV68
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAfHqGy5szPr
——便永遠都不會分離。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAlzfmdVBzgP
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA2cSzInYaGW
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1143Please respect copyright.PENANApNQ14CirIL
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAf4BbX51OsP
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAWglwoc5E43
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAmcBp4USid2
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAaAYUiAWLP2
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAk73qISQJVA
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAkDKL4Jzonl
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAYAAVgRtxQA
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAq6eJ89ehN2
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAhxYNuyD0NT
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAv61p9qAK0P
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAE6A6QDNoCk
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAruB7yVtJrD
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAIRxDwxFsNR
…還有Kay的悲劇。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAAA4wemHg4V
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAumZuazBOhv
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1143Please respect copyright.PENANALFYZUWZgxW
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAXBJxUfdGzO
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1143Please respect copyright.PENANAgqdyTQSl90
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAv9HOSJoiyy
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1143Please respect copyright.PENANABttCs4D4Lk
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAUbrSJQWuYb
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1143Please respect copyright.PENANAzVtTHktHEP
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ4sUzTvtK
其實不然。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAwPUnUbdtOY
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAFKQCl2l2jw
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAHB0VLesY0E
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA88LbKKJbVU
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAINPdaUG0nv
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAssrNJrKvKI
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAEu5UM0yOIS
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ax7hUzFy0
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAHdS6PnSw1e
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA5Zzt0ZQ9JZ
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAExMjOwpDp6
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAkZo1Po0tfY
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAhobNk1aXxR
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAsEUDPKnh4B
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAUvTwoDkc2M
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAlsFd2gTv5H
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAdOQKSXujKX
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA2ots6NAjBg
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAmZUwiTChUR
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAwXMEtaEH9p
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAPekSgLehrw
1143Please respect copyright.PENANABARCn0Hm6R
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAyKqdJcbBYC
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA4JCtYFxLsT
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1143Please respect copyright.PENANARUWySSemU4
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAX8Xul4762G
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAizFpUwFwVv
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAhatEMVP95S
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAU6wb51bKhP
1143Please respect copyright.PENANATsnZpcRTZy
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAO2Ly0V9qjp
1143Please respect copyright.PENANABMMRaZ7J8S
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAATNCXIVB1p
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA24eZUkNfQ7
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAgALubwll4E
1143Please respect copyright.PENANACwgoKPwZKl
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAhOheY3uT7a
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAAA9NLr7vBA
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1143Please respect copyright.PENANAgQzrFPcDBB
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAjJyOTC08uI
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1143Please respect copyright.PENANASNXbkTX8RT
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAyMOk2skKLv
「咁,咁快?!」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAtBOpopSpnI
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAO5675rEFuM
「咩呀,避風呀!」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAygtAVK65tp
1143Please respect copyright.PENANApbctrJJMka
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAvf8YROGwmF
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAe0ygVDWf0k
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAYLy7wBjsUU
1143Please respect copyright.PENANACGwcaPfVwY
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1143Please respect copyright.PENANA4RWbJLSdju
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAZdhQ5tUDo3
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAlDmZW2AmuU
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA07trF0bqSM
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAG59u01LmqT
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAbXnI9Gm1GS
「呀遊…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAcwz7zJp9cj
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAg0yvod4jbw
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAUi7ov9V114
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAGk1Zxhl0st
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAnKPJQ2QWaz
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAHLgQBY1rmv
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAHgQ0d4TUTT
1143Please respect copyright.PENANA05z3gHoqIA
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAMAUGsy3xuI
1143Please respect copyright.PENANABYrG2wOrRB
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1143Please respect copyright.PENANAhtXUxr76tR
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAWsrLZBCqi1
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAo22lav4pJU
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAlxigU04hJC
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1143Please respect copyright.PENANANRd0zVqX0W
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAIlmI0lQgzn
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1143Please respect copyright.PENANABHmKapZghq
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAMCbOC563nk
「返屋企喇。」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAxJk054xdmn
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAl8rzFyOBrb
「…嗯!」1143Please respect copyright.PENANAzvcolQCec1
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAjzWLVDeEU2
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAn8lfVzl3Tx
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAMRzwfS90JS
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAVioL2u6MBH
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAs03fHnL0N4
現在我會這樣說。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAncAVByBvQP
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAmxk3RJH8iB
未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1143Please respect copyright.PENANAIGI8FhdO06
1143Please respect copyright.PENANAG0pnnaVPCn
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。