妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWtd2Cvwjs
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Occnxrk7A
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLx0VvEvY7
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQnim0BnvK
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrhhBGLvzF
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcIVJ2stNL
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy90X1Ca7X
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEI3XmgFen
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQRqrzFQTb
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ktwNpY08R
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBucmqdoay0
「下，點解會開心？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFBzVMhqFx
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6sb059jkb
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Rli2lccZ3
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QvqbAN6JY
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCauTYOUYII
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurvE29AqIr
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwHCpfiL4R
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YZFVVWTcf
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpO198Sd3q
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOrQ6j2k0X
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx5WzQbM8Q
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt3GWeltT9
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM068NKwNX3
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaruRwg7qz
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxph4qfkkWe
小病是福，我完全明白。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYTHxQlCy7
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG9tyKQmNo
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl2H8zdlVQ
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqS6UHmLDi
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWSAqqbWAQ
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI6OxYJxfH
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDeScr4zCS
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnDcF01AsS
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNSXyR20zV
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejSvA14Tl6
離題了。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMbb9VdYEs
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpI7UyRk7x
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOrnYLDYDX
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eLizpSujE
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfQaoTvseg
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmxUmOwCnh
「叮～」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTMVs8SlZV
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UyRwHGhUc
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreoF6OmuRw
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVcFEgDRgz
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd6a9U7OZF
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDccl3Tg5dR
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r2rn2s1un
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGsBnpWTR6
「抽筋，Sorry。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFrK2Vdisr
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHaF3XXkFC
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkPNuTJh9A
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVuQQqIruZ
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGQMCcTWr1
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDDupWW1MF
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KAOLtjkLL
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqqqoxQTon
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqgMGwuDDL
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3EZ4zpZPp
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfk3xy7j1Y
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuQHPghn9E
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2wQgt601L
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPgqZMIOAl
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vaeUSdRNI
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI6qYKsUhN
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN3FUjvpmu
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ao8SVuv5r
「我會有分數。」我說。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM1YOUNZan
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVU60GmYb5
不，我沒有。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbxRCxjmgT
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XLV6DYt3R
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfWYW22AFX
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5sixdUxh5
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukRYbb5FO7
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvejVlC82F
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMkbIzDg2s
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZg21EXy3M
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPO80a7EUt
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIiNZS0gU6
難不難看是一回事。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j2WADEYQI
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTFpkZdsTv
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YGmRQGxxn
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnTrUh4w2W
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1nKCic7hA
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwst9tY89P
但我不甘心。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeBuzTr9ZT
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkr2C2ZclQ
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkZnlamm10
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgBOMChiph
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20yoI6npEJ
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX0o684ZCw
我不甘心。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqPv9eq0IZ
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSI2Fp14dZ
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMOotxiQtz
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpmAFEHGBo
「…真係？」童桐說。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYdsIX91IQ
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4YGq8RaEI
我停頓了片刻。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nOE4kjUrC
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBsHFUPQ31
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHBQBLaLoy
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMVHZIIGz4
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV7TF9GKqU
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH4AMfGVsm
就和你一樣，童桐。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmI4WBwokn
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkCv2KTmr0
和你一樣。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcPOvpPrzR
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYgLICPUuM
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvvLGv738B
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXQelg1hhF
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGtIJ6Z8Uy
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCF4prOW1u
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP1agWcdCX
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjhOzWPi0G
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k8Erj3Ic8
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kHONmc2zC
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITNNVmEF57
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoSY25Ubsh
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq9YR8uh2h
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FZR6Qm8kK
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlxhMSdCWq
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEgFWRqbPV
「多謝你，童桐。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWu6fMr0d0K
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5puvv4z7y
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnft0w9bn0r
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP1F13I3WO
「叮～」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7VJUiI1Cb
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbzEyrGX0L
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZZ6x0vSAp
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROCBrcb8Sr
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ge43KKlEl
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8qTtAhyBF
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZJFWGbpFs
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6BRGOP7RL
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka3yeny3zr
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mDWYIDVZY
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyVqtTVDFG
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CONTnFSR7
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl59JyE9m1h
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmw9ILQZk8
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzeQQ29sbf
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CyoFpAOOI
太可愛了。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFd2KYRxsK
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMpMkhtXUp
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
