夢醒來了。872Please respect copyright.PENANAaY6NT8WxA0
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不論是昨天的那個。872Please respect copyright.PENANAF5U5lAvwXh
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還是從孩童時期開始的那個。872Please respect copyright.PENANAmnkk9j6yoD
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早上8時。872Please respect copyright.PENANAqXI8HO5jYk
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「嗶嗶嗶,嗶嗶嗶!」872Please respect copyright.PENANAK1ly3XEI95
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我拍熄鬧鐘,結果它自動轉成了收音機。872Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6xtwHGeQE
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「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰,有專家以”雪崩"形容,根據外電報道…」872Please respect copyright.PENANAJF6vYIMNb1
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直接拔電!872Please respect copyright.PENANAAtxLQRVQl8
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房中又回歸了平靜,我把電池扔到一旁,喘一口氣躺回床上。872Please respect copyright.PENANAk9XzwlNBPq
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這下子該怎麼辦?我扶扶額頭,以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍,沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。872Please respect copyright.PENANATWI5yuNlOZ
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本來應該是目標達成,處男畢業,我應該歡呼才對,但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。872Please respect copyright.PENANA9iLw90XFUp
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明明沒有對不起任何人,我又為何這樣動搖?我的良心為何在責難我?872Please respect copyright.PENANAsv2OTZUoOQ
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我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵,現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的,要把我從內撕裂!昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒,鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我!872Please respect copyright.PENANAvUeFrjuc1i
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…總之,先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。872Please respect copyright.PENANA4CydzSvByo
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我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好,跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平,至少現在能站穩。872Please respect copyright.PENANACwql7FZuOc
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妍妍還沒醒呢,她也筋疲力盡了吧。872Please respect copyright.PENANAps8mgR5zYo
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感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕,所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪,然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢,感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。872Please respect copyright.PENANAvQi2x27rtN
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親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。872Please respect copyright.PENANAjzgSxiPoIa
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不知道是香氣還是聲音,妍妍從睡房中探出頭來:「嘩,第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAdrc1Z3HDtj
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再炒一隻蛋。872Please respect copyright.PENANA0IDGNjWy4K
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「煮慣晒。」我說,「希望岩你食,我係你間屋只搵到呢D。」872Please respect copyright.PENANA4X6JVcl258
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「哦,我買返黎放架咋,我本身懶煮飯。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAMkKF1ys2FG
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「你去刷牙洗面先,就搞掂。」872Please respect copyright.PENANA3zI7enOUX6
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再再炒一隻蛋好了。872Please respect copyright.PENANACu9N4pXhTB
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把早餐擺好,將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。872Please respect copyright.PENANAT7KG9WJ6uE
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……屋中靜得耳朵發痛,這已經不是安靜。872Please respect copyright.PENANAXIKuO0yHk6
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這是冷清。872Please respect copyright.PENANAwjWQpkTyvt
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當中的分別是…我們的家,我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西,飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照,亞基成長的照片,我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔,Beta的飛機杯,程太家中的刺繡之類,除了是一個空間外,家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。872Please respect copyright.PENANAWFlNroh8c1
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但這兒…甚麼也沒有。872Please respect copyright.PENANAdNAgmGzVJo
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牆上是空的,廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開,電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。872Please respect copyright.PENANAzFVFxJLYv6
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相比起「家」,妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚,只是裝成家的樣子,但根本只有表象,內在…872Please respect copyright.PENANA4L0bmclAWB
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…甚麼也沒有。872Please respect copyright.PENANAnSHp0B0KZi
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這就是我所感受到的「冷清」,按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。872Please respect copyright.PENANAnfUM6pYQ8Y
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正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她,但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣,早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。872Please respect copyright.PENANAIp6Rk6A8ob
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不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米,手機只要一插便能復活,但我卻不敢這樣做。872Please respect copyright.PENANAn6eKuyd2rd
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爸媽先不說,童桐會有多少個未接來電,未讀訊息?872Please respect copyright.PENANAjKwFPslWF7
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明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐,我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。872Please respect copyright.PENANAPYAJvdJgHZ
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「唉。」我嘆一口氣,因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救872Please respect copyright.PENANAcUcYlJEPRm
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「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩?」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我,從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。872Please respect copyright.PENANAEnzwg3HLEp
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「哦無,我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。872Please respect copyright.PENANAk4YimgNh9w
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「……」妍妍表情微妙,然後放開我站起來,「收音機既電,你拆既?」872Please respect copyright.PENANAz4POTcYliO
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我苦笑:「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAnwktc0kcd4
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「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看,「我啊…自己一個人住,有時候全日都唔會同人講野,咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野,所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘,夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜,係唔係…好老套?」872Please respect copyright.PENANAhFxAqUAHGR
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字句中,滲透著落寞。872Please respect copyright.PENANA8SNhRYkhMi
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剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。872Please respect copyright.PENANAk21X6KDEo3
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回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐,那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…872Please respect copyright.PENANA7gDNiGN1dt
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…叫我心痛。872Please respect copyright.PENANAIOaWizD5Jg
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「點會老土啫。」我說,「今時今日一天都係衛星,我仲練緊射箭喔?」872Please respect copyright.PENANADft12cn1mZ
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妍妍吃笑:「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾10後叫阿姨,食早餐啦,唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」872Please respect copyright.PENANAk09ktxgk55
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「易整。」872Please respect copyright.PENANA4iOvYtoZIQ
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我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。872Please respect copyright.PENANA1jr8UYPyBg
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妍妍與我都好像有種默契:誰也不正面提及昨晚的事,誰也不確認我們現在的關係,直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完,我和她坐到沙發上,她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。872Please respect copyright.PENANAC6Pmg5DGZV
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「……」872Please respect copyright.PENANAFfTv4jIQPH
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「……」872Please respect copyright.PENANABISQKyr1c2
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我們都不願打破這寧靜。872Please respect copyright.PENANAyRSIkxp2Xr
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我是她的甚麼人?她是我的甚麼人?朋友?但我們有這種關係;性伴?但我們只有過一晚這種關係;一夜情?我又不覺得止步於這種關係;情侶?我們誰也沒有向過對方表白,甚至—872Please respect copyright.PENANAdhSRaaBBSv
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—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。872Please respect copyright.PENANA1pbOUdCMdA
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她只是想找人提供一個肩膊,一種慰藉;我只是想找機會鬆開煞車,試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。872Please respect copyright.PENANArVf1M0AtKh
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老天,我做了甚麼。872Please respect copyright.PENANAHEUH2wvRqC
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感覺糟透了,我指心理上,五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受,好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉,不難喝,但味道過於複雜混沌,難以陳述。872Please respect copyright.PENANAqpUdNSUsVZ
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「之後…你有咩打算?」我先開口,感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係,有點佔她便宜,所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺,剛剛那頓早餐是,現在先行開口也是,我希望使她感受到我的關心。872Please respect copyright.PENANA7QaHPIbVHm
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「…我應該唔再做PTGF。」872Please respect copyright.PENANA6Aa7RT7zYp
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「都好既,你係唔係就畢業?」妍妍比我大一年。872Please respect copyright.PENANAdNvTn9n4he
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「就快。」她說,「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAaNZ5cbyjKM
872Please respect copyright.PENANAvTHp2FX4QR
「抖下先?」872Please respect copyright.PENANAngglpbCG1i
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「嗯,我可能去個長旅行, Working Holidays之類。」她說,「我都唔知,我個人無咩計劃,可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向,得過且過,依加有種從新出發既感覺。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAveCw2uFOLR
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她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅,我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去,但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。872Please respect copyright.PENANA0ii27qOnva
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「你會搵到既。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAa7zSCBbke9
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「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。872Please respect copyright.PENANA1JDP2mnFQ4
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「……」872Please respect copyright.PENANAJJGJCVeKNA
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「其他人即使岩Feel,我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說,「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人,呀遊。」872Please respect copyright.PENANA2YG2ilMzkZ
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妍妍已經說得好婉轉了,現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。872Please respect copyright.PENANADSxoWW7eIM
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她閃亮的眼神,又有點期待,又有點害怕。872Please respect copyright.PENANAaI3IlDeuEs
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「…對唔住。」872Please respect copyright.PENANArZNfOdGDYM
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她先是默靜了片刻。872Please respect copyright.PENANAGr5b3YV53n
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「點解要道歉?」872Please respect copyright.PENANA9psDooqqWu
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我搖頭說:「如果你想我同你起一齊,我好榮幸,係我修到既福氣,我亦都好樂意,搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次,然後正式係一樣…」872Please respect copyright.PENANA6zSe6W1ErQ
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她嘴角揚起。872Please respect copyright.PENANANe1YGYIxSz
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「…但係。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAhTaMOITkul
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她嘴角塌下。872Please respect copyright.PENANAkOTRGXghXe
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「我心入面仲有童桐,我仲未完全放低到佢,當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊,但我…唔想咁對你,我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」872Please respect copyright.PENANApwV3Togrn7
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「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。872Please respect copyright.PENANA0B6UPSpRi0
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那不但是傷心,更加是絕望,對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。872Please respect copyright.PENANAYjN1Frx0EV
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糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕!872Please respect copyright.PENANA6ciHfL6uKG
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發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措:「我,我,我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊!你你你俾少少時間,我處理好我同童桐之間既事,我就會…」872Please respect copyright.PENANApvY66ZX0rY
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「你唔好呃人,馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說,她眼中充滿了冰冷。872Please respect copyright.PENANAa4uFb2ths7
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…我就說了,我從來不是甚麼好人。872Please respect copyright.PENANAkzmSpebbUI
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「我無呃你,我會努力忘記佢…」872Please respect copyright.PENANAqkwZPAUad6
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「你係度呃緊既唔係我,係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。872Please respect copyright.PENANAR9VrkHMk8v
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「……」我無言以對。872Please respect copyright.PENANASwmfPg5HsD
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「我都係過來人,我都曾經同你都一樣,曾經將一個人視為我既一切,我既全部!」她痛心地掩著胸口說,「根本無可能!無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到!你唔止想呃我!仲要連自己都呃埋!!」872Please respect copyright.PENANAtJQx0JBbU1
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回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩,窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。872Please respect copyright.PENANAj6kbYb27CJ
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「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。872Please respect copyright.PENANAjpuL8bnOtT
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由於壓制率不足,呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
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「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說,「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAjS0qQZfFTW
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不,童桐沒有錯,妍妍也沒有錯。872Please respect copyright.PENANA4F6aY6GjnB
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錯的只是我罷了。872Please respect copyright.PENANAko51BQWobv
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我才是那個最該死的垃圾,沒想到連我也有成為渣男,賤男的一天。872Please respect copyright.PENANA5nju33GELT
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「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說,「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬,我又點及得上佢…」872Please respect copyright.PENANANGHeI0cP1t
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一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中,本來打算安慰妍妍的我,在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。872Please respect copyright.PENANAbbTsibvVoi
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老實說,我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓,這樣我心可能會好過一點。872Please respect copyright.PENANAzExsC663zS
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我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉,我不知道可以怎麼辦,果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。872Please respect copyright.PENANA2WmFRuWFq1
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這種級別的關係困境,已經不是我可以解決得了。872Please respect copyright.PENANAMKtVlV1CyK
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面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線,開機。872Please respect copyright.PENANAWMOHC0LS3v
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未讀訊息:7872Please respect copyright.PENANAeyzugds7xZ
[來自阿媽的2個未讀訊息]872Please respect copyright.PENANAbYWscgFoEb
[來自童桐的4個未讀訊息]872Please respect copyright.PENANAPj8c32wKlG
[來自英姐的1個未讀訊息]872Please respect copyright.PENANAArX12Z1Jfn
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我通通無視,打開Beta情聖所在的群組,輸入:「黑色警報,集合時間2300」872Please respect copyright.PENANAkaOCtXFzPo
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[OK] Beta872Please respect copyright.PENANA6kgLlODBS5
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[黑色!?你唔同童桐一齊左咩,OK喇不過,不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。872Please respect copyright.PENANAz8HuSwk8Qn
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加拿大時差是12小時,但情聖還是照樣答應。872Please respect copyright.PENANA2RPNoAHgVb
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鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊,她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過,看到她這樣我也很難過。872Please respect copyright.PENANAxByWi5th4k
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「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我,然後說,「我唔係個D…依加我係你既人,你就要負責任個種,其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點?呀遊。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAHoN6KSuJUc
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平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。872Please respect copyright.PENANAz1o3XlpaFP
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不,好似不對勁?872Please respect copyright.PENANAbPIswVbhQz
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「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。872Please respect copyright.PENANAUjstrsgwPL
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和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比,妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。872Please respect copyright.PENANAlLgjdGDheQ
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「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。872Please respect copyright.PENANANnrzH5PKB3
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「我亦唔想你扭曲自己,一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人,同一個你唔愛既人一齊?如果係咁,我就好自私。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAkBIbbs5TfZ
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但我可能是。872Please respect copyright.PENANAItqWk0emAz
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「…你真係好好。」我說,「唉,我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」872Please respect copyright.PENANAUWrX6HW6vM
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老實說我那時也是十五十六,可能沒這樣少,大概是七十多對八十多吧。872Please respect copyright.PENANAQRtHd1rRev
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「我尋晚好開心,喊得好痛快,之後…都好享受。」她說,「你唔使覺得後悔。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAG355K0TzSa
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「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說,「明明無打算同你係一齊,但又同你…」872Please respect copyright.PENANAiF5RHgP2sm
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「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢,依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說,「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAzOoGxkkRct
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解決辦法我真的想不到。872Please respect copyright.PENANAasbK2o4dwC
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但接下來妍妍的那一句,重擊了我的心坎。872Please respect copyright.PENANAAhpkPWUh4g
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「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你,呀遊。」
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和妍妍在一起,我便扭曲了自己,即使我自己願意也辦不到,她也不樂見。872Please respect copyright.PENANAuLJPFchl7J
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放棄妍妍,我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂,而且我也成為了傷害她的人。872Please respect copyright.PENANAAEyYlTjoIo
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我們已經走到了死胡同。872Please respect copyright.PENANAXy5HYXsv71
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「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAPJcY405kHi
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「…嗯。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAoDyCcOPx5c
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「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩,先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。872Please respect copyright.PENANAP6AfprTYUs
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不,我知道她在打甚麼主意。872Please respect copyright.PENANAlHCRvbykxq
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「個原因係咩,我都唔會放棄童…」872Please respect copyright.PENANAvRApNUR9w8
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「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。872Please respect copyright.PENANADWrRYfQNYq
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「…」872Please respect copyright.PENANAe9zliWE49J
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「你咩意思。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAAH3sWmM0SX
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「對我黎講,你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說,「佢既原因係咁既份量,咁既級數,而且我同你之間係無感情基礎,而你,童桐兩個之間係有,佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度,恐怕超乎你想像。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAfsD6LdxVXX
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「……」我突然心中生畏。872Please respect copyright.PENANApPjSkFvAuB
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到底是…甚麼的理由?872Please respect copyright.PENANAaod23x8BDX
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妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握,她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。872Please respect copyright.PENANA0IW17Z7m0t
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「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前,「我又未必會肯同你一齊,你準備繼續打飛機喇,A0遊。」872Please respect copyright.PENANAh2LVCgtnFp
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…妍妍竟然…872Please respect copyright.PENANA2aFE7bwk22
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「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。872Please respect copyright.PENANAEeVOVHId1j
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「嗄?做咩無啦啦多謝我,我,我要脅緊你喎,我,我明明笑緊你A0,做咩…」872Please respect copyright.PENANACAzamki4zQ
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她只是在給我一個下台階。872Please respect copyright.PENANAPcFuCYYOZk
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妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱,故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因,使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉,使我可以繼續前進,不用理會她,掌握著所謂的初心,所謂的理想,所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛!!872Please respect copyright.PENANAFYUXGgV3Bq
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那麼。872Please respect copyright.PENANAppZqfoQqxG
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當下困在迷宮之中的人。872Please respect copyright.PENANA8jx2TBPH3G
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便只剩下妍妍自己。
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