我沒有馬上離開廁所，因為畢索洛爾還在作用著，智能手錶顯示我心跳率也明顯慢於平時。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTevKCT248r
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHwNXHnjY2
洗個臉吧。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsEWIxhLLo
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「嘩啦！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYmk045F2J
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看著鏡中的自己，水滴沿臉滑下，如淚，如雨。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlIkTav7vf
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手機中有著對植嵐晨專用的概念核彈。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8tNAf72ew
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褲袋中有著能為我在童桐面前帶來光榮的「提神藥」。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUss5s15EU
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzZ5pDsapo
「你想公平咁輸，定聰明咁贏？…你自己諗，會長大人。」Beta的聲音響起。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijc95jdJfN
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIqYWFSjez
卑鄙，卑鄙，何等卑鄙。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK8zahiveJ
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoEOGIcIZu
「做男人始終要成長，要學識長大，做大事，呀遊。」岑大師的聲音響起。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvX77Di7J6
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu5yKBthzc
無恥，無恥，何等無恥。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAXkXVy9vc
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmIVhP3ind
但是…1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6iuO9fp09
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFInUqhhJh
我抬頭，鏡中的我抬頭。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡextdWgrTBI
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXmM150Nag
我笑了，鏡中的我笑了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5jd8v5G0t
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8ZelvDuYN
…我又想起來，不知是不是因為藥，不是藥效，而是我竟然把它收到懷中。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt7yatYvLp
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiT0urt8Fu
這瓶禁藥在提醒著我—1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzNIbSA0hg
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMhYs0bu8f
我從來都不是甚麼正大光明的君子。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54cPxoLZSN
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6JnWjH3uK
／／／／／／1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54DXEmWN4h
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWpzooWbu9
我第一次產生自己還沒找到女朋友的危機感時，是中二。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomgYKDVxCp
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzfu4n5Ows
「呢個係我男朋友，呀遊。」穿著校服的童桐說。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GQ0DXIh7P
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpNHjiEChD
「哦。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsWzPo8uzR
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOURfWyMiE
「第二日你識到女朋友既話，一定要介紹俾我識架，呀遊。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3TYKBTosF
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7fofR1zzC
「好。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv2WqqF29d
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcZsue1Teh
歡迎來到第一千八百多…天？總之，那年我還中二。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7k5JrGhhE
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBKBiuxUFr
回到家中，我媽問我怎麼了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXUJC3q8eC
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrxdJilL54
我沒有怎麼。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3ApdBVXCm
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM5RgxoNzg
我怎麼沒有。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3mRYUMtHU
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKn0PXrsUK
怎麼…我沒有？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZdeXytDcT
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqCOgWdKVB
我和童桐不是同一間中學，她成績比我好，她BAND 1，我BAND 2。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRtfCGCEMQ
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUISya4JF0
總之，我產生了自覺，但還未至於危機感。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o0Lqbyht6
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uNI5XKXCf
如是者月復月，年復年，來到高中。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwaFxtJl4T
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9e8ejkpd7
要不，養隻狗吧。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg0tVi3ENM
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lT5eaHaWt
「汪？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKAV5ymTEU
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjognIxcD0
亞基里斯這名字是童桐改的，我覺得太長，所以我叫牠亞基。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkMVeWOuoQ
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHRvE7NQxI
「呀遊…其實，我分左手。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhH0INP5ax
「你可唔可以黎接我？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApunXWk62g
「我無帶遮。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3HhWje9Vy
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn3TeKeMGt
雨在下著，下著。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7IRpgHufc
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW8vPB4XbY
「呀遊，你唔使等我。你返屋企先啦。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSRGIpl8h1
「我男朋友會黎接我。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z1GhuOSCE
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDddZS5Bh2o
雨還在下著。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTXk5z9vE0
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1PdlxWjkL
怎麼雨還在下著？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGkIifjhPz
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfv9s24CWL
這場雨感覺上，不是，已經，下了，幾年嗎？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVQgSwx6Af
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXizREoLoDF
亞基舔舔我的臉。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bFR87z6Vp
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHboqSjASTb
亞基舔舔我的淚水。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVYIHNY4Tw
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBzJtpE8xu
但我沒怨恨，我真的沒有，我從來沒有。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHLxegc8fK
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfvQ8JTpFf
童桐是個美人胚子，會談戀愛是正常的，如日升月落。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMquVSrjYS
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjcVWCKDWi
正如那些我曾看不上眼的女生，那些我曾看不順眼的男生，既然連她們也找到愛自己的人，那麼正常來說——1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCXX02qoEQ
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8CwiuqvjO
正常來說。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWpjqki9X7
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AWCJOtNJ2
正常來說不應該是這樣的。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs76n28Zv97
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaStR9vWH1Y
「唉。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAgKpWrWes
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimhcGuDiuz
我那晚在樓下拉住亞基。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebMy24UU90
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMo9bJL979L
亞基很喜歡童桐。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdDW4rfATp
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDJ3OTKmMK
所以那晚我們在散步時，牠想過去找童桐玩。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdwUVUiyTc
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgeGHYPkQS
「亞基。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqmShmfHTL
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamnT8Ofy1l
但我拉住了亞基。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSXBMXTdE2
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rVJEi1bTb
「我地行另一邊喇。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z9JbJTF05
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5eDNvShzE
我拉住了亞基，走往另一條路，以免阻著童桐男朋友送她回家。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6kAAYLWom
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8E43tHqfUt
「嗚汪…」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIqgbaXHK9
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbrR4G79Id
亞基看著身後漸遠去的童桐，沒趣地垂下了尾巴。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNICH6J6w97
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyvOyLXbQ3
我拉著亞基往另一條路走，回家後開了牠喜歡的零食。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMqCPVQIUC
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwIDAvxglD
牠沒有吃。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaOCqgzXd3
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＊＊＊1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTttaP5Mwtz
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCjlkv1uOw
中學畢業臨近，對別人來說，既是興奮，又是害怕。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqZjpO326a
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrU1cNTRuM
升大學的人，讀HD/ASSO的人，去外國的人，重讀的人。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS9gKLa8ry
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjtWdjQBns
大家也有自己課題。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvm1gZku3n
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkrW4PT0kf
我的課題只有一個。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgI5wUqbdik
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「我地，不如拍拖試下？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcab7AFQWh
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOzwzkJGYa
「對唔住。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHZ84t53dW
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一個。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREXk9OczgI
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「你可唔可以做我女朋友？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwR3LqKNDe
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO3SGHMcMw
「唔好意思，我覺得我地做朋友會好Ｄ。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTypSzdajU
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兩個。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUaKzXyk3u
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「我其實鐘意左你好耐。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNaSAOpUth
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「下，我地見左兩次咋喎。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUtgN2ee45
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三個。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXAFybH6mL
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四個，五個，六個，七個……1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNiOs4zvcD
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tPTWwBtRx
無一例外，無一倖免。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AuPRw1Gv3
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86ZVLUBzZD
「喂～呀遊！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rwb2qQBNx
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag4Y3lD2px
「早晨。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerF2Kgof5N
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M3O7USF3b
「你尋日又表白呀？！又衰左啦！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIMtI4cVNi
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3Ptp2GBea
「我知。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LE95mcZCu
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「唉，唔好灰啦！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ0gS5egFI
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlInP2HdjvB
「我諗你誤會左。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4G2SPfLF5
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxBDZ7lKgO
我鄭重澄清。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSFMYcyYYD
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6PPDepcHN
「我，無，灰。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8v0GHzJjc
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmCBKVDujz
不是開玩笑，我真的沒有受到甚麼打擊。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxr4fxT6kd
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyR2tPFYcu
一來，我習慣了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rEhZkL4Fi
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKPHF7qzgI
二來，我提前打定了輸數，做好了心理準備。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7sKgOAcab
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三來。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80xogyjE1h
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「其實呀～我連佢全名都唔知。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUABFhq4aCN
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCimLkNyOqP
一晚後我幾乎連她名字也忘了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlUfUy20l4
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkYsOyUJ8W
阿儀阿婷阿善阿思阿欣阿珮阿晴阿琳阿英阿珊還是甚麼？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzy7U9l7DG
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHJlfDDOjf
我向那些女生表白，根本不是喜歡她。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj08UrsArVi
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGnI1z2xBF
這不是喜不喜歡的問題。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy1iVolR4t
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg2KtR6geS
這是有沒有的問題。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwOjxZLCnm
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN2rCE3ENH
誰也好。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvv7f9rj7f
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誰來也好。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJRIsJUBaK
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誰！也！可！以！1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MPznDGsbW
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZT1Tuz2Ycz
我只想在高中畢業前洗脫這毒撚污名，我明明不是毒撚，我可是一個學期表白十多次的表白之鬼啊！1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOPsHXpSMx
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagO8AFHLqO
誰，也，行，啊！！1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnWkI5oXEK
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCe33BJKJL
「各位同學，我地有緣再見，Good-bye Class！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsRSTctJ8v
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKDFjfavxD
Last Day那天，我向名單上壓軸的女生表白。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9rEkzZagw
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrujV4Uvu4m
我不喜歡她。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHonvnfhTnT
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCYKc3CODo
但我不討厭她。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tUnu1qt2y
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFU3v57q0AT
只是，她是最後有機會的人，所有我認識而有機會的人，我全部表白過了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw8f8Z6XI3
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNPB2HlGRk
也全部被拒絕過了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWKs93SLKv
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9udk5t06rV
「…我係第幾個？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe85wwLL6d
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「第一個。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq8BCzmknE
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「講大話。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW3iGPtDdb
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「…今星期。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77LM2YDjcn
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女生嘆了一口氣。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMUJpA8Cxp
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl3IsnxrHX
她叫甚麼來著？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzElLg11Kxg
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「我其實，曾經真係鐘意過你啊，呀遊。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cHtVl2Jvb
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「……」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshARkDiwFr
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我不喜歡曾經。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEGMdEmqEz
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因為童桐也曾經是只和我玩的女生。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFkzdPr7Yx
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「點解你會變成咁？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hzClCVQPE
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對呀。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzB60Cz22H
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為甚麼我會變成這樣？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gQjMmGGiC
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9vA04FfX1
「對唔住，你根本就唔係鐘意我，我依加…亦唔鐘意呢個你。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYISYkugHH
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沒甚麼好說，喜不喜歡一個人，是自由意志。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75hFVsnbz7
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9ysyqM5dB
「你只係一個漁翁撤網既狗公。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDpdMD4TCk
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCboE6jLf2v
她離去。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVIXxnosb3
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5BKW4zBbW
班房沐浴在斜陽中，只剩下被影子遮蓋的我。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRimZiKfeTd
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc3cQoFtvR
放學鐘如常地最後一次響起。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1KanjN9c7
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIs4fU3bkK
／／／／／／1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MidEWhbA0
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我每次失敗後，也會…安慰一下自己。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kd8olZAyF
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfCilaSlrh
這理由總能說服我。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsOPYnKNOb
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM99JSNVIxk
學校附近不缺商場，食肆，能想到的，想不到的也能買到，吃到。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AKdT3hEEf
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQOEPcuU5t
店員們永不拒絕我，這是理所當然的。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxiYm9L6fZ
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80hdwyFSZX
付錢，得到舌尖上的甜酸苦辣，就是這樣簡單。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kHZvSLWuU
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWnewtcGPh
快樂，就是這樣簡單。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDYqYjmygk
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx1rZwiqsn
「呀遊。」我媽說，「你…食多碗菜。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3twh48IrY
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDF6VJaWru
沒問題。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvQw8S6tNE
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKia9olG6D
不是我自誇，以我的胃口，一碗菜簡直是滄海一粟。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLycYeKMvxw
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZFpEUntJ0
我的網名是「超丞相」，因為丞相肚裡好撐船，我的話應該能撐航空母艦。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfKwYQ6I3b
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLacfCnXlx
但這種生活在我高中畢業後便結束了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp48794Ib9s
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rZRrjrU9W
因為…一切已成定局，誰又能改變過去呢？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gqOquzDl5
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZOrE4TX7q
旁人說我減了肥，我其實沒有。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvALb9h78st
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYXdscMUCn
我只是瘦了下來，其實沒有主動減過。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfud2PSVy2
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT5UDErYZ9
因為我發現再吃也好，我也快樂不起來了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS4axfjus0
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQIwi1PoCV
大概那兒如果有人給我一抹毒品之類，我也會笑著把自己餘生毀掉吧。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0yJXPQ2rW
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1xBkPPFnO
大概那兒如果有人給我隨便甚麼也好，我也會笑著把自己餘生毀掉吧。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRw0TlKNRc
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRCAK8B2vb
別人說人生中最快樂時光是中學畢業後，大學開學前。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IPHAvH2Xu
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBgwMyjFjt
去畢業旅行的人，打工體驗生活的人，去學這樣學那樣的人，林林總總，不同的人。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFTeX6osbB
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrnJdXvePk
但我沒有。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMNfK7Rgu7
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilFaZPif88
我覺得我做甚麼也不會快樂了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xtvlp2o3H
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8yow4T0Vy
我…失去了這種功能。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y4XAI1fMm
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9Ma0irMmW
「如果你唔再射箭，我幫你賣左你把弓？」我媽問。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NqMSlioP1
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi2dReQYC7
「隨便。」我答。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7txzlS2oz6
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我很高興我媽沒有賣掉那把弓。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdud74oQYcq
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEEhr5WxGj
事後回看，那時的我大概已經是抑鬱症了吧。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MWKpfzOWX
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdqDYgJbj5
但因為我沒有看醫生，我也不確定那時我是不是有病。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYSZEjqP3q
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0PuL8UaY6
有病還好。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUloKhCivm
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv1TmfUvD0
病能治。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduTJ2IGvyr
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ0WOEVTHn
我希望自己是有病，那麼便能治好。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bzZvIpJAk
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY4HxQ23aI
如果不是病，我要怎麼辦？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI6c6j0MqO
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgyLPavx8R
「你生日，我陪你去海洋公園好唔好？反正你免費，嘿嘿」童桐問。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rsS8NOsBX
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzF2FYKY4m
「…你咁樣男朋友會嬲，童桐。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B0mqkJwfd
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN2slkQ1Xd
「理得佢啊！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoaJtjknw5
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiIBjGVXfw
「有拖拍，請你珍惜。」我說，「有Ｄ人係恨極都無。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6K5Dos9m7
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJxz8FM9oN
我關上大門。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT6s09Duku
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現在回想起，很可笑吧。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVRluak9cG
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftvPJ4czWY
我其實沒有受過甚麼大挫折，也沒有分手，被人飛，被人派帽之類。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlV1oApdXn
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcQyhxxYU0
我只是在無病呻吟，鑽進了牛角尖，被「沒拖拍的人是廢物」這思想纏住了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TQlqSqXto
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbo0MhuIPR
和之前的暴飲暴食相反，我每餐只隨便吃兩口維持自己活著，不知不覺便瘦了下來。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIv3u57tPK
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSROsh1Vwr8
為甚麼我這樣堅持活著？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xt6nUK3Gk
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lfNaWx8MP
我爸會傷心嗎？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4q0vyaygd
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我媽會傷心嗎？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sqzVwx2dv
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亞基會傷心嗎？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1xdq8846D
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童桐…1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNnGIos7e9
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d74UkXa1a
她會的，大概。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyoPX41bVe
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI92UfYV89p
雖然她不願意，但是童桐成為了我活下去的…我不想說理由。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOgKe4wWHw
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaXWJOQXLh
大概是「藉口」吧。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi2Ns2LRdW
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＼＼＼1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteD7ttOCXu
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別人最放鬆，最自由的夏天過去了，我只有在房間中等待自己腐爛。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkBEbVvQnJ
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXChMtZTlP
甚麼OCMAP，活動，我全沒有去，我如個隱形人一樣出現在大學，又如個隱形人一樣消失。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZIrT4TMhG
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzcutY7hGQ
曾經極力否定自己是毒撚，極力透過行動反證自己不是毒撚的我…1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASEyQJ7hAi
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnR9Grz9Ow
…成為了自己最不希望成為的人。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpGGyyuhL4
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兩天。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv5kBkuHph
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ0bO4Fmng
「呀遊！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3hwImlHBG
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQPtI57MnL
漂亮的童桐出現使其他人第一次注意到我。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO871FfSvE
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhebuOGZEqT
「你…點解係度…」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50nywxtG2a
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4g4h31BHt
我們又不是同一所大學。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuIteyJ2hl
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2fEIzCBwW
「下？我黎搵你要理由既咩？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGd79k27gX
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbYAhZ7xVW
她一記往我額頭叩下去。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBO4HD8NbjG
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mp5InpBBS
「哎呀？！」好痛，又好高興。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77KO6VfQO3
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQvebVJ9LI
有好事之徒來搭訕。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NYWbxT7fO
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVovcwpKRo
「呀遊，呢個女仔係…」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vub4ukJTV
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLmTn1qN0v
「我青…」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7fYQ0Fsdb
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「我！係！佢！女！朋！友！！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgErRbTLp7
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorvo7rIs08
「哈啊下？！！？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwYbpRBx1g
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVWNxWi9rs
全場目瞪口呆，好像看到甚麼異象一樣。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCEgNvwgCe
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxhUrje05c
「唔得咩？！」童桐摟起我的手，和我走了出去。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqp5ShEBUZ
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlwUd76eB1
「童桐，點解…」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFCOUyUMEi
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukXZDjOPFa
「我要話俾佢地知，你係有人要既！！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSYaSWU4Vy
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxZgF0PtgX
「明明無。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHs1DFusts
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiS15Gx6hT
「明明有！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc8uo7YwLX
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmJ3lmEKpN
「但你男朋友…」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp3PqEaCTh
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I0wu0JIVu
「我會同佢解釋，唔到你擔心！！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvTK7glGck
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFyuhiCMyo
我被童桐拖出Lecture Hall，拖出教學樓正門，再拖出大學正門，全程牽著手遊街示眾。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJva5FUIjI
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0RKSxYGtW
她的一番好意，我卻樂在其中，自我滿足著，甚至又起了非份之想。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2r4zxs372
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy3Z9ilvrH
我就是個這樣爛的人。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W59EqGJuK
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Djl2ExUmL
無可藥救的人。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccYhxRFnbt
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMNimNAE8w
／／／／1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nNimRMeCT
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcjsgZg5Ck
「呀遊？你有無事？咁耐既？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9PLDUWQ78
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaeMNTe3rU
門外傳來童桐的叫喚聲，我抆來抹手紙抹去臉上的水滴，心跳率回復正常了。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNM4ffXMox
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMcqOiAu7C
「我無事。」我打開男廁門，卻看到童桐正在提腿，「你…搞咩？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsGM6Gcc0O
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtXu6buIkV
「準備踢門。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJyO65vlcr
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp09Y1ZU43t
「女仔之家下下踢門既咩？」我輕拍她的頭。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM3e0MZz4H
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4GYEnabDU
「點知你係咪係入面暈左…」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN5lTHL3K1
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ9G9sNfFc
我背起弓箭包，話說今天童桐為甚麼會來找我？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng4WVlrGOb
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4PfMr7RC2
不要緊，反正陪著她我怎樣也可以。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxDvEP1Ewr
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuAaHWA4TN
電話響起。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pC9KktcTn
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bUBBF3DRO
「阿媽？」我接過。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LwNW7oOMH
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8efJdBlzx
「你今晚返唔返黎食？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUxnVj1u2h
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童桐一踭踩到我腳趾上，然後行雲流水地拿掉我電話，還左右壓兩下確保把我腳趾踩了個稀巴爛。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2lZg1mD8Z
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