門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiUaglfm0r
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總要面對的，對吧。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zcxKOcjrE
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5vaKM5rMn
「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KEmea8qQ7
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pWvAzCtJL
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigpdBYeLSJ
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6EqLjV1zQ
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW6xh2AUYt
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdcdk0CvZd
…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT48EIVdOE
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3JrSfY1WP
「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzOyxmVyVT
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWezI4i2e1r
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXYXcCimKV
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsRZBSlglT
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SgsoVk1KZ
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpn3DGu1vQ
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFzg4MnL8H
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtfXNifqw2
她…瘦了？1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD81RlYNGr
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wbriEhuYQ
不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlh2rag83u
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeoFXxuM0M
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMixgwNwPS
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNlueiUX8M
「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFJjfoLbsl
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOfXWsQui4
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjdV8XXuMr
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYutipNGIGV
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstuYklt4yC
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhFkQKNgxA
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugD4funOoW
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1edcbhOvuV
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Lm2l6od5g
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCrnwWRooq
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkdnm5W2Rd
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvwz1xg43i
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrpyLqikJ4
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKFz9eSdDU
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xdQHMucoj
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fRWljoP4C
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡax66mRjCtv
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS54caiSxz0
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtABPVsdf3e
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw0oQ9XsxL
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIrlZSN7TN
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdfB5oyRF3
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9y5nff52e
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUZKTgPSsx
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2p3V1OH5h
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaogrT6gCMY
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5tt1kWU3L
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYArNjCiqmp
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9yCpyhK7c
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGrKgnPiLA
這麼細聲能聽到？1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6b5fE4y2Z
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6pyrBNgiO
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyv1c1f1ih
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwArwCtt9GZ
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4jdtJvChJ
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm9eRd8i7Q
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t0SoMzaaV
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDHB04gUJs
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QLkiK4z50
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAtebTzOpe
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0E6kHKaHD
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjHH7J0Gnv
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcs42ZWD5z
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W8TeVoNXM
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOJeu61xNo
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo6fHtKIds
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48BRWNzCMc
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6uzZYGnRD
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5TOFzFyaO
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrwEOszTR3
老實說，我很心痛。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbZn7G1fmr
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmYS7e04xT
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGl2T5K4kX
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4oQ9HsrT7
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgibD0QuK7d
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQA4WjUYFS
但…1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKxDoenOFV
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ503R5zuuMj
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb19jLYh3Gf
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAejmWKgLpy
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSzTtGed1k
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrfuf57vDo
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx3FseedHD
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nqpWB9RNl
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWkugUf5JI
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ97VLu0QI
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlpcpwnI69
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53bv0opAUo
感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopLLpOOmWD
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyPUhsmBjx
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwTelNBKQ1
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsv9d0dlEf
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuH8r2AFVe
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhFwLO6Orc
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxzuo00sDG
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1wK2n2Eex
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns7fWmY6TE
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6tTJywMsx
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuiy2YZtLa
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvARjYju8n4
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZVCkVF3BX
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXY0qM41BD
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvzrVah44i
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFvjaMuXWQ
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFUqPAOQeD
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSIS32K86X
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC949sk99P
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBggvl5PMEX
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0MNdb2juF
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaX1py44ZW
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1LQYqECrY
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRffD0Yqwud
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWo6X4FfT6
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseG1FC6rf8
我在說甚麼呢。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQdqVs9mjn
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpsob2gFH7
童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJZegqBIYl
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiffOPH5kp4
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiol001uZEn
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8BJRC5tKH
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3b6YKaQrc
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4gjqAdvcl
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlE6RHl3P9
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY06bqlj0Rv
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jsAY9RuSQ
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPdhiaMuBm
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0AsdlcuMV
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm3uOJqbV2
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo3Fr34Cjp
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnzv1zFl7N
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LCWuzKRq1
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5PGrFHZS1
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVB1mLvAi0
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPB53xOoExl
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXENkFnoftK
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00tCj09xPd
我希望是這樣的答案。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjtKYjPTBI
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KyxHvwhFQ
但童桐先是沉默。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhwTSq6hlE
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l9HjNEXA4
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRGr4quSp2
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdihH3Indw
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzXL26zuEP
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsbyQjenuA
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFXFc81iPX
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsBe4bFWfM
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sy9fDIz2T
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PkuIMNv4J
甚麼意思。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fWfi6IMI0
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrdrbiSYi8
這到底是甚麼意思。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJmxyZxRml
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRrbDfDciw
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYQAGfBbIF
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDMdYzrMW3
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxmzKqFN08
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GRrijBG73
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvonQrVuIf
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuidI7fES9S
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ479asJPcfN
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BsgaA9Drx
是你嗎…Dora.1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrULcrQ0w1
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr61bQzcHZ8
「你…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsCfJJyek2
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwchN7IUpds
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuyVbTE6Yg
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElo1vOm0zD
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yaI2jdfXH
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObZgupEjLI
「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e5u1a30Ck
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我覺得自己瘋了。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNHBRPwAjS
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicvJeRVLNI
我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40HEbWK7bX
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlD051j7q7
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRPpZ9FGJP
童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CRDBGVjbw
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKECLmQZrPG
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aiudjiKi4
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kfRlyIWIo
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dQxqhldjT
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPbF1OAmkH
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcC1n2xAGW
我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa9f765yIC
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv3xkIYP2Y
或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipTiCmeSbU
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZbDRc4IkT
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXsWGFHIYL
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9gxXKxCkh
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBqAFu9t4Q
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LIm9zJRcn
「咁點解…無可能…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsWbxUkRv2
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfdtQaOW8p
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ7lbeS76i
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk087kxtyHi
「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8lcvjDx3p
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2euYF9fWLk
眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfitgvchU3g
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWqsnvDJ3m
接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneRL5p9Yii
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIgYLjXPPq
她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw3urfbeyq
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1xDTmYRq0
然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJixbi5mg6
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ELQjMe4Qc
「童……」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAElEb2K7ko
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCRj14bPiB
簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWga6ET5Ruy
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbkKlLVzsA
童桐…抽煙？！1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m6Qzb7Reb
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAkCNCVwPE
「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp2BxLRxGL
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「童桐…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEubpUIs4eF
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qioa4a1bL
「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlldLu0R4U6
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYStw8utXD
Dora哭起來。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiSNpXxdx7
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKPofRMPbt
「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8wBbKIo5H
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGXC1fAWHb
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj4DWzwUCC
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB6ZSzQCvw
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ2YyOi0Im
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRfrjKI3Sr
「見到你第一眼。」我說。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu82qdZ43FA
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCer8Fb2sLo
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO9VggtB1l
「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7xglSDzDh
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3uktpsI6M
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1cSWmzhlJ
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結果當然是…1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Xx8BvKSJ
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2V8QpP319
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9c3SFcuSK
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFOt2am4s9
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO6Uq2Wn9H
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKlHavEiA0
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE5v4NOKCd
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh645yCWRUQ
1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkWdRNnJkw
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6sjVKqG0E
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcVbYBG4ML
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbls09vACCz
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxtJGQ0as6
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
