「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJvNWGb7Pp
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hGuKiStAT
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PL3GnWdjE
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9Uhpsu5oI
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZVCxzPDzi
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「童桐。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGit3i6IgvV
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7y5inOjbg
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「Kay…？」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwH237z0By
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPV1HiYV2r
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「Kay，你喊緊？」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNAXJs6oWG
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwLGzQMJCj
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DOye5uNV6
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9d1i5kCyGv
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZfVe9s1pU
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjap3L3domJ
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOOoxiOd0b
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsECDPWyrXv
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzRaClZ5Bf
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGww5hw4BS
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「有人害佢？但…」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4lnUddJtD
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxDaSViyEy
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNG5HbdbOJ
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbHHYzwAgW
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2u9yqRamE
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WSWC474Jx
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當然不會。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l8xukqGSX
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmDnTW2MIY
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnELKU9KfU
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbiHazSEKf
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJhj5Sen9t
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但事實完全相反。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6C96rXHvA
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0smTwQkHm
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoGp1GcsKU
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMoNNQQXkp
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr3sWQvdA0
我好想她。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdTqQg6EDC
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZZq3DBMLq
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivJzF3Tosd
童桐…1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSA232pb86
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1BmgxHXpY
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9MG3G2alk
「汪嗚…」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH1RNEEg03
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRIIeRPWis
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「汪！汪！」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3InB6i536
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在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TI69HmPQN
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「好啦，佢走左啦。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwAUoxaWBk
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA6OetePg1
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkdO92tXex
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsbt41eotf
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDJWRIrx3O
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJhexMJv3n
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtppO9xgGF7
那個童桐從沒存在過。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxtGfV35RR
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Zj2McV7ph
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6US0zwJruU
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2W8i8avoK
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogXO9NKiZa
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8izwir4Qco
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcB3QuqK6lb
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J5WtQ4RcI
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrTp5Xaxmc
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmunZWLMiFo
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgc0kciQI1
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUtuW86BRr
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItiDJiJv0o
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJXrFA4u8G
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KMkL7GCIX
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z6CgGTHg4
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問題是妍妍和童桐…1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bLFWnI22q
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNUK0ii1Fc
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7j1aK3YRj
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童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfRCliqXYt
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIssoAXUFH3
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzKkU3eHQ2
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據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70O6kVJobL
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIAs8L8gJP
但…我…我…1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujHPCv1hYw
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t7GtH9pMT
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwAqXMx6t7
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：041034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpjUPoI7JU
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：031034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUEcXQiPuR
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就是今天晚上了嗎。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RjXlWjzGK
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到此為止了。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgekrjNuNi
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNlk2HlNHA
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eFWhePfdS
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJElQnRfny
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「童桐。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArWbPFydDQ
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG8sBY8lwR
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8L4NHnl0r
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHduEclqbNL
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3jAbKfkbZ
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeJveDjgca
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1R3cC3MGi
我擋在她家門前。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRU8NfO6td
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNfqCqzNJ2
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOvqExdLtZ
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dTltXOrly
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMeb5Xnl4k
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUBAGXleCM
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEXuIUbw7u
這樣子她便明白了。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIyagepMnO
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovyLXegi8x
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6ALrKtvbo
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3Kj1yOnPA
但我早也有兩手準備。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLBlW5eN1C
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYeb4dsFlg
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「咁…」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbrxmeLt6X
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「嗚————汪—！！」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCOKglEWkS
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUnwcgVM7t
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「小心！」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG73LKYJMv
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxbtlNkCT9
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje4TNz6xTo
好輕？1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAKZnGRekw
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「亞基！Sit！」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoPH4Vqz5i
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0k0RFSRxO
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xu1P8l2Qr
…真的好羨慕牠。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroz03PH9zG
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPtsYncNif
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFynja5Pdjy
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「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsHLILmcpD
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz57YOH1hx
「你…係唔係瘦左？」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvvgnwuZLT
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiuY2549pJ
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLU4aC8aGG
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9KjqkWjDg
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKyumq6bbj
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07qYlmWKzk
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qhjxvNktv
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAIwIl5S3m
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：461034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVVfCLFhXj
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60DfT83bGh
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
