「人生若只如初見,何事秋風悲畫扇」707Please respect copyright.PENANAIPpLzROZGO
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好,便不如發生之後的種種憾事。707Please respect copyright.PENANAudAq3hSHUV
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。707Please respect copyright.PENANAS1pi3GVTIP
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「呀遊,我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。707Please respect copyright.PENANAVBvsm6AWkP
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。707Please respect copyright.PENANAifFW7Cun1H
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「童桐。」707Please respect copyright.PENANAA7U0MDLIaM
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。707Please respect copyright.PENANAc8lSqZIEcY
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「Kay…?」707Please respect copyright.PENANASEmXo4QVVc
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根,下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起,雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業,你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年?」707Please respect copyright.PENANAJbd1qidFP0
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「Kay,你喊緊?」707Please respect copyright.PENANATqf2wX0doV
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「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁?想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺,佢要同我分手?」707Please respect copyright.PENANAWwSkT9QdqL
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「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說;707Please respect copyright.PENANAkVfnVeivgI
「童桐,呀遊!」Kay竟然是第一個到;707Please respect copyright.PENANA6GSq1o720Z
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨?最近二人好像親近過以前,連我這種路人都發現了;707Please respect copyright.PENANA0HzOFgwa4m
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中;707Please respect copyright.PENANADUJ7jmEC9p
Kay想摸亞基,「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退,還發出威脅的低聲咆哮;707Please respect copyright.PENANAX0XW3l8D4K
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來,背後推著他的正是Kay。
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「有人害佢?但…」707Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7VkWHPdQg
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「想知既,就去問你個馬川遊!!」707Please respect copyright.PENANAMMq63BdqdW
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距離核彈爆炸,只剩下72小時不到。707Please respect copyright.PENANAJ32D40sMST
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那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣,我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看,那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底,好像我每次打開看看剩下時間,那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。707Please respect copyright.PENANAlVHJxHHFKw
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當然不會。707Please respect copyright.PENANAcw7fZR70VC
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣,被困了在那個介面之中,只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁,看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。707Please respect copyright.PENANAjcNqnQUeXq
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因她的事而崩潰,因自己的事而崩潰。707Please respect copyright.PENANAKXVxrlxYzB
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這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐,連在手機上聊天也沒有,我一直以為我和她住得這樣近,即使不透過網絡總會見到。707Please respect copyright.PENANAtqiJ7E18sD
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但事實完全相反。707Please respect copyright.PENANAJmduCFtDKL
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原來住得這樣近,是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。707Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1Fw3aamoG
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我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲,關門聲,我相信她也是的,但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破,把一切都隔絕起來。707Please respect copyright.PENANASTXHEQgqaU
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我好想她。707Please respect copyright.PENANAh1KkBrVt3Z
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即使我還沒法接受,我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。707Please respect copyright.PENANAqW3yLHHFJA
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童桐…707Please respect copyright.PENANAHzbrmOZ0e5
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也許在這段時間內,我們都需要好好和對方隔絕,整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。707Please respect copyright.PENANAaSk6dDIly6
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「汪嗚…」707Please respect copyright.PENANAKs9x0sAhMJ
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸,亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子,甚至帶牠去散步後回家,牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。707Please respect copyright.PENANA3MyU9zLNOi
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「汪!汪!」707Please respect copyright.PENANACn20nesKNU
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在聽到童桐開門,聞到門後童桐的氣味後,牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門,吠兩聲,希望引起童桐的注意,期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍,如以前一樣。707Please respect copyright.PENANAXHADYICe9R
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「好啦,佢走左啦。」707Please respect copyright.PENANA8X3cYt6q0s
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。707Please respect copyright.PENANAculByrirHG
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看到牠這樣子,我也不罵牠抓門了,童桐離去後牠便會停下來,尾巴無力的垂向地面,然後在門後伏下,等待童桐回來時再抓一次。707Please respect copyright.PENANA8lCZQ5fEQT
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「…算啦,亞基。」我說,「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」707Please respect copyright.PENANAOVO4wIYjLG
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那個童桐從沒存在過。707Please respect copyright.PENANA0eAFT1Dzlh
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我抱起亞基,扔回牠的狗床上。707Please respect copyright.PENANAXAgrWk5bvF
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「胡汪!」亞基站起來向我吠叫,好像在怪責我一樣。707Please respect copyright.PENANACCr4vr4vG9
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也對,亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播,不知道誰是Dora,牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼,做過甚麼也只是童桐,一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐,如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。707Please respect copyright.PENANA22WjylFkhP
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。707Please respect copyright.PENANA0f8vDkRTGq
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「我想架?」我說,「我夠想好似以前咁,你教我點呃自己囉!仲有,得返60幾個鐘,就到我…」707Please respect copyright.PENANAlN9ToZ3hYQ
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亞基看看我擺擺尾巴,伏回狗窩中。707Please respect copyright.PENANA7NH8yuCLTl
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「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。707Please respect copyright.PENANARejUIVNH3x
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我看看手上的清單,即將被核彈波及者有我父母,當然,但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧,痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。707Please respect copyright.PENANAo9P5SsDi7g
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問題是妍妍和童桐…707Please respect copyright.PENANAfGNi9xOZrL
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妍妍身為當事人,我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕,植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭,雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法,我沒可能避掉所有傷害。707Please respect copyright.PENANAoqEcbiz0yz
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童桐…問題是童桐,現在我們是互相疏遠對方,但萬一核彈轟下來…707Please respect copyright.PENANAbdQu3vWejr
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我連想像也感到恐懼,但明明我又在和她冷戰,矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。707Please respect copyright.PENANA5S4CvM1LXk
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逃避再逃避,以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機,也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐,我就這樣一直自我封閉起來,如那段日子一樣。707Please respect copyright.PENANAmxemB96zVj
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據我媽的描述,那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣,附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染,漂上死寂的氛圍,全身散發著絕望的氣場。707Please respect copyright.PENANAzfs1Fq6b0t
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但…我…我…707Please respect copyright.PENANA9XgPjtuEJx
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去,這次真的不行。707Please respect copyright.PENANALCGKuqTOFm
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距離核彈爆炸:06:49:05707Please respect copyright.PENANAp75EXXP2hN
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就是今天晚上了嗎。707Please respect copyright.PENANAYizEcthPhi
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到此為止了。707Please respect copyright.PENANAgTTg3mNY8d
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。707Please respect copyright.PENANACGqYdNpxBD
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我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊,那份窒息,那份絕望,比起甚麼都痛。707Please respect copyright.PENANAeeNlbmmWDZ
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「童桐。」707Please respect copyright.PENANA9UQ8XOdFjJ
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在她回來時,我攔在她面前。707Please respect copyright.PENANARWWKeaeGtf
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咦她是不是又更瘦了?夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲,現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。707Please respect copyright.PENANAgk4uX3qqVP
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「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。707Please respect copyright.PENANAkL3hNLAWjG
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我擋在她家門前。707Please respect copyright.PENANASrIzkDccFc
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「你今晚屋企有無人?」我說,「我有事要同你講。」707Please respect copyright.PENANAnO9cfyPSG4
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「…係咩事?」她低頭說,聲音有點沙啞。707Please respect copyright.PENANAPmvJEqYynU
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「一啲我寧願親口同你講,而唔想由其他人講你知,或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」707Please respect copyright.PENANAKW0MhcuhjC
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這樣子她便明白了。707Please respect copyright.PENANAFtDDSva4Ub
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童桐似乎有了心理準備,但她卻難為地說:「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」707Please respect copyright.PENANAqy4ohuRw6j
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但我早也有兩手準備。707Please respect copyright.PENANAMVV78h30S2
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。707Please respect copyright.PENANABGFveUkcQP
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「咁…」707Please respect copyright.PENANATPxia2fAdj
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「嗚————汪—!!」707Please respect copyright.PENANAxvbnUGjeT9
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家門才一打開,亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至,猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少,消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛!707Please respect copyright.PENANAP6zb2cQDIx
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「小心!」707Please respect copyright.PENANAwgBNOVjSp6
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐,如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。707Please respect copyright.PENANAhCUKJNeowo
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好輕?707Please respect copyright.PENANAlCH6v5YbXg
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「亞基!Sit!」707Please respect copyright.PENANAGf59kgsVpN
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來,四平八穩的坐到地板,但尾巴還是狂搖,抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。707Please respect copyright.PENANAsBnAd8sfNr
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…真的好羨慕牠。707Please respect copyright.PENANAEpgtIFuYnW
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「佢無見你太耐,有無事?」707Please respect copyright.PENANAo6iZAbpPSD
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「嗯,無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭,亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。707Please respect copyright.PENANAcYPa2ZGQWZ
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「你…係唔係瘦左?」707Please respect copyright.PENANAMmAN0KCP89
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「少少,減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開,走進我的家中。707Please respect copyright.PENANAfCYHGmPgaA
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她身材這樣苗條,減甚麼鬼肥。707Please respect copyright.PENANADJkTLLReym
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「亞基,Dismiss.」我說,亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。707Please respect copyright.PENANATeGwWiZdZG
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。707Please respect copyright.PENANAJ45J8XMfrc
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距離核彈爆炸:03:11:46707Please respect copyright.PENANAzJsrajyASP
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童桐與我,再次獨處一室,無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣,這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。707Please respect copyright.PENANAR5TbrKPPpF
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事,自以為已經做好了最壞打算。