我的名字是…曾經是…不,已經很久沒有人稱呼我的名字了。798Please respect copyright.PENANAebFvPNhz5b
798Please respect copyright.PENANANk14kAuV9V
不需要,不值得,也不夠資格。798Please respect copyright.PENANAoFe6cXfXZp
798Please respect copyright.PENANAC9BGvtAIcR
現在他們稱我為「Beta」,他們以為是因為我的電腦背景,Beta Testing云云。798Please respect copyright.PENANAyVrQT0y4BV
798Please respect copyright.PENANA1Mp86wzwBC
並不是的。798Please respect copyright.PENANAXsBtSZkjHV
798Please respect copyright.PENANALN1lLefNZ9
…這是因為我知道自己的位置,自己的定位。798Please respect copyright.PENANAyGgJM6PyYp
798Please respect copyright.PENANAcIcFzhKNUe
垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。798Please respect copyright.PENANAusbgStrywf
798Please respect copyright.PENANAKBRp3pUZsl
安份地呆在垃圾箱之中,即使是垃圾也不會惹人厭。798Please respect copyright.PENANAzwmkusB3Nk
798Please respect copyright.PENANAdvurDoA09c
但是如果一但忘記了自己的定位,試圖走進不屬於自己的位置中,垃圾就會馬上成為人人除之而後快的對象。798Please respect copyright.PENANAYxmsg1yH6D
798Please respect copyright.PENANAG8dt05YP3x
垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置—這就是Beta這名字的意義,這是對我的警惕。798Please respect copyright.PENANAj9dXlYdkri
798Please respect copyright.PENANA0yhEJq8j5P
這名字用作警惕我自己:不要再好像當年那樣,自以為別人需要我的幫忙。798Please respect copyright.PENANAaAqC6jybB0
798Please respect copyright.PENANAYhqnJZySG6
自以為自己不是垃圾。798Please respect copyright.PENANACIxsG7qv3r
798Please respect copyright.PENANAYyCOZlRSVT
「呢個就係你男朋友既真面目。」那時的我,自覺做了件好事,以我自己擅長的事守護了曾待我溫柔的她。798Please respect copyright.PENANAah0FgXOTHq
798Please respect copyright.PENANAHMxeffXGRP
「…你搞咁多野,你想搏咩?」我保護了她,她卻對我惡言相向,甚至在之後率眾向我報復。798Please respect copyright.PENANA593aPsWY5z
798Please respect copyright.PENANAFCviHdFFtv
那男人知道自己的真面目被曝光後,消失了。798Please respect copyright.PENANAMKTrjegRKw
798Please respect copyright.PENANA4Jvazj6WMA
她認為這是我的錯,我的潛越,我的狂妄引致。798Please respect copyright.PENANAKNYVmfkDJy
798Please respect copyright.PENANA9hIC4f3NdO
「垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。」—這是她教我的最後一件事。798Please respect copyright.PENANA3s5FHZwsPP
798Please respect copyright.PENANA1z3ZBTYzoK
Beta之上,其實還有其他字母代表更高級的存在或權限,Alpha, Omega, Sigma等,例如那個超級圍棋AI便以「Alpha」命名。798Please respect copyright.PENANAFQxHNCAoTK
798Please respect copyright.PENANA5MjN09Z7p1
但我是Beta就可以了,因為我知道我自己的位置,「垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。」798Please respect copyright.PENANAJpswfY50BX
798Please respect copyright.PENANAtyNAyWzJjg
這些往事,我曾經向呀遊提過一次,但他大概也忘了吧。798Please respect copyright.PENANAvaUNT2ngWN
798Please respect copyright.PENANAtD0S6NUbzl
似乎…又重蹈覆轍了呢。798Please respect copyright.PENANAx4uniogkSI
798Please respect copyright.PENANA9ERGYWbyqx
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798Please respect copyright.PENANAbkf1ojmGs2
即使Beta再三叫我冷靜,我還是沒法控制自己。798Please respect copyright.PENANAMze0xrKsAG
798Please respect copyright.PENANAQk7kXGYHZZ
如果剛剛不是他捱了我那一巴掌,我真的會把這破電腦砸成碎片。798Please respect copyright.PENANAd6cFVE3CZW
798Please respect copyright.PENANATrfIB8XBn3
「屌完啦嘛,癲撚夠啦嘛。」眼前的Beta冷冷地說。798Please respect copyright.PENANAiXoPSymFOk
798Please respect copyright.PENANAcgi0uHXdKQ
屏幕上密密麻麻的資料,顯示著那天和向二人說我要追求童桐後我和她之間的好感度和親密度變化。798Please respect copyright.PENANAUqJu7tTyev
798Please respect copyright.PENANAVhHYHCuWNX
[童桐的好感度上升了][童桐的親密度下降了][馬川遊和童桐的親密度:60%][馬川遊與童桐的好感度:20%][童桐的好感度:80%][童桐的親密度60%][無計演算甄姿妍與馬川遊的好感度]798Please respect copyright.PENANAiqfWmg7bPX
798Please respect copyright.PENANAfYgjrGdQIj
而就在那天我和童桐在婚禮上親吻後,他的演算法得出了錯誤報告。798Please respect copyright.PENANApuERAfRpGz
798Please respect copyright.PENANAuucsmQ0YtV
>警告:確認到錯誤798Please respect copyright.PENANASYSfbrabcc
>警告:好感度親密度總和溢出798Please respect copyright.PENANAsuI0AyjmUB
>建議:中止演算798Please respect copyright.PENANAPdheVUitN3
>報告:演算法已發現了一個錯誤798Please respect copyright.PENANAa5jAVpijIm
798Please respect copyright.PENANAMFKTx8egeC
按他的設計,好感度和親密度是沒法共融的。親密度上升,好感度便會下降,我在童桐心中便是家人而不是戀人。相反地好感度上升,親密度便會下降,這時童桐便視我為戀人而不是家人。798Please respect copyright.PENANAiMrmC3En8L
798Please respect copyright.PENANAxcxDZ5DZux
透過他的觀察,我的陳述,我和童桐在社交網頁上互TAG,為對方按讚的密度之類,演算法計算出我和童桐之間的親密度和好感度。798Please respect copyright.PENANARVeYiOx0Bs
798Please respect copyright.PENANAyJ6YVO5RZ7
直到婚禮那天,演算法計算上我和她親吻一幕後卻出現了嚴重錯誤,好感度和親密度同時破錶,她同時視我為戀人,同時也視我家人。798Please respect copyright.PENANAbfjr40PvhG
798Please respect copyright.PENANAXtkBiEBocn
同時視為家人與戀人,這要不就是演算法有誤,要不就是我和童桐在亂倫。798Please respect copyright.PENANAL5WaEQJ43t
798Please respect copyright.PENANALNtxMvw0qF
「交友app,婚姻介紹公司,獵頭公司,HR公司,甚至你用緊既社交網站既香港分部,都有人透過Deep World既渠道,問過我呢套演算法點樣賣,因為佢地既業務好用得著。」Beta說,「但我都無理佢地,因為依加當務之急係幫你,你咁樣報答我?」798Please respect copyright.PENANAtydeEaICRy
798Please respect copyright.PENANAKbmB5V7Fkw
他指著紅腫的臉說,一個掌印烙在他臉上。798Please respect copyright.PENANAeBU9o99ogX
798Please respect copyright.PENANA6YXYncZare
「問題唔撚係你套演算法!你要賣就賣撚飽佢!!」我說,「問題係你話,你話童桐竟然係個個…」798Please respect copyright.PENANAAuCEw1lDjt
798Please respect copyright.PENANAkEB3NyeIp0
「唔係我話,而係唯一既可能。」Beta說。798Please respect copyright.PENANAnBKmISuRBb
798Please respect copyright.PENANAKAqeaNHF0k
「……」798Please respect copyright.PENANAu3c1O1DgqP
798Please respect copyright.PENANAIExy51JTVA
「我個日係情聖婚禮度唔小心連左佢個垃圾wifi所以收唔到錯誤報告,我轉返自己網絡之後同你依加心情差唔多。」Beta說。798Please respect copyright.PENANAvOBKqhb7T8
798Please respect copyright.PENANAYc1pDKKCR7
「挑,咁算…咦幾時連鬼左酒樓個垃圾WIFI,唔怪得無響過…」Beta走到一邊。798Please respect copyright.PENANANiNJU7ksNj
連那邊正在玩手機的Beta也側目望過來,但他的面色好像有點差?
798Please respect copyright.PENANATdSQxBFHeQ
798Please respect copyright.PENANA7BMsqXZl37
「差你老母!」798Please respect copyright.PENANA1Kbfq6Ym70
798Please respect copyright.PENANAYBM8b1LqtX
「做成錯誤既原因並唔係因此演算法本身,而係輸入資料有錯誤,即係童桐有事暪住你,暪住全世界。妍妍都係咁樣講,你知架。」798Please respect copyright.PENANAOCMxmODXiS
798Please respect copyright.PENANAjzNlggVcFK
這混蛋,打算再說一次嗎?!798Please respect copyright.PENANAKhVGuznFGh
798Please respect copyright.PENANAcBX7kihhIB
「夠啦!我唔會信!童桐每晚12點就會訓教,佢話要訓美容覺,佢無可能…」798Please respect copyright.PENANA2c1es4ndPn
798Please respect copyright.PENANAhTFJbS47Lk
「尋晚你係妍妍屋企過夜個時,佢幾點搵你?」798Please respect copyright.PENANAuetVJyRiTz
798Please respect copyright.PENANAgHsM0Rvda2
「……」798Please respect copyright.PENANAnBPVVjugER
798Please respect copyright.PENANAFIjWChk6MQ
凌晨三時多。798Please respect copyright.PENANAPSu8Yxv5Mn
798Please respect copyright.PENANAXwLLrkiKNX
我看看手錶,已經是凌晨二時左右。798Please respect copyright.PENANAxcrhLNb8eX
[叮]手機和智能手錶同時跳出通知。798Please respect copyright.PENANAPiGDBgWWdj
[仲未返?咁夜既?擔心你]童桐。
798Please respect copyright.PENANAb3SBh5bvnO
798Please respect copyright.PENANASyvtLQtnBz
「你只係相信你自己希望既事。」Beta說,「你只係憧憬住泡影。」798Please respect copyright.PENANAuMCZwet2sj
798Please respect copyright.PENANALKwLChZRzX
不可能,童桐怎可能…798Please respect copyright.PENANAAfOnvouHXs
798Please respect copyright.PENANAI336xyoAcK
「非常遺憾,你愛既人從來都唔存在,根本無人咁完美,個個完美既佢,佢…只係一個你自己想像出黎既幻象。」他在電競椅上俯視頹然倒坐於地上的我說:「童桐屋企明明咁窮,但係當日植嵐晨出事,佢點樣一口應承律師費?」798Please respect copyright.PENANAFL1E6XSVpu
798Please respect copyright.PENANA0Q1Jm7AqSV
現在童桐長大了,她爸匯錢也少了,大概視自己責任已完結吧,這個混蛋。798Please respect copyright.PENANAv0hrutmnJj
「錢問題唔好擔心,我可以出住先。」童桐說,「你地有無識既律師?」
798Please respect copyright.PENANA7JLuEYIf2M
798Please respect copyright.PENANA9Zcgj68WM6
我不知道。798Please respect copyright.PENANAyIRh4MLE1R
798Please respect copyright.PENANAgBWMS5MOQO
「每一次你地出去個時,另一邊就會暫停直播,婚禮個晚係,開會個幾晚係,植嵐晨出事個時係,連水上樂園個時都係。如果唔係同一個人,又點會時間表係100%吻合?」Beta亮出那個我曾經看過他對沉思的日曆表。798Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9Dj8RHhmR
798Please respect copyright.PENANAKTcQyHH18M
「………」Beta不發一言,他的IPAD屏幕上看著一個…日曆?行事曆?
798Please respect copyright.PENANASLGHN9kdw3
798Please respect copyright.PENANAfI4MbyHb7p
我不知道。798Please respect copyright.PENANAUf4hJkT4pr
798Please respect copyright.PENANAQPuXRk86LA
「佢收指令黎直播任人褻玩個時,我試過專登用台語注音輸入,佢都識睇,香港又有幾多女仔識得台語注音?」798Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8ECNZspIh
798Please respect copyright.PENANABjekLaoGJn
而因為她自小被爺爺嫲嫲照顧,童桐的母語是嚴格上來說是台語,她看恐怖片時受驚或喝醉後都會飆台語。
798Please respect copyright.PENANAJzSVykU67m
798Please respect copyright.PENANAhqQCd2dlFT
我不知道。798Please respect copyright.PENANAdjscesoGZD
798Please respect copyright.PENANAsiOqdi9L4b
「香港又有幾多女仔頭髮長到落腰,仲要係挑染少少?」798Please respect copyright.PENANA8cDQ4mtNHV
798Please respect copyright.PENANAjdc3EYQztL
「因為…我懶囉~同埋得你先咁縱我。」童桐輕撥自己長至腰間的頭髮說
798Please respect copyright.PENANA5p7RhuvrQv
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我不知道。798Please respect copyright.PENANAB3v2A0cmxc
798Please respect copyright.PENANAym4bdrC3UG
「點解你會覺得佢條底褲熟口熟面?係妍妍之前,你條友又見過幾多女仔既底褲?」798Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0MACDI5DA
798Please respect copyright.PENANAc6VcfvaS7P
但那衣服團之中有明顯被包著卻跌出布帶的…是胸罩和…內褲。798Please respect copyright.PENANA0BGjOcxE1D
他的鼠標飄過畫面,按向視窗角落的交叉,我視線跟著鼠標的一秒之間我看到Dora角落脫下的內褲…這款式好像有點眼熟。
798Please respect copyright.PENANAyMduf0tQoN
798Please respect copyright.PENANAttpvnBFXfE
我就說了—798Please respect copyright.PENANAN0ltOeMUdr
798Please respect copyright.PENANACtTmUdyeKs
「我唔撚知啊屌你老母!!」798Please respect copyright.PENANAy1AJPxEKo0
798Please respect copyright.PENANAhqjmtKEJzK
回音在Beta的包廂之中回蕩,他不發一言地看著我。798Please respect copyright.PENANAX5bscBYCoo
798Please respect copyright.PENANA8EDJ8htMoD
「呢張相係個日我係你屋企,影過去童桐間房既相;而呢張相係佢尋晚直播時既CAP圖,窗簾款式都一模一樣。」798Please respect copyright.PENANAceAQ7hbXJV
798Please respect copyright.PENANAHoYDyHKL40
至於Beta在我房間看著掛在牆上的相片。798Please respect copyright.PENANA7lyYUta9vM
他把手機收回褲袋然後走出來。
798Please respect copyright.PENANAiGoSFgclb8
「…呢種窗簾係賣肉丸個間傢俬鋪最受歡迎個種,完全遮光,好多人都會買,有幾出奇?童桐間房向東,朝早日出個時…」798Please respect copyright.PENANAGN4qKvHwMG
798Please respect copyright.PENANAsJIV4ezcA1
「我唔係講呢樣。」Beta站起來,「但你講得岩,完全遮光…跟我黎。」798Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1WhHzDChM
798Please respect copyright.PENANAqkrRZ6vli6
已經腳軟我的花了好大的氣力才站起,扶著牆壁無力地前進。Beta打開門離開包廂,接著打開對面另一個包廂的門。798Please respect copyright.PENANAWd17ZhYKCT
798Please respect copyright.PENANA86XLx11zBE
「呢塊係…」798Please respect copyright.PENANALH0ZuNHZ7r
798Please respect copyright.PENANA2w2jFi3Jiq
「正係同一款窗簾,我黎做個實驗俾你睇。」798Please respect copyright.PENANA71FJPowKK2
798Please respect copyright.PENANAFPkn7OPPCy
在包廂門後,一張窗簾正掛在空中,和童桐房是一樣的款式。798Please respect copyright.PENANAEev1ak4Xip
798Please respect copyright.PENANA6EL7UqQM1P
接著Beta拿出一支電筒,把包廂的燈關掉後用電筒照向窗簾。窗簾在傢俬鋪也是被類似的方式展現,來突顯出其超卓的遮光功能。798Please respect copyright.PENANAVzchPkhOgo
798Please respect copyright.PENANAND9HlkKGpm
「好似你睇到咁,完全唔透光。」Beta說,「但係如果係咁呢?」798Please respect copyright.PENANAyQyOd86xBy
798Please respect copyright.PENANAAebzQmPK44
他掏出一支觀星筆。798Please respect copyright.PENANA3RJmbf16Qx
798Please respect copyright.PENANA1ANRDME7Dg
Beta按下按鈕以觀星筆青色的耀目光點照射向窗簾,剛剛完美擋下普通電筒光線的窗簾被貫穿,窗簾的背後出現一個青色的光斑。798Please respect copyright.PENANA7M2OMFmiJx
798Please respect copyright.PENANAn52mF4kuxJ
「呢種係鐳射激光,即使係呢種窗簾…亦擋唔住雷射光。」798Please respect copyright.PENANA6SYfZ1OIBb
798Please respect copyright.PENANA2dW4wKIkvV
「你想講咩。」798Please respect copyright.PENANAq7u2HfUv6m
798Please respect copyright.PENANAhMcHx02bla
「我既登入帳號同密碼已經俾左你,佢聽晚凌晨12點半會直播。」Beta亮出截圖,直播時的背景就是窗簾,「只要你係直播開始後向童桐既睡房發射雷射光。」798Please respect copyright.PENANAI3xVX0MzJK
798Please respect copyright.PENANANcR2vAFR7i
Beta把觀星筆塞到我手中。798Please respect copyright.PENANAzaJUi24y5N
798Please respect copyright.PENANAqbdouBJ113
「而如果直播畫面都同時出現雷射光既話…我諗,就唔使再證明D咩。」798Please respect copyright.PENANAHQzuRRYioh
798Please respect copyright.PENANAFCy4T4XDH7
「……」我握住觀星筆,曾經有一瞬我想扔掉,然後說甚麼我不會試童桐,我會無條件相信她云云。798Please respect copyright.PENANADsfRPQqqEl
798Please respect copyright.PENANArJP0y1eL98
但我卻沒有這樣做。798Please respect copyright.PENANAvEWAJkIQWt
798Please respect copyright.PENANAbwJSPzgPBq
因為…即使是我…798Please respect copyright.PENANA2cGpdTyar3
798Please respect copyright.PENANAH30BBRVJY9
…也做不到了。798Please respect copyright.PENANATX9iwLWbBJ
798Please respect copyright.PENANA3NOns8skpp
〔由於在最終分歧點選擇了B,對童桐的傾向減少了,現在呀遊不會扔掉觀星筆〕
798Please respect copyright.PENANAWOxlHTacVI
「要講既野係咁多,有人到今日仲相信地平說,亦有人認為全球暖化係大騙局,每個人相信D咩係佢地自己既選擇,即使證據再確鑿,又或者完全係自己既幻想。」Beta走出包廂說。798Please respect copyright.PENANACrXaHkjkEp
798Please respect copyright.PENANAL2WE9EnDXQ
「你…」798Please respect copyright.PENANAVgeAVY3TOG
798Please respect copyright.PENANAVyW2gbqGYc
「你呢一巴令我諗返起我點解叫Beta,今晚就到此為止。」Beta說,「俾個良心你當狗肺,本來我以為你同其他人唔一樣,馬川遊。」798Please respect copyright.PENANAueYccgi1mb
798Please respect copyright.PENANAGOMHhF6xW9
他似乎語帶哭腔,有點激動。798Please respect copyright.PENANA4ihGp4Aie3
798Please respect copyright.PENANASFNZwhhnIq
「對唔住,我最近情緒起伏好大,經歷左太多…」剛剛錯的人的確是我。798Please respect copyright.PENANAeM5tNaxfwf
798Please respect copyright.PENANANSCOjFVKwS
「係我仲對你客氣既時候你好同我躝。」Beta咬牙切齒地說,「我就黎控制唔住自己,拜鳩拜。」798Please respect copyright.PENANAOtTCwKCuUG
798Please respect copyright.PENANAH64TpYroyI
他把包廂門重重摔上,遺留我自己一個在網吧的走廊外。798Please respect copyright.PENANAgXJR9gZbph
798Please respect copyright.PENANAqHQUAUNbKL
手中的觀星筆在向我邀約著,邀請我打開潘多拉之盒。